My bad days

[up all night]

We've all been hurt by someone
At some point
Somewhere along the line.
So why do I feel so alone?
As if nobody could understand what it feels like
To be replaced.
I'm locked in a box I created because shutting down
Is all I know how to do.
I've always been so skilled at hiding the truth.
And if the world can hear those unshed tears
They don't show it.
Assignments still appear
Washing still piles up
The world still spins on its chaotic axis.
There's something wrong here.
Shouldn't you be waiting
For me to catch up?
Haven't you noticed I'm crawling now?
Why does the clock still tick angrily
At the passing seconds wasted?
If you'd just stop for a second, a minute, a week
Then maybe I'd be okay.
But its hard to catch up
when you fall this far behind.
And I just don't think it's worth the effort.

 

[leecie]

up all night...you just put into words the exact feelings i have had for the past month...you have perfectly articulated what is going on in my head...wow...thankyou

 

[Sara Tonin]

That was very "wow"...loved it!

 

[frostyangel]

Wow, I have felt this way so many times before,
and it was put in just the right words~

 

[skarazira]

word.

 

[living in solitude]

thank you for writing that. =)