Yeah that shit feels fucking goooooooooooooodddddddddddd
It's everything one could want in a drug... I really can't see how some people don't like it compared to ketamine.
I don't understand how people even like Ketamine. I think there could be something wrong with me lol.
I love MXE, and am seriously addicted. If I could, I would do MXE all day every day. ALL DAY, EVERY DAY! It is the best drug imaginable! 20mgs in the morning on a work day will get me in the zone and help me focus. It will make the first 6 hours of the shift fly by. My interactions with others feel so much more meaningful and real than if I was sober. My anxiety is 100% gone. I normally have trouble delegating tasks to others and giving constructive feedback to others (I'm a team leader), however on MXE it's like I call on all my training and do everything by the book. I have no trouble talking to people and feel super confident. I have a smile permanently on my face that I just can't get rid of!
100mgs in the evening is the ultimate way to relax. That M-Hole is simply breathtaking! Earth-shattering! Really takes you some place "higher".
Anyway back to why I think there is something wrong with me. I hate Ketamine. HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE! Even after taking 250mgs I could not hole... even after smoking weed! Ketamine makes me feel anxious and depressed. During the "trip" I am confused and suicidal. The next day I feel like a zombie. It gets really bad. People will talk to me and I can't think of a reply so I just walk away from them. Can anyone explain why this is? Would it have anything to do with my MXE use?
I have been using MXE off/on for the past 18 months. At the start of the year when I couldn't get MXE I decided to give K a go. What a horrible drug. I don't understand why anyone could enjoy it. I am concerned that I have never had a breakthrough experience aka holed.
To M-Hole all I need is 100mgs MXE and a few hits of weed which I have a vaporizer for.
I wonder what if I would have reacted in this way to K if I had tried it before MXE?
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The following was added after consumption of ~100mgs K. I have ~250mgs left which I will bump through tonight!
KEDIT: Okay maybe K isn't quite as bad as I made out. But I also wanted to add that I find the burn from K 100x fucking worse than that of MXE. I can hardly even feel MXE, in fact to sniff it is actually quite pleasant. Even if MXE had no effect I would still enjoy sniffing it. When I sniff K it burns like crazy for 2+ mins. I don't mind the taste of the drip though, but the drip does burn! I can feel it in the back of throat!
Wow really starting to feel rocked from this K. Same shit as last night (stuff I have been talking about previously).I'm going to have some hits of weed and see if I can have a positive experience.
Typing is getting harder. Wow as I type this I am actually enjoying K. Maybe before I was just super depressed because I couldn't get MXE. I can kinda understand why people would want K over MXE. Has an MDMA feel to it that MXE lacks.
Will keep this post updated (hope this gets mod approval for my many edits!)
