I am currently quite comfortable with being in the mushroom realm. At the time of this trip report, I had only done mushrooms once. This was my first time taking a full 1/8, or a full 3.5 grams. I had never expierenced a spiritual awakening such as the one I had this evening, it cracked open all my beliefs and convictions to this world and layed them before me. I was forever changed by this trip, and I believe it was all for the good. It was the most fearful, yet awe inspiring events in the universe, for myself anyways.
The time is going to be innacurate, since it was months and months ago. Im guessing I dosed the shrooms around 9pm. A full 3.5 grams. :-D Like said above, I had only expierenced mushrooms once before. That expierenced was just fun fucked up tripping, nothing compared to this. I also took maybe 4 or 5 hits of some very high potency hydroponically grown marijuana just before the trip started.
The setting was a little unusual. I was bored and wanted to trip, but no one else had trips. My friends had some potent hydro and said theyd chill with me and smoke. I had never tripped alone, it was quite different than being with other people tripping. It was in my dormatory of my state funded university, and other places on campus (about 13,000 students in this school).
I ate my mushrooms. We chilled in friend D's room listening to the Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas soundtrack. I wasnt feeling anything for 20 minutes, so we decided to go outside and smoke some hydro. After takign a few hits, i felt much more higher than usual, even with dro. We went back inside, and D's carpet was looking liquidy and had neon orange dots on it. I told D and J this, they laughed and proceeded to (try to) fuck with me. I have a strong mind and just laughed at em saying, "guys, i know im trippin, its no use."
We went down to friend B's room. B had like 7 guys in there, all were sober. I was starting to come up fast now. I told B and G that I was trippin that night, they were askin me how I felt and stuff. I sat on the floor, 4 doods were chillin on one bed, 3 on another, 2 more were on chairs on computers. I was sitting on the floor, I remember I felt like a tiny, tiny little person surrounded by giants. These giants were all bickering and argueing about things that diddnt matter, they should be having fun like me!
We deciced to go to the late night pool hall on campus and get pizza and play pool. I had no clue what was goin on at this point and just followed like a sheep. I was tripping out of my mind and had no idea what the hell was going on. I remember the building we went to looked like an alien space laboratory from the outside (funny, I ate lunch there everyday). Anyways, I smelled beer. THe lights were soo bright and were surrounded by rainbows. I giggled. I knew I smelled beer, and I looked to my feet as we entered the pool hall and saw broken glass. I looked up, AND A COP WAS STANDING IN FRONT OF ME!
I freaked out and ran back into the cafeteria. It took a lot of coaxing from my friends before I went back into the poolhall. I just stood there watching people play pool like it was the most amazing thing in the world. I felt so innocent and child like i just wanted to giggle all night, but i felt that if i did people would know I was on drugs and call the police. It wasnt a very comfortable feeling. My vision was startign to blob and flow everywhere. I couldnt believe my eyes, I had read and heard about getting visuals like this, but damn they were nothing like acid and nothing like anyone could describe. It was beautiful and scary at the same time.
Walking back was difficult, i felt like I weighed 10000 tons as I headed up the hill to my dorm. Me and J went back to my room to listen to trance and call a girl we hung out with. Well, J was totally sober, and totally bored. I was mystified by my computer, I had no idea how to load up mp3s and other songs. I just hit play on the 70 min mix i had of DJ Nemesis' "Alpha One." WOW! The bass was soooo intense. I could literally feel the music crawling all over my body, and it was making my third eye inside my mind envision the most beautiful and indescribable things. Well my totally sober friend J wasnt having fun staring at the floor, so he decided to make prank calls.
I yelled at him, and told him not to. I looked at him, and his short brown hair turned jet black. It them morphed into very long slick hair, and grew around his face and to the floor. His eyes were googling back and forth from small to large. I noticed my ceiling, which is tiled, was taking on wierd shifting patterns and making "swoosh" noises at is moved. My blue carpet looked like water. I yelled at J more to stop making prank calls, that we were gonna get arrested. ALl i heard him say was the word "COPS" and i screamed at him to get out of my room. He asked why, I told him I was trippin my nuts off, I had no idea what was going on in my head, and he made me nervous. So J went down to D's room, and eventually went back to his dorm.
