longwinded story pt II (cont from first page)
One fateful day I met one of my lifelong best friends, who had a knowledge of metal I had never been exposed to. Up untill then I was pretty much only exposed to speed/thrash and power metal. He introduced me to a new sound, something I never heard before, something I loved instantly. This sound was death metal. It was so brutal, it was like a horde of tiny yet powerful little vibrations all coming to gether to form some gigantic force strong enough to nock a brick wall over. My first death metal song was, of course,
Hammer Smashed Face by none other than
Cannibal Corpse, my all time fav death metal act. This guy opened my doors to deaht and eventually black metal. We had one unified music collection - if he diddnt have what was mine, we recorded it on blank tape, and vice versa. I had a virtual parrot and peg leg even as a young teen!
Our collections grew and grew. Now I had two new hemispheres to add to my musical tastes, I slowly grew out of punk and hardcore (which I still listen to on occasion), and moved into death and black metal. I wanted to feel the most extreme sensations I could conjure with my mind (which, of course, led to my discovery of alcohol methamphetamine, cocaine, and cannabis, in that order). Booze, drugs, and metal: What more did one need?
By the time I was 16, I had at least 500-600 albums on cassette tape, and at least 200 CDs. Not too many 16 year old kids can boast a music collection like that. Day by day id run into more metal people, and theyd share new music with me, and I with them. I loved this culture - it was 100% about the music, it was about feeling that primal surge of energy, it was about vitality, it was about feeling the rush of life course through your veins like an atomic explosion, or dare I say,
A NUCLEAR BLAST! 
People in metal have such a respect for music, our music is so intricate, so filled with love purely for the sound and the scene, and never ceased to amaze its listeners with new styles, new techniques, new creative ways of producing the same vibe.
As per metal, the rest is history. If it was hard, heavy, and skillfully created, I had it. I was a huge supporter of our local scene, I always helped bands out with setting up, finding venues, gettin $$ together, whatever. We had a huge DIY scene of punk, ska, hardcore, emo (sadly, but at least it was back when no one knew what it was outside of the indie rock scene), indie, and of course, metal. I always had time to make it down to philly, allentown, reading, york, and on occasion, NYC, Baltimore, and DC for metal shows. Ive seen more bands than I can remember, and banged my head more than I could forget.
However allthroughout my early teen years I would come across another sound, a sound I couldnt describe all that well. I diddnt know what to call it - it was very mechanical, liek metal, but not the same. It was more precise and machine oriented, not as free flowing or whimsical. It wasnt as brutally insane as metal, but it was still strong, and it gave me that same sensation of power and vitality. It was throbbing, it was pulsing,
it was electronic.
In the same manner that I discovered my favorite metal bands, I discovered industrial and other forms of electronica. I purchased an album by the 2 man band
Circle of Dust. It had a metallic guitar crunch, but everything else was created by machines. I loved it. It sounded like electric robust life giving energy pulsing out of my speakers with magma infused audacity.
Eventually I came across the likes of Circle of Dust, Argyle Park, Ministry, Nine Inch Nails, Icon of Coil, VNV Nation, Suicide Commando, Velvet Acid Christ, Dj Leveler (Levler?), Angeldust, Wumpscut, and more. My metal friends always made fun of me for this - I mean I will admit most metal people are
extremely elitist and thus,
extremely close-minded (thats why I love u guys on this board so much - you broaden my horizons like no other!). I was the same, for a long time.
One day, while haplessly jacking tunes off of ol' Napster, I came across another new sound, it was really similiar to industrial, but at the same time completely different. This was to be one of my now favorite artists,
Astral Projection. This music changed my life as much as metal did. I discovered psytrance, and this opened me to a whole new world of music and culture.
I always hung out and smoked pot and did a few other drugs with this group of raver kids. I always though that shit was kinda, well, lame. This was purely my ignorance. I admit, before these guys really opened my eyes to the vastly diverse scene that is EDM, I was a pretty hate-filled, angry, and all around pissed off animal. These kids introduced me to MDMA, and also the wide wide world of psychedellics. I still loved metal more than ever, but I began to see the world from a new perspective. This music was just as good!!! It was just as filled with vigor, and had a vibe that was undescribable. I remember going to my first rave in nyc - the shit blew my mind! Less than 100 people but everyone was rolling balls and having the time of their life. by 19 I was hitting up parties like 3x a week, and still seein a decent metal/hardcore/punk show at least once a month.
I remember first getting into trance, cuz well, it was psytrance that really introduced me to EDM. The 'regular' kinda trance was ok, but not as good as psy. Eventually I moved onto techno and jungle, and have been absorbing as much EDM as my ethernet card can handle ever since.
The drugs and partying may have caught up with me a bit - im much more mellow at 23 than I was back then, but hey, my love for music has done nothing but grow stronger.
So yeah, I apologize for the length, but its something I feel needs to get out in text form. I love music as much as I love life. Life without music would be sheer punishment. You could throw me into a bottomless pit of pain and agony, as long as I had my music collection, id survive. The best thing abotu both EDM and Metal for a music hobbyist is - ITS WORLDWIDE!!! Few musical styles are loved across every continent on the globe. This allows the hobbyist to have a NEVER ENDING SUPPLY OF NEW MUSIC! Just go ahead and try - its not possible to have heard every metal song or edm track ever made, and you dont even have to go to the underground level. I cant go more than 10 hours without some good music. Believe me when I say that for me,
MUSIC IS LIFE
AMEN.
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sorry for the length yo, im pretty passionate about music, and this is the SMALL version. I coudl talk about how i discovered music as a kid forever and ever