Urbanhog
Bluelighter
4th time Shrooms - inexpereinced - Roller Coaster ride to paradise and then to HELL!
THIS IS A LONG REPORT!
Few months back.....
I obtained some insane mushrooms:
First of all, I will give a clear background of my past expereinces, I have expereinced weed, LSD (heavy expereinced, tripped over 100's times and my first trip was Hoffmans 2000 I consumed two tabs fresh out of the chemist, and that was my first acid trip and the only time I ended with a terrible bad trip, but I learnt a lot from it.), San Pedro Syurp/Mescaline, some 2c * family research chremicals, MDMA and MDA. This was my first shroom trip for almost 5-7 years. In the past, my past shroom trips were always mild, not too instense, just enjoyable and I was socialable, with full of insane laughter, and mild halluications...my past shroom expereinces were when I was living in Tasmania, a location of a cooler climate, bit like Canada without the snow, if you get the idea what I mean, anyway back to the topic...
But this 4th trip.... took me to different world.... and I wasnt ready for this insane roller coaster ride of my life.....I was now living in the tropical parts of Australia.
I was on my own, it was beautiful night, nice and warm, as I just finished work at 1am and came home about 1.30am, logged onto the internet, checked few emails, and drank few glasses of white wine to wind down, and I had no plans to consume the mushrooms, but after reading few websites, and I was reading mushrooms trip reports, and that got me tempted to consume some fresh picked mushrooms that I had in brown paper bag in the fridge, so I thought myself "oh fuck it", so I went to the fridge and checked out my mushrooms that was freshly picked couple of days before frsh out of the cow dung.
It was about 4am in the morning..... I picked 3 of the biggest ones I could find in the bag... I had no idea of the weight dosage or how potent they were, which was silly of me, I really should eat one, and test it out its potency, but hey we all learn better from our mistakes in hard way.
At about 4.10, I ate three big fresh ones which were ranged from between 12-17cm wide, felt bit heavy when holding all these 3 together... I ate everything including the stems, and the taste wasn't too bad, as I often eat fresh (non-magic) mushrooms in salads.
Then from there on.... I lost track of time...
What happened was... I ate them, and decided to go for a walk around my suburb while waiting for the effects to kick in.... and I was enjoying watching the sun slowing rising and overlooking the city I lived....Then suddenly out of the blue, I felt a come up like MDMA-similar type of feeling, I felt bit nervous but excitited at the same time, and I couldn't stop grinning and smiling at everything surrounding me, the suburb I was living, and everything seem so bright and clear, and I was just in happy dazed mood just in awe of everything around me, and i wasn't even hallucationing or anything, just a strong sense of happiness.
Then I decided to walk home, and suddenly I felt bit slightly confused, but I just shrugged off the confused thoughts that was building up in my mind, and just focused on the people's beautiful front gardens and the colour of the sun coming up... the beautiful orange/yellow sunshine and the natural pink/orange/purple clouds covering the sky (no this wasnt hallucations, and it hasnt even started yet) and I just felt so happy that I was in paradise, like a world with no problems, like if I had weight liften off my shoulders....
Then when I almost arrived home, I started to notice hallucations, the footpath was breathing, and the trees were almost like if they were waving at me, and I laughed and waved back at the tree. And my balance was starting to feel bit woozy, like if I was very very drunk, and I found it diffcult to walk, but I was glad that i finally got home, where I felt a suddenly huge sense of relief and relaxed... and I sat on my comfty couch, and suddenly My body felt so heavy, and my legs just couldnt no longer stand, it was almost jelly at this stage, and I stared at my awesome green persian rug and it was breathing and it was almost talking to me like saying :come on baby, have a lay down on me, and I will make you feel sooo comfortable sweetie.... and the walls were breathing and everything seem so bright and all objects seem so strong 3D like if they were breathing towards me, and the walls went yellow and orange, like morphing of colours mixing together, and the lines of the wooden walls were becoming lines of waves, and the wooden grains were starting to swirl, and then I looked back at my persian rug who seem to bug me as if it was talking to me telepathic come on sweetie... I am still waiting for you to give you a special surprise.... and all the patterns were morphing together on the persian rug, and I was deeply in awe at the power of magic shrooms as I was pretty inexpereinced and I never went to this level... and I thought this was the peak....but I was wrong... it was getting stronger and stronger....and telling myself... what the fuck is happening?? I am loving all this!!!