I remember throwing a bottle up in the air, and being totally amazed I could catch it behind my back. Time ceased to matter, I would look at the clock and wonder how one minute could have possible lasted that long. It seemed to last hours and hours, which made me glad I had pleanty of time to trip left. I would guess it was around 11:30 - 12am, somewhere, I dont remember. The music was sooo beautiful, i couldnt believe how wonderfully sweet it sounded, I just danced around my room, doin some liquid and just hopping up and down. I was so amazed at how creative i was with my liquid, i was making up moves I had never been able to do while rolling (I had eaten up to 100 e pills at this point in time, these mushrooms were sooo much better than e, i thought).
These morphings and images of things im my room were so amazing, I couldnt believe it. The windows on the other side of my room were shifting around in a sequential pattern. I was wondering, why? Why cant we always be like this? This surely is the way humans were ment to think. I am thinking so pure and perfect right now, I can see forever, I know everything, this is intense! Why isnt life always this good? Why does our life have to be so complex? Most of our problems dont need to exist! We can fix them! We can make life wonderful. I know it, I know it all. This has to be the way humans were ment to think.
Thats when it hit me. My moment of pure spiritual inspiration. Before anyone becomes skeptical, I must say that I had no previous religious beliefs before this night. I was always an athiest. I hated anything having to do with God or religion, or anything spiritual, i thought it was for the weak. I thought spirituality was a crutch for those who cant handle life on their own. I see quite the opposite now...
It hit me, so hard. Like telepathy from another universe. Like a message from a perfect being, from a perfect ego. It told me, "this IS indeed the way you were ment to think. All humans were once like this...you were all part of me, you all rejoyced in my body, alas, you had to choose a harder path, and now not everyone can exist within my body."
I was amazed, I no longer saw with my eyes. All my visual field was consumed with the vision I held in my mind. It was as though I was seeing with my mind, wihtout physical eyes, I had never done this before.I was simply humbled. I was mystified. I was bewildered.
I, (i dont know how i did this, i just did) Telepathically asked this strange presence, "what are you?"
"I am you." It said. "I am me. I am everything. I am all physical matter. I am the absence of physical matter. I am endless, and I am nothing. I am the beginning and I am the end. I am the alpha, and I am the omega. I am the creation, and I am the destruction. I am the body that is eternity. I am life."
"What the fuuuuuck" was all I could think. I was laughing so hard at this revelation I was having. I was just sprawled on my floor, writhing like an animal, moaning like a wild beast, unable to see with my eyes and hear with my ears, the entire universe consisted within my head.
"I dont get it, explain further," i asked "I want to know who you are. I want to see who you are, for I have never been humbled in my life." Was my only thought.
"I am this" it thought into my head. I can not possible describe what I saw, but the vision will never leave me. It was a body. It was of a familair shape that I can not explain. It appeared to be blue in color, however it radiated so much energy that I felt as though it was all colors combined. It was a body made up of what I will call "souls." It was the eternal reflection of all life on earth. The "souls" were constantly swarming, and moving, and dancing. I began to dance myself, as this continued. I was unable to see, however I was able to dance. There were trillions of them, no, they stretched into infinity, they were endless. They kept expanding and expanding and growing and growing. All of them constantly rejoycing and dancing in perfection. I noticed there was an area that existed along with this bright glowing body.
This other area was dark, and cold, unlike this incredibly pulsing force that existed along with it. I dont know how to say that they existed together, but they did, like they both stretched into eternity, but never came into contact. This place was cold, dark, and ... confusing. I wondered why it was so confusing, the bright body seemed to know everything and was everything, this dark body is chaotic, spasmic, it seems lost. "What is this," I asked.
"You know what they are. They are the lost. They are those who choose to not be part of my body because they were lost on earth. They did not know the way. Truth is the way, my son. Do not become lost, escape confusion and bewilderment and join truth and enlightenment. Seek me out. Look for me in life, and you shall find me." It once again thought into my mind.
