beanpoophead
Bluelighter
Did you notice the tear in my eye?
Black make up, smudged
delicately smeared line
faded down my powdered china doll face
to cover all the scars of yesterdays past
the ones that weren’t caused by you
until the day you went away
you were the exception to the rule
you were the one i couldn’t throw away
not the three week lie of those before
and now my heart aches
for the something more
that you used to give me
all the broken smiles dotted with grace
ya, you know the ones
the ones that i so eloquently gave to you
let you know all that was on my mind
even asked you about yours
still, you just left me here
seventeen today without a care
and even you know my heart
even you can see that its breaking
as it beats through my unfortunate chest
breaking piece by piece
each time i have to see your fucking face
i think you forget where my heart is
and i need you
swallow hard, lump in the throat
trying to push back all the tears
that just won’t stop flowing
sweet, sweet sorrow they pour
rain drops from my head filled with pain
lifeless and pale
everyday, cos i haven’t slept like normal
since they day we met
first it was the coke, kept me up til all hours
then it was just your face, making me happy
now it’s just the pain, and how it just wont go away
so just stay in your basement
smoke another bowl, drift away
I’ll be around someday
maybe I’ll be your, the one that got away
and i feel you someone
through all of this
and I’ll always still be here, waiting
cos my broken heart feels everything
Black make up, smudged
delicately smeared line
faded down my powdered china doll face
to cover all the scars of yesterdays past
the ones that weren’t caused by you
until the day you went away
you were the exception to the rule
you were the one i couldn’t throw away
not the three week lie of those before
and now my heart aches
for the something more
that you used to give me
all the broken smiles dotted with grace
ya, you know the ones
the ones that i so eloquently gave to you
let you know all that was on my mind
even asked you about yours
still, you just left me here
seventeen today without a care
and even you know my heart
even you can see that its breaking
as it beats through my unfortunate chest
breaking piece by piece
each time i have to see your fucking face
i think you forget where my heart is
and i need you
swallow hard, lump in the throat
trying to push back all the tears
that just won’t stop flowing
sweet, sweet sorrow they pour
rain drops from my head filled with pain
lifeless and pale
everyday, cos i haven’t slept like normal
since they day we met
first it was the coke, kept me up til all hours
then it was just your face, making me happy
now it’s just the pain, and how it just wont go away
so just stay in your basement
smoke another bowl, drift away
I’ll be around someday
maybe I’ll be your, the one that got away
and i feel you someone
through all of this
and I’ll always still be here, waiting
cos my broken heart feels everything
aww hun. the last few lines made my heart wrench