Jimmy the Gun
Bluelighter
set/setting: My girlfriend is out of town and I don’t feel like socializing. I’m in a generally flat and tired state. I'm a very experienced tripper/drug taker, but this is only my second time with morning glories.
10:30 PM - I just got off work and smoked a huge doobie with some friends. My friends bounce and it’s just me and my dog. I eye about .2 grams of tiny p. cubensis and decide to eat them; my mood brightens immediately, I’ve been craving a trip recently.
I go to the drawer to retrieve the pearly gate morning glory seeds. As I sit down to eat them I realize that I’ll certainly need some beer as well, so off to the store I go. As I get back and settled down, I start to feel the booms coming on, so I grab a beer and eat 50 morning glories.
11:30 PM - I’m feeling nice and content. My hands are morphing around. The vains are swaying from side to side and the rest of my hand goes from puffy to skinny and back again. The walls seem to breath and the blinds open and close slightly.
My neck and head kind of ache and my body feels like there is something trying to pick me up. I do some stretching and eat 50 more BHWR seeds. I wait awhile and eat 50 more.
12:20 AM - I’m starting to feel sore and kind of shitty..my neck hurts, I have a stomach ache but I’m hungry. I’m breathing heavily and sweating. It’s very hot (high 80s with the fan on) I’m fairly ichy. I feel light headed (maybe from the heavy breathing).
1:20 AM - Only one hour has elapsed since my last writing..it seems like a lot longer.. I was feeling queasy so I ate an orange and a cup of soy yogurt. Then I had a great conversation with my girlfriend on the phone. I put on ravi shankar and smoked a bowl. I feel much better then suddenly flustered because I can’t phrase what I’m thinking properly. I noticed earlier that I love indulging in my ADD..especially when I’m on drugs. My thoughts are very clear and controllable.
2:20 I’m definitely feeling the LSA. My visuals have changed from a mushroomesq to acid like. Distortions in my vision are more static..unlike the changing and pulsating feel of mushrooms. This is a strange place to be in right now..my apartment if filthy. I can count at least three cockroaches that I can see from my computer chair. Two cockroach corpses are on the floor; an army of ants are devouring one of them. Its still very hot and is adding to the dimly lit dreariness of my filthy apartment. The bugs that have taken residence here. I resort to pacing from room to room.
As I pace, my thought all seem clear and meaningful. I acknowledge that that bugs are serving a purpose. They are not nasty insects..they are roommates. If anything they are helping to keep the place clean by picking up crumbs and disposing of dead cockroaches. It is all a big organic, symbiotic system. I do the dishes anyways, it makes me feel less ichy.
3:30 Switching between pacing, sitting outside and surfing the internet, I’m feeling very peaceful and at one with my surroundings. I smoke some bowls, think about life, clean up a bit, smoke more, drink a beer and repeat. The LSA space is still quite strong, more so mental than visual though. However, when I go to look in the mirror, my pupils are huge and my body is morphing and changing. My head looks very big and my body very small. I concentrate on the disparity and can’t tell if I’m extremely skinny, tripping hard, or both. I continue to smoke and drink a bit until I go to sleep at 8:00 AM.
The trip was very strong..more than I would expect from 150 morning glories and a teeny amount of mushrooms. Psychedelic wise, it was interesting observing the change from mushroom space to LSA space. Another theme was my ability to control my mood and bodily comfort by changing my surroundings. I did the dishes and felt more at ease (probably because my sink stunk and had three cockroaches eating food off of old plates). When I felt suffocated and shut in, I went outside and listened to some birds sing a song. Over all, the trip was excellent and turned out to be exactly what I was looking for. When all was said and done, I tripped for a total of 9.5 hours before going to sleep.
Thanks for reading J
-JTG
10:30 PM - I just got off work and smoked a huge doobie with some friends. My friends bounce and it’s just me and my dog. I eye about .2 grams of tiny p. cubensis and decide to eat them; my mood brightens immediately, I’ve been craving a trip recently.
I go to the drawer to retrieve the pearly gate morning glory seeds. As I sit down to eat them I realize that I’ll certainly need some beer as well, so off to the store I go. As I get back and settled down, I start to feel the booms coming on, so I grab a beer and eat 50 morning glories.
11:30 PM - I’m feeling nice and content. My hands are morphing around. The vains are swaying from side to side and the rest of my hand goes from puffy to skinny and back again. The walls seem to breath and the blinds open and close slightly.
My neck and head kind of ache and my body feels like there is something trying to pick me up. I do some stretching and eat 50 more BHWR seeds. I wait awhile and eat 50 more.
12:20 AM - I’m starting to feel sore and kind of shitty..my neck hurts, I have a stomach ache but I’m hungry. I’m breathing heavily and sweating. It’s very hot (high 80s with the fan on) I’m fairly ichy. I feel light headed (maybe from the heavy breathing).
1:20 AM - Only one hour has elapsed since my last writing..it seems like a lot longer.. I was feeling queasy so I ate an orange and a cup of soy yogurt. Then I had a great conversation with my girlfriend on the phone. I put on ravi shankar and smoked a bowl. I feel much better then suddenly flustered because I can’t phrase what I’m thinking properly. I noticed earlier that I love indulging in my ADD..especially when I’m on drugs. My thoughts are very clear and controllable.
2:20 I’m definitely feeling the LSA. My visuals have changed from a mushroomesq to acid like. Distortions in my vision are more static..unlike the changing and pulsating feel of mushrooms. This is a strange place to be in right now..my apartment if filthy. I can count at least three cockroaches that I can see from my computer chair. Two cockroach corpses are on the floor; an army of ants are devouring one of them. Its still very hot and is adding to the dimly lit dreariness of my filthy apartment. The bugs that have taken residence here. I resort to pacing from room to room.
As I pace, my thought all seem clear and meaningful. I acknowledge that that bugs are serving a purpose. They are not nasty insects..they are roommates. If anything they are helping to keep the place clean by picking up crumbs and disposing of dead cockroaches. It is all a big organic, symbiotic system. I do the dishes anyways, it makes me feel less ichy.
3:30 Switching between pacing, sitting outside and surfing the internet, I’m feeling very peaceful and at one with my surroundings. I smoke some bowls, think about life, clean up a bit, smoke more, drink a beer and repeat. The LSA space is still quite strong, more so mental than visual though. However, when I go to look in the mirror, my pupils are huge and my body is morphing and changing. My head looks very big and my body very small. I concentrate on the disparity and can’t tell if I’m extremely skinny, tripping hard, or both. I continue to smoke and drink a bit until I go to sleep at 8:00 AM.
The trip was very strong..more than I would expect from 150 morning glories and a teeny amount of mushrooms. Psychedelic wise, it was interesting observing the change from mushroom space to LSA space. Another theme was my ability to control my mood and bodily comfort by changing my surroundings. I did the dishes and felt more at ease (probably because my sink stunk and had three cockroaches eating food off of old plates). When I felt suffocated and shut in, I went outside and listened to some birds sing a song. Over all, the trip was excellent and turned out to be exactly what I was looking for. When all was said and done, I tripped for a total of 9.5 hours before going to sleep.
Thanks for reading J
-JTG
