after reading this thread and remembering someone (probably a. hofmann) say that light doses of LSD or shrooms enhance your senses/perception, i gave it a try yesterday.
didn't use psychedelics for about 1 year, because i don't have the time for that. i want at least 2 days to really come down. and almost never have that time because i have to work and my mind is under stress then.
with this kind of a light trip i won't need 2 days...
14:00
cutted 0,5 - 0,75g of dried amazonian labeled cubensis into little pieces and put them on my tongue and waited for it to be soaked full of saliva (i learned food will be digested more easily then). then used a glass of orange juice to swallow it... i didn't chew on the pieces, because i didn't want to have that mushroom taste in my mouth.
played bf2 for 2 hours and didn't recognize any effects.
16:00
went to the couch, turned the xbox on and played some music with milkdrop (psychedelic screensaver) on.
didn't have any open eye visuals or any reality loss. but the borders of my ego were definitly dissolving. that's what i ate them for, anyway
and it seemed that the more i concentrate on the barely conscious trip, the deeper it would go.
had some short closed eye visuals (visualizing geometric shapes, and seeing a bright green instead of black/red when i closed my eyes, that got more intense when i concentrated on it).
listened to adam freeland - we want your soul. thought "yea, i want my soul too". good idea to play that song so it can remind me, that i want my soul
and it seemed like i could awaken a part of me that is normally sleeping. someting that makes me "know more" than i know usually. with a better overview of what i can do, what my skills are. seeing more of the possibilites that i have in reality.
there was no really deep "seeing" on this trip, where i float above a infinite field of knowledge and tunnels to various realities. i was still very limited. but i think that field was close, and i was somehow connected to it, using it.
17:00 looked in the mirror. pupils weren't a lot bigger, but definitly affected by the shrooms.
felt in a state of consciousness where i could easily come up with solutions to personal/ego problems.
and thought "i like reality", which is very uncommon for me. because when i think of the past years, i only see myself hating reality so much. i remembered again how my own worldview can change the way i experience the world. and that it would be a lot better for my mind, if i could manage to like reality every day...
i'm sure that on psychedelics i can come up with a solution for that... but i doN't know if i found it yesterday
18:30 psychedelic effects were still there, but almost gone. decided to get some food, as i only ate some chocolate that day. decided i don't want to trip anymore. no more concentrating. not because it was unpleasant, i only lost interest. probably because the effects seemed so weak.
surfed the web and watched some tv, that brought me down almost complete.
i think this was the first trip in my life, where i didn't have even 1 second of a bad trip. the bad trip came later, after the effects of the shrooms. when i didn't know when to stop eating (mostly sweet stuff and cheese). maybe because of a slightly chaotic neurochemistry. i was hungry no matter how much i ate before. the only thing that made me stop eating was when i experienced my stomach was really full and will explode soon...
on stronger trips i wouldn't eat anything at all.
by 21:30 i was so sick from eating that i was only lieing in my bed, hoping it (the body symptoms) would stop soon and i fall asleep. reminded me of my 4g cubensis trip last year, which started like that. heavy stomach aches etc. and didn't end up in any good...
that 4g trip last year was a total waste of time and i was hating the shroom for that trip. but this small trip was really a positive experience after all.
i also felt a bit exhausted and sleepy after 18:30, but that wasn't a problem.. woke up in the night, and felt slightly unpleasant differences to my usual neurochemistry at night. maybe not enough serotonine in my brain... but that's a thing that i usually expect from psychedelics. it's one of the reasons i don't find time to trip. wouldn't want to go to work with chaos in my brain chemistry.
when i woke up this morning at 7:00 it still felt a bit unpleasant, but after some minutes everything was like usual...
during the trip i thought that if every human had this kind of little trip from time to time, the world would be a much better place. and that psychedelics can help humanity a lot primary in dealing with their problems. but also for scientific purpose. a free and open mind thinks better than a closed one...
i was more the kind of guy who says "better too much than not enough", "strong bombs against strong walls in my mind". so i'd rather eat a lot of shrooms than just 0,5g. but the experience yesterday changed my view. the walls in myself aren't as strong as i expected. 0,5g can be enough for some purposes. will try it again this summer...
for a real holiday from "everyday consciousness", or for trips with lots of action and sci-fi it's not really enough though. that's also a thing i want to do again in some time...
but the real benefit for humanity is the trips where we can learn something. and for learning small amounts of psychedelics can be enough. at least for users with a bit experience and who have goals for the trip (looking into theirselfs, learning, etc.).
for the "i only wanna be fucked up but still be able to party and have social interactions" dudes it might be the right dose, too. but eating psychedelics only for that reason is a stupid idea imho. but better than eating no psychedelics at all
peace to all the (re)searchers out there
didn't use psychedelics for about 1 year, because i don't have the time for that. i want at least 2 days to really come down. and almost never have that time because i have to work and my mind is under stress then.
with this kind of a light trip i won't need 2 days...
14:00
cutted 0,5 - 0,75g of dried amazonian labeled cubensis into little pieces and put them on my tongue and waited for it to be soaked full of saliva (i learned food will be digested more easily then). then used a glass of orange juice to swallow it... i didn't chew on the pieces, because i didn't want to have that mushroom taste in my mouth.
played bf2 for 2 hours and didn't recognize any effects.
16:00
went to the couch, turned the xbox on and played some music with milkdrop (psychedelic screensaver) on.
didn't have any open eye visuals or any reality loss. but the borders of my ego were definitly dissolving. that's what i ate them for, anyway

