zebrideluxe
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shrooms - first time - so beautiful
i still was with my friend pille at my friend mr.zombie in stockholm. it was the day before our departure, we had packed our stuff and were talking about whether trying shrooms or not. mr.zombie and his girlfriend, miss.zombie, said they were gonna tripsit us. so after some time, me and pille agreed to take 20 mushrooms each. we had picked the mushrooms the days before with the help of mr.zombie who there turned out to be a mushroom-freak.
we just cut the shrooms into little pieces and started eating them without any preperation. it wasnt as bad as we imagined, they didnt taste too strong. at this time we were joking all the time.. like "hey mr.zombie, why arent you nervous? think about two people dying in your appartment, because of poisoned shrooms" but inside we were relaxed. the situation was fine too, although me and pille didnt know the zombie family for too llong, we felt comfortable with them, since they are very nice people.
we were about to trip in the appartment of mr.zombie, which was pretty small, but very comfortable with rarely white lights. i would suggest everyone taking shrooms to have coloured lights, as this turned out to be really awesome in my opinion. the eating sequence i've got on tape - it looks really diguisting - me and pille stuffung the raw mushrooms into our mouths. haha. like primitives. we had meditative sounds, like rain forest stuff etc. that was really good. i will come back to that point - music - later.
we were then lying down to wait for the shrooms to kick in. after some joking and fooling around the first effects appeared. something got wrong with my 3d-view. my hand seemed to be just to big for my body. pille agreed, and we laughed like hell, since we had never recognized that before. after chilling abit more the mushrooms kicked in.
time had no meaning anymore. every second could be eternity. i think i had my eyes closed when the first rush got me away. colours, always moving, changing forms all the time, but really like creatures were moving around my head. they took me to a journey through a different universe. it seemed to be the same things - like individuals, or persons or creatures - just as you want to call it. but different forms. everything had a different form. the "flow" of life was more visible in this universe - if i may call it like that. its really hard to speak about that experiences because - i think - our language is not made to deal with experiences outside of normality. one important thing was: everything was familiar to me.
very friendly, infact. i never thought that hallucinations could be friendly or familiar, but they were. i hardly remember facts from that "journey". it seemed like a dream. my psychic organisation worked like while dreaming. i just flowed with these things i got to know. and they showed me around. i experienced many things with them. impossible to name.
at some point i openend my eyes and watched the room. pille was lying there, tripping deeper than i was i think. i had control back now. i looked into a red light and i could look into it deeper and deeper, seeing more and more. the music - rain forest surroundings with some simple melodies - made the room adopt to the music. the walls surface started dripping like rain and the whole room got a whole new form. more 3d.
the red light melted into a creature that looked like a mixture of a lion and an angel. it hung one hand down to me, like on that famous picture with the angels i think. it was beautiful. i realized that i had tears in my eyes because it was so beautiful. i could see through the creature. it was just made of light. so insecure, jet so strong and beautiful. then i realized mr and misses zombie in the other side of the room. the room - maybe about 30qm seemed to be as big as a soccerfield. or well. its hard to explain, just as time, 3d-viewing lost its normal form.
i saw things different. jet its hard to describe. the funny thing was - on the left i saw the tripsitters, being my connection to the "normal" world. and i knew i could go back there, since i had the total feeling of control. and on the right i saw this creature made just of light. in this world both things could exist next to eachother, and it was no problem for my brain to deal with that fact.
infront of me there were a computer, a television and a chair, standing next to eachother at the wall. they looked like a family to me. like belonging to eachother. the red light shimmered on their upper side pulling them up the wall, stretching them. at some point the floor started to move too. very short though. and again, not disturbing me. i nearly had no uncomfortable situation in this trip.
i saw pille got up. he went to the window and started to smoke a cigarette. i followed him. we were watching eachother - smoking. the cigarette was totally different - as it felt, looked and smelled. i didnt really need the nicotine then. i was just curious about having a smoke in this psychic situation. pille looked very strange. like the first man - a mad scientist - in this rainforest we were in. when i looked out of the window everything looked normal at first. dead and cold. but after some seconds, the outside started to live too.
the walls of the other buildings started to move, to clouds talked to me, melting to creatures as the light before. but still - everything was friendly to me and i just found it very interesting and beautiful. pille suddenly had a bread with some cheese on it. i looked at him. and he gave me part of it. a very primitve act that really reminded me to the "trueness" of the first scenes of 2001-a space odyssey if you know the film.
