Florestan
Bluelighter
I've only once tried shrooms before last night. A week or 2 back I took 35g Fresh Mexican Cubensis... but I'd only a few days before that come off SSRI Medication... My experience back then was just a giggle - no visuals, and rather a waste of money... But last night I took a bit more than previously... I took around 30g fresh in the first instance (bearing in mind the SSRI's should be almost gone / totally gone from my system), and after about an hour I decided to take the rest (about another 20g fresh)... I'll attempt to give a kind of "intinarary" for my night:
3:00am - Took 30g fresh Mexican cubes using my only tried method: taking half a shroom in my mouth, pinching my nose, adding some OJ to my mouth, and chew it all up and gulp it down before I need my next breath lol... It's not so bad that way :D Took 10 mins to get em down.
3:45am - Slight giggly feeling... lightheadedness. Nothing special... I listened to Schumann's "Grosse Sonata No.3 in F Minor" played by Horowitz. A lovely experience it was, but I was still lacking any *real* effects from the shrooms... The last movement of the sonata was simply divine
4:00am - looked around the room to see if I had any visuals yet, and while looking at the floor it almost seemed as if the carpet pattern was moving slightly, and if I focused on one spot, that part of the carpet almost seemed to cave in on itself... like... the carpet was falling down a bit into the floor lol... not spectacular, but was rather interesting to see it moving ever so slowly (but always returned to it's original form).
4:15am - Decided to look in the mirror... I know people sometimes find it scary, but I found it rather amusing... I must've been in front of the mirror for 10 minutes making funny faces to see how they'd look :D, and at one point the right side of my face developed slight wrinkles like that part of my face was growing old or something and I just laughed at it and went to get the rest of my shrooms
4:30am - Ate the remaining 20g. Listened to Infected Mushroom's "The Shen" a few times over and found it very interesting indeed! the beat, the effects from one ear to the other etc etc... There were certain parts where something would happen in the music and make my head vibrate a little... like... someone was tickling my brain or something lol... I later decided to refer to it as "tiny orgasms in my brain" lol.
5:00am - I was by this point rather lazy and a bit disappointed that I apparently wasn't "tripping" to the extent other people would with 50g... Still very very limited visuals - I had no experience of different colors or "trails" as people call them.. So I was rather dispappointed whilst at the same time I was enjoying the time I had.
From here onwards the effects kind of drifted away slowly and I eventually went to sleep at about 8:00am.
All in all, rather dissapointing, however I have considered that the SSRI's might still be preventing part of my experience, so I intend to give it a go around new year with a repeat dose (with more put aside just in case I find that I have the curse of a natural tollerance!) and hopefully I will have a whole better time then, and the SSRI's would be totally gone so I guess only time will tell...
Well there's my 1st "trip" report - sorry if it seems to go on a bit when my time was really not too spectacular! I hope to have a much more interesting one at some point in the near future
Cheers for reading.
3:00am - Took 30g fresh Mexican cubes using my only tried method: taking half a shroom in my mouth, pinching my nose, adding some OJ to my mouth, and chew it all up and gulp it down before I need my next breath lol... It's not so bad that way :D Took 10 mins to get em down.
3:45am - Slight giggly feeling... lightheadedness. Nothing special... I listened to Schumann's "Grosse Sonata No.3 in F Minor" played by Horowitz. A lovely experience it was, but I was still lacking any *real* effects from the shrooms... The last movement of the sonata was simply divine
4:00am - looked around the room to see if I had any visuals yet, and while looking at the floor it almost seemed as if the carpet pattern was moving slightly, and if I focused on one spot, that part of the carpet almost seemed to cave in on itself... like... the carpet was falling down a bit into the floor lol... not spectacular, but was rather interesting to see it moving ever so slowly (but always returned to it's original form).
4:15am - Decided to look in the mirror... I know people sometimes find it scary, but I found it rather amusing... I must've been in front of the mirror for 10 minutes making funny faces to see how they'd look :D, and at one point the right side of my face developed slight wrinkles like that part of my face was growing old or something and I just laughed at it and went to get the rest of my shrooms
4:30am - Ate the remaining 20g. Listened to Infected Mushroom's "The Shen" a few times over and found it very interesting indeed! the beat, the effects from one ear to the other etc etc... There were certain parts where something would happen in the music and make my head vibrate a little... like... someone was tickling my brain or something lol... I later decided to refer to it as "tiny orgasms in my brain" lol.
5:00am - I was by this point rather lazy and a bit disappointed that I apparently wasn't "tripping" to the extent other people would with 50g... Still very very limited visuals - I had no experience of different colors or "trails" as people call them.. So I was rather dispappointed whilst at the same time I was enjoying the time I had.
From here onwards the effects kind of drifted away slowly and I eventually went to sleep at about 8:00am.
All in all, rather dissapointing, however I have considered that the SSRI's might still be preventing part of my experience, so I intend to give it a go around new year with a repeat dose (with more put aside just in case I find that I have the curse of a natural tollerance!) and hopefully I will have a whole better time then, and the SSRI's would be totally gone so I guess only time will tell...
Well there's my 1st "trip" report - sorry if it seems to go on a bit when my time was really not too spectacular! I hope to have a much more interesting one at some point in the near future
Cheers for reading.
