ech0s85
Bluelighter
this happened almost 10 years ago now but reading some of these reports reminded me about it so i figured id write it out.
this was probably my 7th or 8th time with shrooms but id usually take 2-4 grams. i also smoked weed extremely heavily at the time. At this point in my life id been using drugs for around a year and a half and was trying anything i could find. Id go to erowid read until i found something that sounded interesting and set out for it, i didnt mind if it was going to be weird scary or uncomfortable just as long as it was mind blowing.
i bought a quarter of shrooms and went home that night to my room to go online as i did everynight. I weighed out the 6 gs and washed them down. about 45 mins later i wasnt feeling anything so i decided to get my zong. I always had blacklights on at night and when i walked by one i saw my feet and they looked like they belonged to a zombie the light made them look sort of yellowish green. It turned out that it was one of those times where i was so fucked up i didnt realize it. i took a hit and went back to the computer. maybe a half hour later i was kinda of tripping but decided to smoke some more. Again on the way there while walking by the blacklight it looked like the ground was made of liquid and would kind of ripple every time my zombie feet took a step.
i was standing there with the zong and i milked it up to full capacity and ripped it. as soon as i inhaled it felt like i all of a sudden grew ten feet taller, like i could see the ground get farther away. it was pretty intense so i went for another one and the same thing happened. I had one more hit left and this time as soon as i cleared it, i felt like the back of my head exploded and i had the sensation that i had put a shotgun in my mouth or something instead of cleared a bongload. it wasnt painful or scary just very odd. a second after that happened i started to hear a loud whooshing sound like strong wind. all of a sudden the sound got really loud and i had the sensation that because the back of my head had exploded my consciousness was now being sucked out in a vortex. it felt sort of like if you had a fishtank and put a divider in the middle with different colored liquid on either side, then punched a hole in the divider. I could feel my mind or soul or whatever rushing out and the universe rushing in and everything mixing. i started to kind of fade out so i moved towards my bed. it was only like 6 steps but it took so much effort. when i finally made it to the foot of the bed i felt a huge sense of relief and just face planted.
as soon as i hit the bed it felt like there was a huge explosion and the windy sound stopped and it was just totally silent. i was laying facedown feeling relieved to have made it and super relaxed, when i heard water dripping. It sounded like big drops dripping into a puddle making splashing noises. Now at this point this is all in my mind but at the time i wasnt even thinking about that so for the rest of this trip im really just layed out on the bed not moving at all.
the dripping sound got my attention so i lifted my head up and it was totally dark except for a faint glow off in the distance. I realized i was in a tunnel of some kind, like if youve ever been in a big sewer system. so i get up and start moving through this wet dripping tunnel towards the glow. when i finally got there i turned a corner to where the source of the light was and there was a room like the size of a bedroom with this floating red blob thing that was really bright. i was looking at it wondering what it was when this small white light shot out of it and made a popping noise like when you uncork a bottle. this went on for a little until i suddenly realized that the glowing thing was my mind and everytime i had a thought a white light would shoot out of it.
as soon as i realized that, i felt like i got sucked up by a giant vacuum or something and the next thing i know im looking down at my room. it was like if i went into the attic and cut a little hole in the ceiling and was pressing my eye into it looking down into my room. i could see myself laying on the bed and it was really weird. i couldnt move or anything. i remember thinking oh wow this is crazy....oh shit what if somebody comes into my room i wont be able to move and theyll think somethings wrong with me. The thought worried me for a split second and i had this vision of my parents finding me unresponsive and me ending up comatose in a mental hospital or something forever because my mind wasnt inside my body to make it do anything. then i realized i dont actually need my body since im not in it anyways so who cares where it goes.
the rest of the trip was from the perspective of the corner above my bed which went on for a while. all of sudden i felt like reality was ripping open for a split second then it went away. then another flash of it breaking. then back to normal. it was like another world was bulging through the one i was seeing and it was the most confusing thing ive experienced. it turned out what was going on was i was starting to come to and my eyes would open for a second and my brain would have to process this new info on top of what i was seeing from the perspective above. shortly after i was back in my body and awake.
