1000 posts gone by,
all i can do is sigh.
in the beginning, it was a quest...
to find information that would benefit me best.
bluelight.net was the place that i went
many threads read, and many hours spent.
in time i found that this "bulletin board"
had a certain charm, and i visited it more
that summer it ended, and i was torn...
but not long after, Bluelight.nu was born.
i gained an identity... "E-girl" i became
But never thought anyone would remember that name.
Time went by, and i made friends on the board
But i never met any of these people to whom my heart had been poured.
But meeting one finally, made me want to meet them all...
That was back when Bluelight was still somewhat small.
I've met countless BLers over the years...
Shared tons of hugs, drugs, and tears.
I'll never forget meeting you all from the board,
But how i'll really remember you all,
is your words.
You may not think you made a difference to anyone,
20,000 registered BLers is a ton
But so many of you have touched my heart
And don't even know, that you have from the start.
I may forget your face when i see you,
but your names hold a place in my heart when i leave you.
Twice I left bluelight, in hopes of finding the old me ...
twice i've come back to tell you -- this is who i WANT to be.
Social gives me the strength to make it through the day,
And laugh at least once, when i cant find any other way.
Discussion helped me be smart, and many thanks goes there...
Drugs almost were the end of me, but one day i started to care.
But this forum, Words, is where i post
My 1000th thread.
This is where i found myself...
And E-girl, well -- she's dead.
The name will stick, until my time here is done,
Because i want you all to remember how far i have come.
Bluelight is my family,
and most always, is my hope
When i jump off my insanity,
Bluelight is my rope.
I love you guys, i really do
So thanks for all your words...
Don't ever think they go unnoticed,
Know that SOMEONE out there... heard.
Thanks for almost 3 beautiful years of memories.
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E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
"...there are 2 paths, you can go back, but in the long run... there's still time to change the road you're on..."
all i can do is sigh.
in the beginning, it was a quest...
to find information that would benefit me best.
bluelight.net was the place that i went
many threads read, and many hours spent.
in time i found that this "bulletin board"
had a certain charm, and i visited it more
that summer it ended, and i was torn...
but not long after, Bluelight.nu was born.
i gained an identity... "E-girl" i became
But never thought anyone would remember that name.
Time went by, and i made friends on the board
But i never met any of these people to whom my heart had been poured.
But meeting one finally, made me want to meet them all...
That was back when Bluelight was still somewhat small.
I've met countless BLers over the years...
Shared tons of hugs, drugs, and tears.
I'll never forget meeting you all from the board,
But how i'll really remember you all,
is your words.
You may not think you made a difference to anyone,
20,000 registered BLers is a ton
But so many of you have touched my heart
And don't even know, that you have from the start.
I may forget your face when i see you,
but your names hold a place in my heart when i leave you.
Twice I left bluelight, in hopes of finding the old me ...
twice i've come back to tell you -- this is who i WANT to be.
Social gives me the strength to make it through the day,
And laugh at least once, when i cant find any other way.
Discussion helped me be smart, and many thanks goes there...
Drugs almost were the end of me, but one day i started to care.
But this forum, Words, is where i post
My 1000th thread.
This is where i found myself...
And E-girl, well -- she's dead.
The name will stick, until my time here is done,
Because i want you all to remember how far i have come.
Bluelight is my family,
and most always, is my hope
When i jump off my insanity,
Bluelight is my rope.
I love you guys, i really do
So thanks for all your words...
Don't ever think they go unnoticed,
Know that SOMEONE out there... heard.
Thanks for almost 3 beautiful years of memories.
------------------
E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
"...there are 2 paths, you can go back, but in the long run... there's still time to change the road you're on..."
