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Third ego loss trip, experienced, 35g wet p. cubes!
Hello! For anyone reading this, I had my 3rd ego loss trip on just under 35 wet grams! The funny thing is I was afraid of that and I was also thinking "I wish I had more shrooms" because I never imagined that little would do much. Were not talking azures nor cyans but good old p. cubes using the pf tek too!
I am thinking my tolerance may have gone considerabily down since im experienced and I can get into the mindset, also I hear once you trip on very large dosages(yes I took 120g one time) then you meld your mind and now small dosages will do the trick. has anyone else had the most intense trip ever on 35g wet or just over a dry eigth?
I dont remember much of my trip but let me explain best as I can. at 1230 am I ingest all the shrooms off the three cakes nature provided. I was disapointed in the poor yields but would be in for a supprise. I now realize of what quantity I got, they probably easily made up for it in quality! I had an easy time eating that few, ive eaten more before and never tripped this hard, my 2nd ego loss was with 70g but I wasted that trip just laying in bed the whole time instead of getting up to explore like I did on this trip
t-20 min post ingestion I already begin to feel lightheaded and knew the trip was starting. I was supprised it hit me so fast but said to myself "I wonder if ill get visuals" anyway within 30-40 min the ceiling begin to swirl and I could see fractuals and patterns. by 1:30 I was tripping quite hard and my body load was pretty strong so I turned the lights off in the room and just tried to sleep a little to feel more comfortable. I tossed and turned in bed as I begin to peak. I kept checking the clock and its like time slowed down to a crawl.
at 3:30 the trip shifted into a different stage and the visuals begin to die down, I thought I had somehow aborted the trip but not even close, it just shifted into a different stage. I was fighting not to lose my ego and feared I had died or at least my ego did. I now feel silly for this cause once my ego was gone so were my fears. Finally at 4:30 I managed to get out of my bed and go downstairs to explore.
I went to drink some chocolate milk and it was hard to open the cap, my hands were numb and tingling also my syntensia was just intense! I grabbed an ice cream bar and I had to concentrate just to remove the wrapper! I took a bite but barely felt it and when I looked it didnt even look like I ate any, I had to update myself to account for the fact I did eat some! I was having some very strange deja vu and syntensia as I could feel all my senses jumbled up, smell, touch and taste especially were the same for me. Looking at my goldfish they have never looked this pretty also I kept forgetting their positions and because of this it kinda looked like I had several clones of my fish.
I had forgotten everything, it felt like my mind was wiped like a clean slate, I had to teach myself everything like how to walk, think, even breath! also I couldnt see things, things see me! at one point when I sat on my chair and looked at my bed all I could see was a shadow of it with pixels and both horzontal and vertical lines. when I didnt try to see the bed the the bed made itself visable to me! I also saw just black and white in a few points in my trip.
Finally I felt my ego begging to return at around 530 am at 7am I went outside and everything looked so surral, the plants were so 3d! exhausted from the 7 hour trip, I fell fast asleep and woke at noon with a throbbing headache so I took an iboprofin and slept till 530pm then woke again. There may be many parts of the trip I left out, I could write a book about it if I remembered it all!
I am finally learning how to trip properly and not to fear anything, the onlything to fear is fear itself and I let go of that. Next trip I hope to explore around the house longer and not lay in bed as long fighting my ego but just let it flow away and have an out of body experience! Thanks for your time reading this, feel free to post any comments or questions
I know I havent posted in BL in a long time but this recent amazing trip reminded me to come back to share the experience
Hello! For anyone reading this, I had my 3rd ego loss trip on just under 35 wet grams! The funny thing is I was afraid of that and I was also thinking "I wish I had more shrooms" because I never imagined that little would do much. Were not talking azures nor cyans but good old p. cubes using the pf tek too!
I am thinking my tolerance may have gone considerabily down since im experienced and I can get into the mindset, also I hear once you trip on very large dosages(yes I took 120g one time) then you meld your mind and now small dosages will do the trick. has anyone else had the most intense trip ever on 35g wet or just over a dry eigth?
I dont remember much of my trip but let me explain best as I can. at 1230 am I ingest all the shrooms off the three cakes nature provided. I was disapointed in the poor yields but would be in for a supprise. I now realize of what quantity I got, they probably easily made up for it in quality! I had an easy time eating that few, ive eaten more before and never tripped this hard, my 2nd ego loss was with 70g but I wasted that trip just laying in bed the whole time instead of getting up to explore like I did on this trip
t-20 min post ingestion I already begin to feel lightheaded and knew the trip was starting. I was supprised it hit me so fast but said to myself "I wonder if ill get visuals" anyway within 30-40 min the ceiling begin to swirl and I could see fractuals and patterns. by 1:30 I was tripping quite hard and my body load was pretty strong so I turned the lights off in the room and just tried to sleep a little to feel more comfortable. I tossed and turned in bed as I begin to peak. I kept checking the clock and its like time slowed down to a crawl.
at 3:30 the trip shifted into a different stage and the visuals begin to die down, I thought I had somehow aborted the trip but not even close, it just shifted into a different stage. I was fighting not to lose my ego and feared I had died or at least my ego did. I now feel silly for this cause once my ego was gone so were my fears. Finally at 4:30 I managed to get out of my bed and go downstairs to explore.
I went to drink some chocolate milk and it was hard to open the cap, my hands were numb and tingling also my syntensia was just intense! I grabbed an ice cream bar and I had to concentrate just to remove the wrapper! I took a bite but barely felt it and when I looked it didnt even look like I ate any, I had to update myself to account for the fact I did eat some! I was having some very strange deja vu and syntensia as I could feel all my senses jumbled up, smell, touch and taste especially were the same for me. Looking at my goldfish they have never looked this pretty also I kept forgetting their positions and because of this it kinda looked like I had several clones of my fish.
I had forgotten everything, it felt like my mind was wiped like a clean slate, I had to teach myself everything like how to walk, think, even breath! also I couldnt see things, things see me! at one point when I sat on my chair and looked at my bed all I could see was a shadow of it with pixels and both horzontal and vertical lines. when I didnt try to see the bed the the bed made itself visable to me! I also saw just black and white in a few points in my trip.
Finally I felt my ego begging to return at around 530 am at 7am I went outside and everything looked so surral, the plants were so 3d! exhausted from the 7 hour trip, I fell fast asleep and woke at noon with a throbbing headache so I took an iboprofin and slept till 530pm then woke again. There may be many parts of the trip I left out, I could write a book about it if I remembered it all!
I am finally learning how to trip properly and not to fear anything, the onlything to fear is fear itself and I let go of that. Next trip I hope to explore around the house longer and not lay in bed as long fighting my ego but just let it flow away and have an out of body experience! Thanks for your time reading this, feel free to post any comments or questions
I know I havent posted in BL in a long time but this recent amazing trip reminded me to come back to share the experience
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