So I decided to go and have a lay down on the persian rug that was almost floating few centremetres above the carpet, and it looked so magical and attarctive.... It was funny I was attracted to the damned persian rug that was morphing the patterns together and I wanted to mix into the morphing patterns and be part of them....
Then a voice in my head, which I thought it was the persian rug talking to me said: well done baby, so you have finally decided to have a lay down on my magic persian rug carpet.... and here is the surprise I've been waiting to give you.... it was like a spiritual guide trying to calm me and guide me thru the trip....
Then suddenly the peak was getting stronger and stronger and more instense and I just felt sooo gone in other dimension, and I thought I was in paradise, and the persian rug was giving me whole body massages! and a voice in my head said...."now you enjoying my surprise for you sweetie?" I was thinking what the fuck!!!! and the whole body massages just felt so nice and relaxing and the floor was so wavy and it felt like I was on some relaxing boat cruise ship, with calming sea motion movements, and I was closing my eyes and mediating and letting my special friend the persian rug giving me the awesome massages as if there was so many hands hidden under the persian rug.
While I was closing my eyes, I thought I was inside a space craft travelling at warp speed, it felt so "astral travelling" trip of trip/expereince and I was flying so fast thru awesome CEV of trippy 60's art works and I was flying and morphing and mixing with them, and the CEV were so bright, emotional, and colourful, and I was feeling bit confused at this stage, as it was getting more instense by the minute but telling myself its its all cool, just remember you are under influnce of mushrooms and the CEV space craft travelling in my CEV was amazing, and I was controlling the directions were I wanted to go just simply by moving my head side ways and up wards and down wards flying thru and mixing the powerful CEV of Psychedelic artworks.....I was thinking....wow wow wow wow what the hell.... is the peak getting stronger or have I reached the peak or what? and I was looking forward to more.... as it was only about 8 or 9am at this stage.
Then I opened my eyes.... and I almost shitted myself in awe.... I was seeing my persian rug flapping its wings, as if I was on some magic carpet ride, and the visuals were even more madder, and insane and more instense, but, yet, beautiful and so amazing .... feeling sooo connected to these visuals. I was seeing swirling stars in Psychedelic art work style and they were covering everything I was seeing, the walls, my hands, the windows, my computer, my TV, my ceiling, my curtians and my bed, and I was starting to get bit nervous because I have never expereinced this level of intense and I was starting to get nervous and paranoid out of the blue for no reasons because the peak was getting stronger and stronger and I was starting to tell myself and thinking myself...what the fuck have I done?? I only ATE 3 Shrooms tops!! I hope this level of peak and instense will be over soon..... and I was praying for some silly nature spirits to guide me and take over my soul to get me back to reality, which I wanted to get back badly, it was all getting too much, yet I loved it, but was soo sudden and I wasn't ready for this.
I felt so stuck or glued to my persian rug, it felt like it was a big powerful magent so I can't get away from the evil persian rug that I thought it was gonna wrap me and send me to hell..., and I finally dragged my self and crawled to my bedroom, and looked at my bed.....sigh.... my bed....thank god... I got away from the crazy persian rug... and I just crawled to my bed... as my body load was still feeling heavy and I was hallucating hard, and I was having trouble seeing what was real or if I am on earth, I was lost in a world of confusion hell... and I couldn't think straight, and I was feeling pretty frightened, and scared that I will never get back to reality but I thought what is reality? are we living in reality? is the hallucations giving me a perspective want is real while you are tripping? as I was thinking a lot of weird shit that made no longer sense to me, and I felt I was sucked into a demon's den.