"Let me see you completely" I asked, for I could tell that it was not the whole of the body I was viewing.
"You cannot. For if you saw me in my entirety, you would instantly become part of me, and you still have a purpose on earth. You must seek me out, and then you shall know that you allready are part of me." Is the answer i recieved.
How did this other body come to pass? The visons I had of the history of the world were mindfucking, and I denote that to my own personal knowledge of history (I was raised as a history buff as a small child). I saw all history from the dawn of the very first moment in this universe up until the present. This powerful force, this bright body showed me how we became lost, how we lost the vision of what was ment to be a perfect place. How the average human being is lost in his own ego, and it is only when the ego is completely dissolved that we can find truth. It showed me all my friends, all my family, all the people I know, with the word LOST stamped bold as hellfire on their foreheads. I saw all the tools and devices this force of chaos used to blind its victims from the truth. It used deception as its number one tool. It disguised itself in so many ways, I was awestruck at its infinite capability to hide and sly its way in and out of society. It convinced people how utterly real the moment they existed in was, and made them forget completely about the universe as a whole, and that our universe does have areas outside its boundaries.
"Seek me, seek me and you shall find me," was the last reply, as my vision returned. I was again in my dorm room, alone, staring at the huge wall sized zodiac and map of the northern hemisphere i have. The same mix was playing over and over again. My mind was obliterated from this vision. Life as I knew it would be forever different, and I did not regret it. I was no longer hallucinating, just trapped within chains of endless thoughts. I had no idea how truley powerful these tiny little fungi were! Thoughts, endless thoughts, infinity infact, was trapped within the secred keycode in these fungi. Infinity...
I thought of my studies of computer science. I could easily see how a small chain of a "keycode" so to speak, could easily unlock a passage way for thought between one world in the next (made perfect sense to me at the time...). Our brain needed a specific combination lock sequence, and BAM, we could see it all. My mind went on and on like this, untill a friend of mine called me on the telephone and brought me back to the familiar.
I was left with the warmest, most loved up, beautiful sensation i had ever had in my entire life. I thanked this bright entity for sharing with me its vast knowledge, and it thanked me for listening.
SHROOMS OWN!
The time is going to be innacurate, since it was months and months ago. Im guessing I dosed the shrooms around 9pm. A full 3.5 grams. :-D Like said above, I had only expierenced mushrooms once before. That expierenced was just fun fucked up tripping, nothing compared to this. I also took maybe 4 or 5 hits of some very high potency hydroponically grown marijuana just before the trip started.
The setting was a little unusual. I was bored and wanted to trip, but no one else had trips. My friends had some potent hydro and said theyd chill with me and smoke. I had never tripped alone, it was quite different than being with other people tripping. It was in my dormatory of my state funded university, and other places on campus (about 13,000 students in this school).
I ate my mushrooms. We chilled in friend D's room listening to the Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas soundtrack. I wasnt feeling anything for 20 minutes, so we decided to go outside and smoke some hydro. After takign a few hits, i felt much more higher than usual, even with dro. We went back inside, and D's carpet was looking liquidy and had neon orange dots on it. I told D and J this, they laughed and proceeded to (try to) fuck with me. I have a strong mind and just laughed at em saying, "guys, i know im trippin, its no use."
We went down to friend B's room. B had like 7 guys in there, all were sober. I was starting to come up fast now. I told B and G that I was trippin that night, they were askin me how I felt and stuff. I sat on the floor, 4 doods were chillin on one bed, 3 on another, 2 more were on chairs on computers. I was sitting on the floor, I remember I felt like a tiny, tiny little person surrounded by giants. These giants were all bickering and argueing about things that diddnt matter, they should be having fun like me!
We deciced to go to the late night pool hall on campus and get pizza and play pool. I had no clue what was goin on at this point and just followed like a sheep. I was tripping out of my mind and had no idea what the hell was going on. I remember the building we went to looked like an alien space laboratory from the outside (funny, I ate lunch there everyday). Anyways, I smelled beer. THe lights were soo bright and were surrounded by rainbows. I giggled. I knew I smelled beer, and I looked to my feet as we entered the pool hall and saw broken glass. I looked up, AND A COP WAS STANDING IN FRONT OF ME!
