shroom experience, trapped
Last night i met up with 4 buddies, we were all originally sapposed to do shrooms in my friends basement, but all 4 of them backed out on me at the last second, but i said fuck it, and grabbed an H/Q of some blue caps. The dealer told me it wouldnt be a good idea to pop the whole hq, but i have experience with mushrooms so i decided i mine as well just do them all.
around 10, i arrived and started grinding my mushrooms up, and downed them with 2 or 3 sips of water, i went on overgrow.com and started lookin at some nice bud shots to kill time while the mushrooms took affect.
about 20mins later, i started to feel them coming up, all 4 of my buddies were drinking, and i started getting a bad feeling about doing shrooms that night.... i almost wished i could take it back... but i jus tried to stay calm, and not get scared or panick.
i started getting an extreme paranoia feeling, and in 1 blink of my eyes, i was trapped in the basement, i started to panick because, the last time i did shrooms, i experienced a bad trip and the EXACT feeling i got was coming back like deja-vu, i got up n started walking around, trying to calm myself down but it kept getting worse, the floor was starting to shift, the wood was coming alive, the ceiling was covered in colors, which were spinning out of control. i told my friends i was starting to have a bad trip, and they said just sit down n try to fuckin relax.
it started getting way to intense, so i went into the backyard n made myself puke up the mushrooms, but they had already entered my bloodstream. we went out for a cigarette, and i had an extreme feeling of being trapped in a bottle, i started thinking my friends were gonna stab me, i was looking at them and i had complete loss of time/reality, i felt as if i didnt know them at all.
wen i got back inside, i sat down on the couch and tried making myself relax, just kept telling myself id be ok, i only got about 2 more hours to go.
visuals were getting VERY intense, the ceiling was breathing, and changing form, it almost looked as if it was going to crash into me. a glass of water on the table started morphing into a glass of hair, a drawing i had made started folding itself up right infront of my eyes, but for some reason, none of these halucinagins scared me watsoever.
as fast as the badtrip started, it was gone, i was now in the surreal world of mushrooms, no sense of time or reality, i started thinking about meaning of life, and why we are all on a rock in the sky. everything i was thinking made perfect sense to me, it was amazing.
after tripping for about an hour and a half, we went for a walk outside. Tree's were growing infront of my eyes, cars were spinning off axis, house windows were opening and shutting. eventually, we got to wendys, (my friends were hungry), as soon as i walked in i felt as if i was in a videogame, walls were covered in BRIGHT blue/red flashes of light, my friends fries were doing 360's in the cup. I started to wonder why i was still fucked since i threwup my mushrooms about 2hours ago, but i didnt care. about 10 mins later, with a blink of the eye, the trip was over. i was back to reality, and decided to go home.
the after-glow was pretty shitty, iwas really depressed for no reason, but i called my girlfriend and she calmed me down.
Sorry if the report is a little shitty, im not very experienced with writing them, but hope u enjoyed. thanks
Last night i met up with 4 buddies, we were all originally sapposed to do shrooms in my friends basement, but all 4 of them backed out on me at the last second, but i said fuck it, and grabbed an H/Q of some blue caps. The dealer told me it wouldnt be a good idea to pop the whole hq, but i have experience with mushrooms so i decided i mine as well just do them all.
around 10, i arrived and started grinding my mushrooms up, and downed them with 2 or 3 sips of water, i went on overgrow.com and started lookin at some nice bud shots to kill time while the mushrooms took affect.
about 20mins later, i started to feel them coming up, all 4 of my buddies were drinking, and i started getting a bad feeling about doing shrooms that night.... i almost wished i could take it back... but i jus tried to stay calm, and not get scared or panick.
i started getting an extreme paranoia feeling, and in 1 blink of my eyes, i was trapped in the basement, i started to panick because, the last time i did shrooms, i experienced a bad trip and the EXACT feeling i got was coming back like deja-vu, i got up n started walking around, trying to calm myself down but it kept getting worse, the floor was starting to shift, the wood was coming alive, the ceiling was covered in colors, which were spinning out of control. i told my friends i was starting to have a bad trip, and they said just sit down n try to fuckin relax.
it started getting way to intense, so i went into the backyard n made myself puke up the mushrooms, but they had already entered my bloodstream. we went out for a cigarette, and i had an extreme feeling of being trapped in a bottle, i started thinking my friends were gonna stab me, i was looking at them and i had complete loss of time/reality, i felt as if i didnt know them at all.
wen i got back inside, i sat down on the couch and tried making myself relax, just kept telling myself id be ok, i only got about 2 more hours to go.
visuals were getting VERY intense, the ceiling was breathing, and changing form, it almost looked as if it was going to crash into me. a glass of water on the table started morphing into a glass of hair, a drawing i had made started folding itself up right infront of my eyes, but for some reason, none of these halucinagins scared me watsoever.
as fast as the badtrip started, it was gone, i was now in the surreal world of mushrooms, no sense of time or reality, i started thinking about meaning of life, and why we are all on a rock in the sky. everything i was thinking made perfect sense to me, it was amazing.
after tripping for about an hour and a half, we went for a walk outside. Tree's were growing infront of my eyes, cars were spinning off axis, house windows were opening and shutting. eventually, we got to wendys, (my friends were hungry), as soon as i walked in i felt as if i was in a videogame, walls were covered in BRIGHT blue/red flashes of light, my friends fries were doing 360's in the cup. I started to wonder why i was still fucked since i threwup my mushrooms about 2hours ago, but i didnt care. about 10 mins later, with a blink of the eye, the trip was over. i was back to reality, and decided to go home.
the after-glow was pretty shitty, iwas really depressed for no reason, but i called my girlfriend and she calmed me down.
Sorry if the report is a little shitty, im not very experienced with writing them, but hope u enjoyed. thanks