I just layed down on my bed, closed my eyes and hoped to go back to these awesome CEV that I had eariler of me travelling in spacecraft and in hope that it will calm me down and remind myself that its all only a trip/hallucations from the damned mushrooms that I ate eariler the morning! but that didnt seem to work, and I was sweating, feeling so confused and worned out as if I have been lost in forest without water for days and not knowing where I was going and I was seeking help.... and I decided.... to swallow my pride and rang few of my mates to come and rescue me from the demons that was attacking my thoughts!
Then I was way lost in a big world of confusion that everything no longer made sense and felt like if there was some guide spirit in my head trying to brain wash me with crazy evil thoughts and trying to make me believe them, and I was facing all these personal issues that I have been avioding in my head with few people, and suddenly all these people in my life I had problems in the past were coming back to me and screaming at me in my head and I was seeing so many faces and angry faces screaming at me, and I was so scared as fuck, and I just couldn't no longer handle it , and begged all my mates, but they they all just laughed at me on the phone said.... HAHAHA you are a blooldy idiot, just remember you are tripping mate, just fuck off and have a cold shower mate, and you will be right in few hours trust me. then I thought...cold shower.... mmm thats a good idea and then I finally felt better, but very confused, and finally managed to get my enegery back that I could walk, not crawling all over the breathing walls and floors, and arrived the bathroom, and have a cold shower.....sigh... thank fuck thank fuck .... that is a greatest FEELING!... cold showers are the best thing in the world! and I was seeing the shower droppets/water giving a rainbow effect and the water was moving in slow motion going down the drain. I have never expereinced a huge insane demonic HEADFUCK in my life. Nothing could prepare me for this mad roller coaster ride.
Finally..... looked at the clock....fuck.... its almost 11am, i ate the mushrooms at about 4-430am.... thank fuck, the instense peak and effects was starting to fade away, but I was feeling very very exhuasted , and tired as if I have been running thru a 40km trialthon thru the amazon jungles of hell and paradise.
I was no longer hallucationing, but the head fuck was going on repeatively in my head, I just wanted to go to bed and sleep for few days and forget that mad expereince. So I went to bathroom and consumed almost 120mg of oxazepams and hope it will just "knock me out" and sleep for hours to my recovery. Which in fact, took me almost 2-3 days to get over and get grips with the reality and the mad expereince I just been thru, and really shaken my soul to pieces. The comedown scattereness was pretty manageable, just I was in awe and shock at the powerful properties of mushrooms, they really taught me who is the BOSS and I argee mushrooms must be respected and they are the BOSS that you don't fuck around with, otherwise they will fuck around with your mind at the end.
introspective:
I really learnt a lot from that mushroom trip, it was really a profounded special "kick in the arse" expereince, at the time I was tripping, I hated it, especially the last few hours of the Headfuck expereince. But looking back... I am really glad that I went thru, and it really taught me a lot how to dealt with many personal issues that I have been avioding in my mind, but the mushrooms pushed those thoughts to my mind like a tonne of bricks and made me to get over it and get it delat and done with it , which I did and I got so many personal shit sorted out since that mushie trip.
Respect the Mushrooms, thats all I can say.... and don't eat mushrooms if if you don't know the weight or the potnecy like I did and learnt the hard way.
Any expereinced mushroom trippers could give me a rough idea what dose I ate? it was pretty profounded and intense, I mean it was only 3 big golden tops! I am inexpereinced in this feild of the fungi, so I have no idea.
I am in NO hurry to go on shroom trip again for while, I will just stick with my gnome's special cacti garden.
Sorry for the long report and hopefully it wasn't boring or made you sleep me being too over detailed, it's my first trip report on Bluelight.
Thanks for your time reading my report.
Cheers,
Urbie %)
THIS IS A LONG REPORT!
