blankboybastard777
Greenlighter
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- Jun 12, 2025
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Hi all, I’m really wanting a good trip, the kind that makes me feel more grateful for everyday consciousness and gives the feeling of “I went deep enough” . The past 6 times I’ve tripped I’ve never felt that I went deep enough and have wanted more. The problem is that I have a child, so day tripping is out and a wife that isn’t understanding with drug use. So ideally my wife will fall asleep early, I can get her up off the couch ti. Urgently o the bed, pretend to fall asleep and then get up and pretend to fall asleep on the couch, which is a common occurrence in our household. Is it worth it to try to trip overnight by oneself for a deep trip or I can wait until the fourth. It it would be surrounded by people. Some tripping others not, Alcohol will be used by most peoples. I have access to my neighbors house until Friday, as I’m dog sitting. I frequently go outside at night also when I can’t sleep, so my wife is used to that. So I guess my concerns are if my body is fighting the trip because that’s when I normally attempt to sleep and and if I did it on the fourth, being surrounded by drunk people might be very weird if I’m deep as I want to go. Next time I have access to the house without wife or daughter is probably a good 8 months off but I’m craving it now. What would y’all do?