I freaked out and ran back into the cafeteria. It took a lot of coaxing from my friends before I went back into the poolhall. I just stood there watching people play pool like it was the most amazing thing in the world. I felt so innocent and child like i just wanted to giggle all night, but i felt that if i did people would know I was on drugs and call the police. It wasnt a very comfortable feeling. My vision was startign to blob and flow everywhere. I couldnt believe my eyes, I had read and heard about getting visuals like this, but damn they were nothing like acid and nothing like anyone could describe. It was beautiful and scary at the same time.
Walking back was difficult, i felt like I weighed 10000 tons as I headed up the hill to my dorm. Me and J went back to my room to listen to trance and call a girl we hung out with. Well, J was totally sober, and totally bored. I was mystified by my computer, I had no idea how to load up mp3s and other songs. I just hit play on the 70 min mix i had of DJ Nemesis' "Alpha One." WOW! The bass was soooo intense. I could literally feel the music crawling all over my body, and it was making my third eye inside my mind envision the most beautiful and indescribable things. Well my totally sober friend J wasnt having fun staring at the floor, so he decided to make prank calls.
I yelled at him, and told him not to. I looked at him, and his short brown hair turned jet black. It them morphed into very long slick hair, and grew around his face and to the floor. His eyes were googling back and forth from small to large. I noticed my ceiling, which is tiled, was taking on wierd shifting patterns and making "swoosh" noises at is moved. My blue carpet looked like water. I yelled at J more to stop making prank calls, that we were gonna get arrested. ALl i heard him say was the word "COPS" and i screamed at him to get out of my room. He asked why, I told him I was trippin my nuts off, I had no idea what was going on in my head, and he made me nervous. So J went down to D's room, and eventually went back to his dorm.
I remember throwing a bottle up in the air, and being totally amazed I could catch it behind my back. Time ceased to matter, I would look at the clock and wonder how one minute could have possible lasted that long. It seemed to last hours and hours, which made me glad I had pleanty of time to trip left. I would guess it was around 11:30 - 12am, somewhere, I dont remember. The music was sooo beautiful, i couldnt believe how wonderfully sweet it sounded, I just danced around my room, doin some liquid and just hopping up and down. I was so amazed at how creative i was with my liquid, i was making up moves I had never been able to do while rolling (I had eaten up to 100 e pills at this point in time, these mushrooms were sooo much better than e, i thought).
These morphings and images of things im my room were so amazing, I couldnt believe it. The windows on the other side of my room were shifting around in a sequential pattern. I was wondering, why? Why cant we always be like this? This surely is the way humans were ment to think. I am thinking so pure and perfect right now, I can see forever, I know everything, this is intense! Why isnt life always this good? Why does our life have to be so complex? Most of our problems dont need to exist! We can fix them! We can make life wonderful. I know it, I know it all. This has to be the way humans were ment to think.
Thats when it hit me. My moment of pure spiritual inspiration. Before anyone becomes skeptical, I must say that I had no previous religious beliefs before this night. I was always an athiest. I hated anything having to do with God or religion, or anything spiritual, i thought it was for the weak. I thought spirituality was a crutch for those who cant handle life on their own. I see quite the opposite now...
It hit me, so hard. Like telepathy from another universe. Like a message from a perfect being, from a perfect ego. It told me, "this IS indeed the way you were ment to think. All humans were once like this...you were all part of me, you all rejoyced in my body, alas, you had to choose a harder path, and now not everyone can exist within my body."
I was amazed, I no longer saw with my eyes. All my visual field was consumed with the vision I held in my mind. It was as though I was seeing with my mind, wihtout physical eyes, I had never done this before.I was simply humbled. I was mystified. I was bewildered.
I, (i dont know how i did this, i just did) Telepathically asked this strange presence, "what are you?"
