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I've been using MXE for a little under a month now and have quite a good feel for the drug. I've holed twice at ~100mg doses but that's not the main aim of my usage. I started using MXE as a type of self-medication to help relieve some day-to-day irritations and anger. I found it has helped tremendously and so have continued using it, albeit more recreationally lately.
Over the course of Christmas/New Years, I have come to realise some very profound things about the universe and humanity at large which has spurred me to become more active in my society. This includes Bluelight and all the users of the site, and so I present to you my very first (attempt at a) trip report.
All criticism is welcome
19:40
I dose approx. 20mg sublingual. This is my favourite ROA, I love the numbing of my mouth and jaw.
I leave it under for 10 minutes and wash it down with a sip of water. Once washed down, I open my music player and turn it to my tripping library. I'm in the mood for some guitar/rock/blues so I go for Santana to start.
20:20
First alerts. My hands are getting stiffer and typing is harder. I can feel energy building up in my legs and the need to move is arriving. I log on to our Mumble server and get chatting to people. We agree to play a game of League Of Legends so I log in and start choosing a champion.
20:50
Gravel Road by Clutch comes on and it catalysts me to the ceiling. Speaking is lovely and I can't stop doing it. I insufflate another ~20mg and am surprised at the lack of burning. I've read on here that MXE doesn't burn but this is so clean.
21:10
My whole body is buzzing now. Warm and fuzzy, I'm hugging myself. I feel like a sub-woofer that is putting out too much bass. The drip from my nose is disgusting. As the LoL game picks up I feel a rush of euphoria and excitement. I'm sky high at the moment.
21:30
Aphex Twin - On (d-scape mix) comes on just as we get a pentakill. All my notes say is: "ZOOOOOOOOOOM". I'm feeling fucking excellent at this point and the drip is all gone. My whole body is gurning now. I'm so stimulated that everything feels like 100mph, it's manic. There's only two things going on but I'm so fast I can't keep track of it all.
22:20-01:00
I stop playing games on the computer and kick back to my music. My music appreciation is immense and I'm feeling very opiated. I have a shit ton of energy but I just don't want to move. Grateful Dead come on and the harmonica has me swimming in delight. Blues has always got me at my core but I suppose that's what it's designed to do. I feel like a bee hive which is appropriate as the song is called "I'm a King Bee". I occasionally move my body, I have to twitch, as if I was playing some DragonForce.
My friend comes on line and I help him through some problems. Despite the speed of it all, I have a fair bit of headspace. I can't concentrate on my point, but I am telling him the right feel. I wouldn't go so far as empathy but I definitely feel connected.
I put on some 1200 mics and Acid For Nothing comes on. It's energising me a bit, reminding me of where I am, keep a grip. At this point I am wishing with all my will that my music would play louder. I type some notes and notice the sound I'm listening to. This sound. It's just on the right frequency. I've been thinking for while that knife party just have that right bass. 1200 mics have it too, with their guitar. Tool have it.
Pink Floyd carry me down, they are gentle clouds. I could be here until the air. Listen.
I've been using MXE for a little under a month now and have quite a good feel for the drug. I've holed twice at ~100mg doses but that's not the main aim of my usage. I started using MXE as a type of self-medication to help relieve some day-to-day irritations and anger. I found it has helped tremendously and so have continued using it, albeit more recreationally lately.
Over the course of Christmas/New Years, I have come to realise some very profound things about the universe and humanity at large which has spurred me to become more active in my society. This includes Bluelight and all the users of the site, and so I present to you my very first (attempt at a) trip report.
All criticism is welcome
19:40
I dose approx. 20mg sublingual. This is my favourite ROA, I love the numbing of my mouth and jaw.
I leave it under for 10 minutes and wash it down with a sip of water. Once washed down, I open my music player and turn it to my tripping library. I'm in the mood for some guitar/rock/blues so I go for Santana to start.
20:20
First alerts. My hands are getting stiffer and typing is harder. I can feel energy building up in my legs and the need to move is arriving. I log on to our Mumble server and get chatting to people. We agree to play a game of League Of Legends so I log in and start choosing a champion.
20:50
Gravel Road by Clutch comes on and it catalysts me to the ceiling. Speaking is lovely and I can't stop doing it. I insufflate another ~20mg and am surprised at the lack of burning. I've read on here that MXE doesn't burn but this is so clean.
21:10
My whole body is buzzing now. Warm and fuzzy, I'm hugging myself. I feel like a sub-woofer that is putting out too much bass. The drip from my nose is disgusting. As the LoL game picks up I feel a rush of euphoria and excitement. I'm sky high at the moment.
21:30
Aphex Twin - On (d-scape mix) comes on just as we get a pentakill. All my notes say is: "ZOOOOOOOOOOM". I'm feeling fucking excellent at this point and the drip is all gone. My whole body is gurning now. I'm so stimulated that everything feels like 100mph, it's manic. There's only two things going on but I'm so fast I can't keep track of it all.
22:20-01:00
I stop playing games on the computer and kick back to my music. My music appreciation is immense and I'm feeling very opiated. I have a shit ton of energy but I just don't want to move. Grateful Dead come on and the harmonica has me swimming in delight. Blues has always got me at my core but I suppose that's what it's designed to do. I feel like a bee hive which is appropriate as the song is called "I'm a King Bee". I occasionally move my body, I have to twitch, as if I was playing some DragonForce.
My friend comes on line and I help him through some problems. Despite the speed of it all, I have a fair bit of headspace. I can't concentrate on my point, but I am telling him the right feel. I wouldn't go so far as empathy but I definitely feel connected.
I put on some 1200 mics and Acid For Nothing comes on. It's energising me a bit, reminding me of where I am, keep a grip. At this point I am wishing with all my will that my music would play louder. I type some notes and notice the sound I'm listening to. This sound. It's just on the right frequency. I've been thinking for while that knife party just have that right bass. 1200 mics have it too, with their guitar. Tool have it.
Pink Floyd carry me down, they are gentle clouds. I could be here until the air. Listen.
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