this act - sharing the bread - seemed to be a very deep instinct. like his very first social act. we didnt talk to eachother since we thought that it would make no sense. we were communicating perfect anyway. talking would have just disturb us. the sitters found it hard to understand, but then just followed our wish and stopped talking to us aswell.
in the building next to us there appeared a girl who started to dance infront of her mirror. posing like a popstar etc. the tripsitters thought that was really funny. i prefered watching the wall. though after some time i watched that girl too. all of us were in the small kitchen now - looking at that girl. it wasnt funny for me. it was just beautiful and interesting, as everything. pille prefered watching a white wall and i wondered about how deep he was into the trip.
we layed down again. but i didnt make any journey again. i was just lying there, watching the room and my hallucinations. after some time i decided to use pilles ipod and listen to kraftwerk. but when i did, it totally disturbed me. too many melodies. just too much. i turned it off again. the rainforest surroundings-music was more suitable. thats my point with music. i needed very simple music. it got complex in a way then anyway.
i slowly came down. the hallucinations went away and left me kind of brainfucked. i felt like i had to do something, though there was nothing i wanted to do. my brain seemed totally exhausted after the experience of this different universe. i still had tears in my eyes. some minutes later, pille also came back. it seemed to be more sudden for him.
we talked about our experiences with our tripsitters, but everything was hard to name. lost its meaning when named. so actually, me and pille never really talked about our trips. we just looked at eachother and i remembered when he shared the bread with me. we are friends for a long time, and we even live together in an apartment, but that trip and the action of sharing bread deepened our relationship strongly i think. same with mr and misses zombie. after experiencing them on mushrooms i felt nearer to them.
i felt like i could understand them better, having experienced another side of their existence. i felt like i saw life from another point of view. so i understand it better now. maybe abit like - life makes everything flow. everythings beautiful. thats what i mainly learned through that experience. we tripped four hours all in all. but as i said, there was no time. the journey i went in the beginning seemed to be eternity. when coming down, both - me and pille, had the feeling of beeing away for long. years maybe. but still, you cant say years. just a timeless experience.
another thing i recognized was that my realization of things totally changed. seeing, hearing, feeling,.. melted to one sense in a way. a sense where i experienced things in a total way. everything melted with everything. it seemed like a world beyond our world. a nice friendly and familiar world.
i still was with my friend pille at my friend mr.zombie in stockholm. it was the day before our departure, we had packed our stuff and were talking about whether trying shrooms or not. mr.zombie and his girlfriend, miss.zombie, said they were gonna tripsit us. so after some time, me and pille agreed to take 20 mushrooms each. we had picked the mushrooms the days before with the help of mr.zombie who there turned out to be a mushroom-freak.
we just cut the shrooms into little pieces and started eating them without any preperation. it wasnt as bad as we imagined, they didnt taste too strong. at this time we were joking all the time.. like "hey mr.zombie, why arent you nervous? think about two people dying in your appartment, because of poisoned shrooms" but inside we were relaxed. the situation was fine too, although me and pille didnt know the zombie family for too llong, we felt comfortable with them, since they are very nice people.
we were about to trip in the appartment of mr.zombie, which was pretty small, but very comfortable with rarely white lights. i would suggest everyone taking shrooms to have coloured lights, as this turned out to be really awesome in my opinion. the eating sequence i've got on tape - it looks really diguisting - me and pille stuffung the raw mushrooms into our mouths. haha. like primitives. we had meditative sounds, like rain forest stuff etc. that was really good. i will come back to that point - music - later.
we were then lying down to wait for the shrooms to kick in. after some joking and fooling around the first effects appeared. something got wrong with my 3d-view. my hand seemed to be just to big for my body. pille agreed, and we laughed like hell, since we had never recognized that before. after chilling abit more the mushrooms kicked in.
time had no meaning anymore. every second could be eternity. i think i had my eyes closed when the first rush got me away. colours, always moving, changing forms all the time, but really like creatures were moving around my head. they took me to a journey through a different universe. it seemed to be the same things - like individuals, or persons or creatures - just as you want to call it. but different forms. everything had a different form. the "flow" of life was more visible in this universe - if i may call it like that. its really hard to speak about that experiences because - i think - our language is not made to deal with experiences outside of normality. one important thing was: everything was familiar to me.
very friendly, infact. i never thought that hallucinations could be friendly or familiar, but they were. i hardly remember facts from that "journey". it seemed like a dream. my psychic organisation worked like while dreaming. i just flowed with these things i got to know. and they showed me around. i experienced many things with them. impossible to name.
