Mushrooms - Inexperienced - horrible shroom trip

[RandomHero]

Today I took more then an eighth of shrooms even though I knew it wasn't healthy because I shroomed the previous day(yeah i know, not too smart) anyways after eating them it took a long time to kick in, about an hour and half later I felt the effects and boy did it hit me

After enjoying walking my dog down my streets in my community in the hills I came home rather depressed for some reason. All of sudden I felt scrambled, my thoughts were racing and I wasn't making any sense what so ever.

After 30mins of losing my mind I started to see myself loosing my shape, I looked like I was demented almost as if i had down syndrome my arms looked as if they were broken yet they were in a curved shaped looking really looney, boneless, and evil twisted, literally

I freaked out because I cracked my knuckle and all of sudden I saw my my finger seem to shrink out of place and look hideous. I felt as if I permanently messed myself up, I panicked and at this moment I felt as if I was stuck in a shroom trip for the rest of my life

I did the mistake of looking in the mirror to see my knuckles and fingers and they still looked demented, right away I blacked out nearly fainting.. I was able to withdraw from completely knocking out in shock of what I saw and the rest of the night i freaked out. 5 minutes later I'm praying, praying to God that I will change for the rest of my life if he just helps me out in my panicking dying moment

I ended up freaking out so badly I confessed to my dad what I did, and he thankfully helped me out and calmed me down

3 hours later I'm here typing this and looking at my hand and shrugging but thankful at the fact I'm still mentally healthy, and glad I look back to normal

Long story short I lost my mind, I will no longer look at life the same way. Even though this was the worst thing of my life, I'm glad it happened because now i realized id rather live a clean lifestyle rather then a drugged up one. I also realized you must not take your appearance for granted, i felt as if i lost my finger and I thought of life without having a finger. Being the weird kid with a missing finger.

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[skahawaii]

srry to hear bout ur shitty trip man. shrooms have the ability to change lives, couple years ago, my freind was a bad heroin addict, one day took shrooms, next day he was on the road to recovery, he's been clean since, crazy stuff man, im glad ur gonna change ur life for the better, cheers.

 

[talldan]

dude this sounds similar to one of my trips but worse. First you probably shouldn't have taken so much at once. That really fucks with your mind. I have first hand exprience with that and it really freaks you out especially if you don't have someone there to sit with you and help you through it.

Sounds like common side effects of the shrooms hitting you. I find it crazy though that you got so scrambled and disoriented. there had to have been some serious shit in those shrooms. I've never got that crazy tripping but I have an idea what its like.

Lol, yeah its fucked up because you think you're stuck in that situation and that environment with that body forever. You don't see the end of the tunnel so to speak. Its very scary I agree. I'd like to see that much hallucinations though. Sounds like a wild crazy experience for sure.

You said you looked in the mirror but what did you see in your face? what did you look like? That sounds pretty freaky though.

So shit, this was today? wow man, this is a current experience. thats crazy. Still i say that you shouldn't just say you're never gonna do this shit again because you will. I had a couple almost deathly experiences with shrooms and I stil want to do them again. you kind of forget the scary experience though. But its definitely more fun with other people too. Shrooms aren't unhealthy, they just fuck with your brain chemistry and alter your perception on the outside world.

I said the same thing that I will no longer look at life the same way. And here I am doing e, smokin weed, and wanting to do shrooms again. To me its a thrilling experience to a world you don't commonly go to.

I think you confessing to your Dad is funny shit. But I understand kinda what you went thru.