So a friend of mine convinced me to try mushrooms (3.5 grams). I'm not that into doing drugs so I didn't want to but I did it anyway. It turned out to be the worst experience of my life.
I felt like I was falling into myself, trapped I my own body like I was paralyzed. Reality came to me in snatches but I couldn't hold onto it. The world was constantly shifting and I felt like I was drowning while desperately trying to get my head above water.
I was also in terrible pain. It was like nothing I had ever felt before with the pain coming from multiple sources at once. It was like staring directly into a blinding light, while someone is banging a pot right next to your ear and scraping a knife along all of your nerves.
I could see multiple dimensions at once and was trying to focus on the one in which I still existed. I felt like my body was breaking apart and the different pieces were sliding into different dimensions before coming back together. This happened over and over again. It was like the world kept coming to an end and being recreated. I felt like I was in hell tumbling through an abyss with no gravity or solid ground.
I was just writhing in pain and crying for hours feeling like it was never going to end.
Does anyone know what this means? I thought doing mushrooms was supposed to be a spiritual experience, but instead it was agony!
I felt like I was falling into myself, trapped I my own body like I was paralyzed. Reality came to me in snatches but I couldn't hold onto it. The world was constantly shifting and I felt like I was drowning while desperately trying to get my head above water.
I was also in terrible pain. It was like nothing I had ever felt before with the pain coming from multiple sources at once. It was like staring directly into a blinding light, while someone is banging a pot right next to your ear and scraping a knife along all of your nerves.
I could see multiple dimensions at once and was trying to focus on the one in which I still existed. I felt like my body was breaking apart and the different pieces were sliding into different dimensions before coming back together. This happened over and over again. It was like the world kept coming to an end and being recreated. I felt like I was in hell tumbling through an abyss with no gravity or solid ground.
I was just writhing in pain and crying for hours feeling like it was never going to end.
Does anyone know what this means? I thought doing mushrooms was supposed to be a spiritual experience, but instead it was agony!
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