Few months back.....
I obtained some insane mushrooms:
First of all, I will give a clear background of my past expereinces, I have expereinced weed, LSD (heavy expereinced, tripped over 100's times and my first trip was Hoffmans 2000 I consumed two tabs fresh out of the chemist, and that was my first acid trip and the only time I ended with a terrible bad trip, but I learnt a lot from it.), San Pedro Syurp/Mescaline, some 2c * family research chremicals, MDMA and MDA. This was my first shroom trip for almost 5-7 years. In the past, my past shroom trips were always mild, not too instense, just enjoyable and I was socialable, with full of insane laughter, and mild halluications...my past shroom expereinces were when I was living in Tasmania, a location of a cooler climate, bit like Canada without the snow, if you get the idea what I mean, anyway back to the topic...
But this 4th trip.... took me to different world.... and I wasnt ready for this insane roller coaster ride of my life.....I was now living in the tropical parts of Australia.
I was on my own, it was beautiful night, nice and warm, as I just finished work at 1am and came home about 1.30am, logged onto the internet, checked few emails, and drank few glasses of white wine to wind down, and I had no plans to consume the mushrooms, but after reading few websites, and I was reading mushrooms trip reports, and that got me tempted to consume some fresh picked mushrooms that I had in brown paper bag in the fridge, so I thought myself "oh fuck it", so I went to the fridge and checked out my mushrooms that was freshly picked couple of days before frsh out of the cow dung.
It was about 4am in the morning..... I picked 3 of the biggest ones I could find in the bag... I had no idea of the weight dosage or how potent they were, which was silly of me, I really should eat one, and test it out its potency, but hey we all learn better from our mistakes in hard way.
At about 4.10, I ate three big fresh ones which were ranged from between 12-17cm wide, felt bit heavy when holding all these 3 together... I ate everything including the stems, and the taste wasn't too bad, as I often eat fresh (non-magic) mushrooms in salads.
Then from there on.... I lost track of time...
What happened was... I ate them, and decided to go for a walk around my suburb while waiting for the effects to kick in.... and I was enjoying watching the sun slowing rising and overlooking the city I lived....Then suddenly out of the blue, I felt a come up like MDMA-similar type of feeling, I felt bit nervous but excitited at the same time, and I couldn't stop grinning and smiling at everything surrounding me, the suburb I was living, and everything seem so bright and clear, and I was just in happy dazed mood just in awe of everything around me, and i wasn't even hallucationing or anything, just a strong sense of happiness.
Then I decided to walk home, and suddenly I felt bit slightly confused, but I just shrugged off the confused thoughts that was building up in my mind, and just focused on the people's beautiful front gardens and the colour of the sun coming up... the beautiful orange/yellow sunshine and the natural pink/orange/purple clouds covering the sky (no this wasnt hallucations, and it hasnt even started yet) and I just felt so happy that I was in paradise, like a world with no problems, like if I had weight liften off my shoulders....
Then when I almost arrived home, I started to notice hallucations, the footpath was breathing, and the trees were almost like if they were waving at me, and I laughed and waved back at the tree. And my balance was starting to feel bit woozy, like if I was very very drunk, and I found it diffcult to walk, but I was glad that i finally got home, where I felt a suddenly huge sense of relief and relaxed... and I sat on my comfty couch, and suddenly My body felt so heavy, and my legs just couldnt no longer stand, it was almost jelly at this stage, and I stared at my awesome green persian rug and it was breathing and it was almost talking to me like saying :come on baby, have a lay down on me, and I will make you feel sooo comfortable sweetie.... and the walls were breathing and everything seem so bright and all objects seem so strong 3D like if they were breathing towards me, and the walls went yellow and orange, like morphing of colours mixing together, and the lines of the wooden walls were becoming lines of waves, and the wooden grains were starting to swirl, and then I looked back at my persian rug who seem to bug me as if it was talking to me telepathic come on sweetie... I am still waiting for you to give you a special surprise.... and all the patterns were morphing together on the persian rug, and I was deeply in awe at the power of magic shrooms as I was pretty inexpereinced and I never went to this level... and I thought this was the peak....but I was wrong... it was getting stronger and stronger....and telling myself... what the fuck is happening?? I am loving all this!!!