and it seemed that the more i concentrate on the barely conscious trip, the deeper it would go.
had some short closed eye visuals (visualizing geometric shapes, and seeing a bright green instead of black/red when i closed my eyes, that got more intense when i concentrated on it).
listened to adam freeland - we want your soul. thought "yea, i want my soul too". good idea to play that song so it can remind me, that i want my soul

and it seemed like i could awaken a part of me that is normally sleeping. someting that makes me "know more" than i know usually. with a better overview of what i can do, what my skills are. seeing more of the possibilites that i have in reality.
there was no really deep "seeing" on this trip, where i float above a infinite field of knowledge and tunnels to various realities. i was still very limited. but i think that field was close, and i was somehow connected to it, using it.
17:00 looked in the mirror. pupils weren't a lot bigger, but definitly affected by the shrooms.
felt in a state of consciousness where i could easily come up with solutions to personal/ego problems.
and thought "i like reality", which is very uncommon for me. because when i think of the past years, i only see myself hating reality so much. i remembered again how my own worldview can change the way i experience the world. and that it would be a lot better for my mind, if i could manage to like reality every day...
i'm sure that on psychedelics i can come up with a solution for that... but i doN't know if i found it yesterday

18:30 psychedelic effects were still there, but almost gone. decided to get some food, as i only ate some chocolate that day. decided i don't want to trip anymore. no more concentrating. not because it was unpleasant, i only lost interest. probably because the effects seemed so weak.
surfed the web and watched some tv, that brought me down almost complete.
i think this was the first trip in my life, where i didn't have even 1 second of a bad trip. the bad trip came later, after the effects of the shrooms. when i didn't know when to stop eating (mostly sweet stuff and cheese). maybe because of a slightly chaotic neurochemistry. i was hungry no matter how much i ate before. the only thing that made me stop eating was when i experienced my stomach was really full and will explode soon...
on stronger trips i wouldn't eat anything at all.
by 21:30 i was so sick from eating that i was only lieing in my bed, hoping it (the body symptoms) would stop soon and i fall asleep. reminded me of my 4g cubensis trip last year, which started like that. heavy stomach aches etc. and didn't end up in any good...
that 4g trip last year was a total waste of time and i was hating the shroom for that trip. but this small trip was really a positive experience after all.
i also felt a bit exhausted and sleepy after 18:30, but that wasn't a problem.. woke up in the night, and felt slightly unpleasant differences to my usual neurochemistry at night. maybe not enough serotonine in my brain... but that's a thing that i usually expect from psychedelics. it's one of the reasons i don't find time to trip. wouldn't want to go to work with chaos in my brain chemistry.
when i woke up this morning at 7:00 it still felt a bit unpleasant, but after some minutes everything was like usual...
during the trip i thought that if every human had this kind of little trip from time to time, the world would be a much better place. and that psychedelics can help humanity a lot primary in dealing with their problems. but also for scientific purpose. a free and open mind thinks better than a closed one...
i was more the kind of guy who says "better too much than not enough", "strong bombs against strong walls in my mind". so i'd rather eat a lot of shrooms than just 0,5g. but the experience yesterday changed my view. the walls in myself aren't as strong as i expected. 0,5g can be enough for some purposes. will try it again this summer...
for a real holiday from "everyday consciousness", or for trips with lots of action and sci-fi it's not really enough though. that's also a thing i want to do again in some time...
but the real benefit for humanity is the trips where we can learn something. and for learning small amounts of psychedelics can be enough. at least for users with a bit experience and who have goals for the trip (looking into theirselfs, learning, etc.).
for the "i only wanna be fucked up but still be able to party and have social interactions" dudes it might be the right dose, too. but eating psychedelics only for that reason is a stupid idea imho. but better than eating no psychedelics at all

peace to all the (re)searchers out there
"Perhaps to some extent we have lost sight of the fact that LSD can be very, very helpful in our society if used properly."
-- Senator Robert Kennedy, 1966
"The religion of the future will be a cosmic religion; the religion which is based on experience, which refuses dogmatism. If there's any religion that would cope with scientific needs it will be Buddhism...."
-- Albert Einstein
"A human being is part of the whole called by us universe, a part limited in time and space. We experience ourselves, our thoughts and feelings as something separate from the rest. A kind of optical delusion of consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from the prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty.
-- Albert Einstein, 1954
"People who shut their eyes to reality simply invite their own destruction, and anyone who insists on remaining in a state of innocence long after that innocence is dead turns himself into a monster."
-- James Baldwin
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