alcoholic333
Bluelighter
Im 25 have an average life, used to take high doses of mushrooms in high school, for about a year a group of 4 of us would split an oz every month or so and go camping in grade 11. I haven't tripped at all 5 years and felt I had drifted onto the wrong path, had bad social anxiety, small opiate addiction. I was at a bar with a girl that night (Saturday) on a low dose of oxycodone which I took 8 hours before the mushrooms. I have a thing for this girl and we have slept together but I spent all night following her around feeling pathetic when she left with another guy. My friend had 20 grams sitting at home and I realized I needed to experience a mind shattering trip and set myself straight.
I ate the 9 grams of mushrooms at about 3 am when my roommate was asleep when I got home. I drank a glass of water and put on a sweater deciding once I started tripping id listen to music and walk around the small town I live in. I started reading a book and after about 20 pages I couldn't focus on the words anymore. I don't remember a lot of parts but shortly after I started tripping I stripped naked and jumped into bed with the lights off, it was already starting to get light so I could still kinda see. I was having horrible thoughs and had to pee so bad but couldn't see enough to make it to the bathroom and I seemed paralyzed scared to get up. I remember just laying there stomping my feet on the bed and rolling around mumbling why and what a lot. I barely remember exact thought I had but just that nothing made sense and felt like everything that had happned and everything in the future was just now. I had visions of social interactions and they all seemed so fake and strange.
It felt like I could feel the pain and suffering of everyone in the world and felt sorry for everyone including myself. I blacked out a lot of parts of the trip and spent all yesterday trying to figure out what had happened but I don't think it will ever become clear to me. I feel a bit anxious now 2 days later but refreshed and like I am born again. I wish there was more I could say, I took them knowing it would be a difficult experience and I got what I wanted. The visuals were very intense the whole time, I drove to my brothers 8 hours after dosing and was still hallucinating a bit. I probably wont repeat this for a few years. thanks for reading
I ate the 9 grams of mushrooms at about 3 am when my roommate was asleep when I got home. I drank a glass of water and put on a sweater deciding once I started tripping id listen to music and walk around the small town I live in. I started reading a book and after about 20 pages I couldn't focus on the words anymore. I don't remember a lot of parts but shortly after I started tripping I stripped naked and jumped into bed with the lights off, it was already starting to get light so I could still kinda see. I was having horrible thoughs and had to pee so bad but couldn't see enough to make it to the bathroom and I seemed paralyzed scared to get up. I remember just laying there stomping my feet on the bed and rolling around mumbling why and what a lot. I barely remember exact thought I had but just that nothing made sense and felt like everything that had happned and everything in the future was just now. I had visions of social interactions and they all seemed so fake and strange.
It felt like I could feel the pain and suffering of everyone in the world and felt sorry for everyone including myself. I blacked out a lot of parts of the trip and spent all yesterday trying to figure out what had happened but I don't think it will ever become clear to me. I feel a bit anxious now 2 days later but refreshed and like I am born again. I wish there was more I could say, I took them knowing it would be a difficult experience and I got what I wanted. The visuals were very intense the whole time, I drove to my brothers 8 hours after dosing and was still hallucinating a bit. I probably wont repeat this for a few years. thanks for reading
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