this was probably my 7th or 8th time with shrooms but id usually take 2-4 grams. i also smoked weed extremely heavily at the time. At this point in my life id been using drugs for around a year and a half and was trying anything i could find. Id go to erowid read until i found something that sounded interesting and set out for it, i didnt mind if it was going to be weird scary or uncomfortable just as long as it was mind blowing.
i bought a quarter of shrooms and went home that night to my room to go online as i did everynight. I weighed out the 6 gs and washed them down. about 45 mins later i wasnt feeling anything so i decided to get my zong. I always had blacklights on at night and when i walked by one i saw my feet and they looked like they belonged to a zombie the light made them look sort of yellowish green. It turned out that it was one of those times where i was so fucked up i didnt realize it. i took a hit and went back to the computer. maybe a half hour later i was kinda of tripping but decided to smoke some more. Again on the way there while walking by the blacklight it looked like the ground was made of liquid and would kind of ripple every time my zombie feet took a step.
i was standing there with the zong and i milked it up to full capacity and ripped it. as soon as i inhaled it felt like i all of a sudden grew ten feet taller, like i could see the ground get farther away. it was pretty intense so i went for another one and the same thing happened. I had one more hit left and this time as soon as i cleared it, i felt like the back of my head exploded and i had the sensation that i had put a shotgun in my mouth or something instead of cleared a bongload. it wasnt painful or scary just very odd. a second after that happened i started to hear a loud whooshing sound like strong wind. all of a sudden the sound got really loud and i had the sensation that because the back of my head had exploded my consciousness was now being sucked out in a vortex. it felt sort of like if you had a fishtank and put a divider in the middle with different colored liquid on either side, then punched a hole in the divider. I could feel my mind or soul or whatever rushing out and the universe rushing in and everything mixing. i started to kind of fade out so i moved towards my bed. it was only like 6 steps but it took so much effort. when i finally made it to the foot of the bed i felt a huge sense of relief and just face planted.
as soon as i hit the bed it felt like there was a huge explosion and the windy sound stopped and it was just totally silent. i was laying facedown feeling relieved to have made it and super relaxed, when i heard water dripping. It sounded like big drops dripping into a puddle making splashing noises. Now at this point this is all in my mind but at the time i wasnt even thinking about that so for the rest of this trip im really just layed out on the bed not moving at all.
the dripping sound got my attention so i lifted my head up and it was totally dark except for a faint glow off in the distance. I realized i was in a tunnel of some kind, like if youve ever been in a big sewer system. so i get up and start moving through this wet dripping tunnel towards the glow. when i finally got there i turned a corner to where the source of the light was and there was a room like the size of a bedroom with this floating red blob thing that was really bright. i was looking at it wondering what it was when this small white light shot out of it and made a popping noise like when you uncork a bottle. this went on for a little until i suddenly realized that the glowing thing was my mind and everytime i had a thought a white light would shoot out of it.
as soon as i realized that, i felt like i got sucked up by a giant vacuum or something and the next thing i know im looking down at my room. it was like if i went into the attic and cut a little hole in the ceiling and was pressing my eye into it looking down into my room. i could see myself laying on the bed and it was really weird. i couldnt move or anything. i remember thinking oh wow this is crazy....oh shit what if somebody comes into my room i wont be able to move and theyll think somethings wrong with me. The thought worried me for a split second and i had this vision of my parents finding me unresponsive and me ending up comatose in a mental hospital or something forever because my mind wasnt inside my body to make it do anything. then i realized i dont actually need my body since im not in it anyways so who cares where it goes.
the rest of the trip was from the perspective of the corner above my bed which went on for a while. all of sudden i felt like reality was ripping open for a split second then it went away. then another flash of it breaking. then back to normal. it was like another world was bulging through the one i was seeing and it was the most confusing thing ive experienced. it turned out what was going on was i was starting to come to and my eyes would open for a second and my brain would have to process this new info on top of what i was seeing from the perspective above. shortly after i was back in my body and awake.
