My body told me it hated me...

OK so after 9 days of Ayurvedic fast, which caused me to lose about 3-4 lbs (NEEEED to put on the weight again stat!) and slow my metabolism aaaand ultimately cleanse my body inside and out - I started eating more consciously.

Not that I was eating particularly unhealthily before, but just relatively due to my constitution - overreactive flora in the form of Candida... :( sucks.

So I'm eating more bitter greens, way less yeast and fermented products, even LESS processed sugar (next to nothing now), and not drinking any cow's milk - goats milk FTW!

So On thursday after working with my lady's ex doing some roofing, (I decided to do a couple of mushrooms, which helped me get over my fear of being seriously high up a roof pretty quickly after a spliff as well...) I had a few drinks and a few spliffs and fuck me, I nodded out pretty quickly - easier than usual.

I just put it down to not eating properly at the time, but in actual fact I ate A LOT that day, so it wasn't that... plot thickens.

So the next day as I'm walking back along the forest way, I drink this poppy pod tea brew my friends made up for me - it's quite nice, light and slightly euphoric to start with, getting warmer, especially seeing as it's kinda sunny....

Get home and my eyes are well and truly glazed and time is shooting by.

Start nodding.

THis shit is pretty heavyduty to the point where I feel a bit sick.

I'm nodding, I tell my friend who made it for me and he gives me a couple of capfuls of ground coca leaf with some bicarb to chew on...I'm still nodding so I do another.

Mouth goes all numb, and start feeling very up and at 'em - all's well. Sociable buzz is back.

So I go to a party and smoke a few joints, and get offered a line of some very nice cocaine - haven't had any like that in a year...

Forward wind to sunday morning AAAAAND - I'm puking.

My body does NOT like the amount of drugs I mercilessly dumped into it unannounced and it's payback.

This is a warning - treat my body well, nothing LIKE this amount (which I thought was small) of chemicals to go in my system again, in such a short span of time...silly Jimmy
 
"My body does NOT like the amount of drugs I mercilessly dumped into it unannounced and it's payback.

This is a warning - treat my body well, nothing LIKE this amount (which I thought was small) of chemicals to go in my system again, in such a short span of time"

I need to learn from this quote in your blog. I haven't been sober in over a week, been doing all different drugs. I think I'm passively trying to kill myself. I think I'll write my own blog about this massive drug binge I've been on.
 
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