at some point i openend my eyes and watched the room. pille was lying there, tripping deeper than i was i think. i had control back now. i looked into a red light and i could look into it deeper and deeper, seeing more and more. the music - rain forest surroundings with some simple melodies - made the room adopt to the music. the walls surface started dripping like rain and the whole room got a whole new form. more 3d.
the red light melted into a creature that looked like a mixture of a lion and an angel. it hung one hand down to me, like on that famous picture with the angels i think. it was beautiful. i realized that i had tears in my eyes because it was so beautiful. i could see through the creature. it was just made of light. so insecure, jet so strong and beautiful. then i realized mr and misses zombie in the other side of the room. the room - maybe about 30qm seemed to be as big as a soccerfield. or well. its hard to explain, just as time, 3d-viewing lost its normal form.
i saw things different. jet its hard to describe. the funny thing was - on the left i saw the tripsitters, being my connection to the "normal" world. and i knew i could go back there, since i had the total feeling of control. and on the right i saw this creature made just of light. in this world both things could exist next to eachother, and it was no problem for my brain to deal with that fact.
infront of me there were a computer, a television and a chair, standing next to eachother at the wall. they looked like a family to me. like belonging to eachother. the red light shimmered on their upper side pulling them up the wall, stretching them. at some point the floor started to move too. very short though. and again, not disturbing me. i nearly had no uncomfortable situation in this trip.
i saw pille got up. he went to the window and started to smoke a cigarette. i followed him. we were watching eachother - smoking. the cigarette was totally different - as it felt, looked and smelled. i didnt really need the nicotine then. i was just curious about having a smoke in this psychic situation. pille looked very strange. like the first man - a mad scientist - in this rainforest we were in. when i looked out of the window everything looked normal at first. dead and cold. but after some seconds, the outside started to live too.
the walls of the other buildings started to move, to clouds talked to me, melting to creatures as the light before. but still - everything was friendly to me and i just found it very interesting and beautiful. pille suddenly had a bread with some cheese on it. i looked at him. and he gave me part of it. a very primitve act that really reminded me to the "trueness" of the first scenes of 2001-a space odyssey if you know the film.
this act - sharing the bread - seemed to be a very deep instinct. like his very first social act. we didnt talk to eachother since we thought that it would make no sense. we were communicating perfect anyway. talking would have just disturb us. the sitters found it hard to understand, but then just followed our wish and stopped talking to us aswell.
in the building next to us there appeared a girl who started to dance infront of her mirror. posing like a popstar etc. the tripsitters thought that was really funny. i prefered watching the wall. though after some time i watched that girl too. all of us were in the small kitchen now - looking at that girl. it wasnt funny for me. it was just beautiful and interesting, as everything. pille prefered watching a white wall and i wondered about how deep he was into the trip.
we layed down again. but i didnt make any journey again. i was just lying there, watching the room and my hallucinations. after some time i decided to use pilles ipod and listen to kraftwerk. but when i did, it totally disturbed me. too many melodies. just too much. i turned it off again. the rainforest surroundings-music was more suitable. thats my point with music. i needed very simple music. it got complex in a way then anyway.
i slowly came down. the hallucinations went away and left me kind of brainfucked. i felt like i had to do something, though there was nothing i wanted to do. my brain seemed totally exhausted after the experience of this different universe. i still had tears in my eyes. some minutes later, pille also came back. it seemed to be more sudden for him.
we talked about our experiences with our tripsitters, but everything was hard to name. lost its meaning when named. so actually, me and pille never really talked about our trips. we just looked at eachother and i remembered when he shared the bread with me. we are friends for a long time, and we even live together in an apartment, but that trip and the action of sharing bread deepened our relationship strongly i think. same with mr and misses zombie. after experiencing them on mushrooms i felt nearer to them.
i felt like i could understand them better, having experienced another side of their existence. i felt like i saw life from another point of view. so i understand it better now. maybe abit like - life makes everything flow. everythings beautiful. thats what i mainly learned through that experience. we tripped four hours all in all. but as i said, there was no time. the journey i went in the beginning seemed to be eternity. when coming down, both - me and pille, had the feeling of beeing away for long. years maybe. but still, you cant say years. just a timeless experience.
another thing i recognized was that my realization of things totally changed. seeing, hearing, feeling,.. melted to one sense in a way. a sense where i experienced things in a total way. everything melted with everything. it seemed like a world beyond our world. a nice friendly and familiar world.
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