AFriendOfGoose
Greenlighter
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- Jun 28, 2014
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although this is my first post, im not new to bluelight, ive discovered a lot of useful information on bluelight.
the purpose of this thread is to share my experience. Maybe help someone in the process
im currently 30h sober from my last run with opiates. i have relapsed after 7 months of complete sobriety. which is the longest by far for the in the last 5 years. I want to be sober and dependent on no substance for anything! chemical dependency is a battle i no longer want to fight. With a good support group. a Fresh geographical change, a strict routine, it was easy,\ to stay sober. in fact those were my best ever 7 months, i made True friends, with people in recovery that were serious as i was staying sober. And then i was forced back to my home town due to probation. Back in the shit hole where it all began, stuck. I relapsed within days of coming back home. now nearly two months later here i am, it took off right where i left off. Luckily, knowing the cycle, i caught myself before it got as bad as before. Using about .2g daily, which i know isnt much. but its enough give me some acute withdrawals. i went 50H+ and used about .1g. those 50h were too much to bare and try to function normally. The lack of energy, depression, anxiety, sweating, freezing, diarrhea, and the worse rls and insomnia were the symptoms i experienced. i now am 30 or so hours off the last dose and Im experiencing some anxiety, depression, and boredom. all psychological symptoms. Bare-able. im not taking any medication as my resources are scarce. Just good nutrition. Water, Food (lots, my apitite goes through the roof when i chip) and a multivitamin.
i Plan on reporting back to share how the next few days go.
I want to ask that if anyone has experience anything similar to share.
Maybe share some encouragement.
Thanks bluelight.
Much LOVE
the purpose of this thread is to share my experience. Maybe help someone in the process
im currently 30h sober from my last run with opiates. i have relapsed after 7 months of complete sobriety. which is the longest by far for the in the last 5 years. I want to be sober and dependent on no substance for anything! chemical dependency is a battle i no longer want to fight. With a good support group. a Fresh geographical change, a strict routine, it was easy,\ to stay sober. in fact those were my best ever 7 months, i made True friends, with people in recovery that were serious as i was staying sober. And then i was forced back to my home town due to probation. Back in the shit hole where it all began, stuck. I relapsed within days of coming back home. now nearly two months later here i am, it took off right where i left off. Luckily, knowing the cycle, i caught myself before it got as bad as before. Using about .2g daily, which i know isnt much. but its enough give me some acute withdrawals. i went 50H+ and used about .1g. those 50h were too much to bare and try to function normally. The lack of energy, depression, anxiety, sweating, freezing, diarrhea, and the worse rls and insomnia were the symptoms i experienced. i now am 30 or so hours off the last dose and Im experiencing some anxiety, depression, and boredom. all psychological symptoms. Bare-able. im not taking any medication as my resources are scarce. Just good nutrition. Water, Food (lots, my apitite goes through the roof when i chip) and a multivitamin.
i Plan on reporting back to share how the next few days go.
I want to ask that if anyone has experience anything similar to share.
Maybe share some encouragement.
Thanks bluelight.
Much LOVE
