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Mushrooms - First psychadelic experience - 1/8th introspective hell

nemesis-a

nemesis-a

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First psychadelic experience - 1/8 Mushrooms

Well now that i've got my bearings straight, i can type what i went through this evening. previous to this night i had never done anything in the psychadelic family

Around 8:30pm i arrived at home after ingesting some mushrooms, i didnt have any aide with eating them (taste wasnt TOO bad), and was welcomed by my family being active and awake/social. i went straight to my room to be never disturbed again. ANyway, I was feeling something probably about 30min into it, almost like a heavy stoned feeling.. and i slowly drifted into a very dark trip. About 30-45min later, I couldnt control any of my thoughts it seemed, and it only progressively got worse. I turned on my tv (after much confusion finding the remote), and tried to distract myself from this personal hell. i turned off all my lights and layed on my bed, while i proceeded to get some intense CEV's and talk to what i think was my ego. my CEVS were spirals of striped color waving around, and a person talking. when i opened my eyes, i would get fat tracers of light in my room and when i turned my tv on, i saw alien like orbs spinning geometric swirls all over my ceiling, while it breathed in and out. i probably stayed like this for a good half hour, when i finally got out of this introspective nightmare, and managed to realize i was drifting in between realities.

after this the trip was just unexplainable. as i listened to some winamp, i was questioning my own identity, and getting blasted in and out of this body high. i started to enjoy it, and talk to some friends on AIM about my identity crisis and philosophically debate existence with a friend of mine.

i slowly started to come down, and notice my mind was easing on the thoughts/visuals getting lessened, so i relaxed and listened to some tunes the rest of the way.

retrospective
quite frankly im traumatized.. but im glad i finally "let go", as i have done different drugs trying to get blasted (e/meth), when all i think i needed was some damn good mushrooms..

8o and i hope this report made sense.. if sense is in my vocab.. and i was trying to convey a message.. and the message was...etc
 
Mushrooms can either be like intense mental exctasy, laughing hysterically for houres, or it can be mental torture, torturing your poor little mind for hours on end with ultra poisonous thoughts, and loops. The first is better. I've done mushrooms everyday 3 days in a row, 1st day i ate 2.5 and drank and smoked and felt alight but i wasn't really having fun at the begining. The second day i ate 5.5gs and smoked weed, and laughed for 6-7 hours striaght. The 3rd day i ate 5 grams and smoked lots of weed, and i was basically crying(tears) the entire time. There would be seconds or minutes where i'd feel good about myself, and then i would feel bad, or sad, or confused, and so i keept changing emotions for like 8 hours, i didn't like all that much to say the least.
 
yep that's the mushrooms for you, sounds like you came out alright! most people never go back after that. letting go.... i remember my first time, mushrooms can make existence a joke. welcome to the world of psychedelics. personally i believet hat mushrooms is one of the most destroying psychedelics out there and i think you'll be pleasantly surprised to find that most other psychedelics are much less mind-fucking and even much more enjoyable, MUCH more enjoyable. peace :)
 
Glad to hear your ok, "letting go" is the most important thing you can do.

your first mushroom experience sounds a lot like mine, massive confusion, with almost a bipolar sine wave between absolute nirvana and complete hell!

If you want to, please add some more detail about your setting and the trip itself.


thanks for posting. :)
 
interesting, my first time with mushrooms was also my first psychedelic experience and it was completely joyful. i wonder why some people dislike it so strongly while for some people it fits in perfectly. i guess the letting go thing comes naturally to me. i like the feeling mushrooms gives you that theres a lot more in the universe than you might have previously realized. it makes me feel curious which is pleasurable for me.

it's really weird, i hear from people a lot how mushrooms can be really scary and disconcerting. but for me it came completely naturally, it's never given me fear whatsoever, iust curiosity. i really wish i knew what it is about certain people that makes them like it so much and about other people that makes them hate it.
 
Hehehe... can relat to that, I have had my share of trips from hell with potent tropical cubies... lost the plot big time... easily phase/level 5 expereince....

This is my shroom trip report that I went to hell and back... can easily relate how you were drifting between relaities...

http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?s=&threadid=126198&highlight=mushrooms

Nice report, like NTC said, maybe more details would be good. =D
 
nickthecheese said:
If you want to, please add some more detail about your setting and the trip itself.


thanks for posting. :)
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yea honestly as the days go by the more vague the trip becomes. it almost seems like a dream now that i look back on it. :\

notable things not mentioned: taking a shower right before the peak, i watched the water drip down my skin, and it looked like i had repitilian like skin... that was pulsing green underneath..

also my dad DID come in during the trip! i remember that i was tripping hard and my dad opens my door straight-up, and just motions for me to come with him. i thought to myself "oh god he knows" so i slowly follow him to the kitchen. he leans over next to the fridge and points behind it, and i said to him "what, what is it?", and he replies "theres a frog behind our refridgerator". i was so relieved, so i stood there about a minute and said "oh thats cool..." then i start walking back to my room when i hear a yell "sam, why dont you go get something and scoop him up?!?!" and i just kept walking... then i yelled back "no... you catch him or something.... NIGGA" and started cackling and shit. it was hilarious...

man what a night
 
Tripped in Vegas with some friends. He gave me way too much and I was virtually incoherent for about four hours. He later told me that I had a 30 minute conversation with the sofa. Watch the asian channel on the cable for an hour until someone notice that the people were not speaking english. And completely ignored the strippers.
 
nemesis-a said:
"no... you catch him or something.... NIGGA"
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:D Oh man that's a classic. Makes me want to do shrooms, except I'm afraid of picking the wrong ones and I don't know anyone who knows which ones are good.
 
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