"I am you." It said. "I am me. I am everything. I am all physical matter. I am the absence of physical matter. I am endless, and I am nothing. I am the beginning and I am the end. I am the alpha, and I am the omega. I am the creation, and I am the destruction. I am the body that is eternity. I am life."
"What the fuuuuuck" was all I could think. I was laughing so hard at this revelation I was having. I was just sprawled on my floor, writhing like an animal, moaning like a wild beast, unable to see with my eyes and hear with my ears, the entire universe consisted within my head.
"I dont get it, explain further," i asked "I want to know who you are. I want to see who you are, for I have never been humbled in my life." Was my only thought.
"I am this" it thought into my head. I can not possible describe what I saw, but the vision will never leave me. It was a body. It was of a familair shape that I can not explain. It appeared to be blue in color, however it radiated so much energy that I felt as though it was all colors combined. It was a body made up of what I will call "souls." It was the eternal reflection of all life on earth. The "souls" were constantly swarming, and moving, and dancing. I began to dance myself, as this continued. I was unable to see, however I was able to dance. There were trillions of them, no, they stretched into infinity, they were endless. They kept expanding and expanding and growing and growing. All of them constantly rejoycing and dancing in perfection. I noticed there was an area that existed along with this bright glowing body.
This other area was dark, and cold, unlike this incredibly pulsing force that existed along with it. I dont know how to say that they existed together, but they did, like they both stretched into eternity, but never came into contact. This place was cold, dark, and ... confusing. I wondered why it was so confusing, the bright body seemed to know everything and was everything, this dark body is chaotic, spasmic, it seems lost. "What is this," I asked.
"You know what they are. They are the lost. They are those who choose to not be part of my body because they were lost on earth. They did not know the way. Truth is the way, my son. Do not become lost, escape confusion and bewilderment and join truth and enlightenment. Seek me out. Look for me in life, and you shall find me." It once again thought into my mind.
"Let me see you completely" I asked, for I could tell that it was not the whole of the body I was viewing.
"You cannot. For if you saw me in my entirety, you would instantly become part of me, and you still have a purpose on earth. You must seek me out, and then you shall know that you allready are part of me." Is the answer i recieved.
How did this other body come to pass? The visons I had of the history of the world were mindfucking, and I denote that to my own personal knowledge of history (I was raised as a history buff as a small child). I saw all history from the dawn of the very first moment in this universe up until the present. This powerful force, this bright body showed me how we became lost, how we lost the vision of what was ment to be a perfect place. How the average human being is lost in his own ego, and it is only when the ego is completely dissolved that we can find truth. It showed me all my friends, all my family, all the people I know, with the word LOST stamped bold as hellfire on their foreheads. I saw all the tools and devices this force of chaos used to blind its victims from the truth. It used deception as its number one tool. It disguised itself in so many ways, I was awestruck at its infinite capability to hide and sly its way in and out of society. It convinced people how utterly real the moment they existed in was, and made them forget completely about the universe as a whole, and that our universe does have areas outside its boundaries.
"Seek me, seek me and you shall find me," was the last reply, as my vision returned. I was again in my dorm room, alone, staring at the huge wall sized zodiac and map of the northern hemisphere i have. The same mix was playing over and over again. My mind was obliterated from this vision. Life as I knew it would be forever different, and I did not regret it. I was no longer hallucinating, just trapped within chains of endless thoughts. I had no idea how truley powerful these tiny little fungi were! Thoughts, endless thoughts, infinity infact, was trapped within the secred keycode in these fungi. Infinity...
I thought of my studies of computer science. I could easily see how a small chain of a "keycode" so to speak, could easily unlock a passage way for thought between one world in the next (made perfect sense to me at the time...). Our brain needed a specific combination lock sequence, and BAM, we could see it all. My mind went on and on like this, untill a friend of mine called me on the telephone and brought me back to the familiar.
I was left with the warmest, most loved up, beautiful sensation i had ever had in my entire life. I thanked this bright entity for sharing with me its vast knowledge, and it thanked me for listening.
SHROOMS OWN!