So I decided to go and have a lay down on the persian rug that was almost floating few centremetres above the carpet, and it looked so magical and attarctive.... It was funny I was attracted to the damned persian rug that was morphing the patterns together and I wanted to mix into the morphing patterns and be part of them....
Then a voice in my head, which I thought it was the persian rug talking to me said: well done baby, so you have finally decided to have a lay down on my magic persian rug carpet.... and here is the surprise I've been waiting to give you.... it was like a spiritual guide trying to calm me and guide me thru the trip....
Then suddenly the peak was getting stronger and stronger and more instense and I just felt sooo gone in other dimension, and I thought I was in paradise, and the persian rug was giving me whole body massages! and a voice in my head said...."now you enjoying my surprise for you sweetie?" I was thinking what the fuck!!!! and the whole body massages just felt so nice and relaxing and the floor was so wavy and it felt like I was on some relaxing boat cruise ship, with calming sea motion movements, and I was closing my eyes and mediating and letting my special friend the persian rug giving me the awesome massages as if there was so many hands hidden under the persian rug.
While I was closing my eyes, I thought I was inside a space craft travelling at warp speed, it felt so "astral travelling" trip of trip/expereince and I was flying so fast thru awesome CEV of trippy 60's art works and I was flying and morphing and mixing with them, and the CEV were so bright, emotional, and colourful, and I was feeling bit confused at this stage, as it was getting more instense by the minute but telling myself its its all cool, just remember you are under influnce of mushrooms and the CEV space craft travelling in my CEV was amazing, and I was controlling the directions were I wanted to go just simply by moving my head side ways and up wards and down wards flying thru and mixing the powerful CEV of Psychedelic artworks.....I was thinking....wow wow wow wow what the hell.... is the peak getting stronger or have I reached the peak or what? and I was looking forward to more.... as it was only about 8 or 9am at this stage.
Then I opened my eyes.... and I almost shitted myself in awe.... I was seeing my persian rug flapping its wings, as if I was on some magic carpet ride, and the visuals were even more madder, and insane and more instense, but, yet, beautiful and so amazing .... feeling sooo connected to these visuals. I was seeing swirling stars in Psychedelic art work style and they were covering everything I was seeing, the walls, my hands, the windows, my computer, my TV, my ceiling, my curtians and my bed, and I was starting to get bit nervous because I have never expereinced this level of intense and I was starting to get nervous and paranoid out of the blue for no reasons because the peak was getting stronger and stronger and I was starting to tell myself and thinking myself...what the fuck have I done?? I only ATE 3 Shrooms tops!! I hope this level of peak and instense will be over soon..... and I was praying for some silly nature spirits to guide me and take over my soul to get me back to reality, which I wanted to get back badly, it was all getting too much, yet I loved it, but was soo sudden and I wasn't ready for this.
I felt so stuck or glued to my persian rug, it felt like it was a big powerful magent so I can't get away from the evil persian rug that I thought it was gonna wrap me and send me to hell..., and I finally dragged my self and crawled to my bedroom, and looked at my bed.....sigh.... my bed....thank god... I got away from the crazy persian rug... and I just crawled to my bed... as my body load was still feeling heavy and I was hallucating hard, and I was having trouble seeing what was real or if I am on earth, I was lost in a world of confusion hell... and I couldn't think straight, and I was feeling pretty frightened, and scared that I will never get back to reality but I thought what is reality? are we living in reality? is the hallucations giving me a perspective want is real while you are tripping? as I was thinking a lot of weird shit that made no longer sense to me, and I felt I was sucked into a demon's den.
I just layed down on my bed, closed my eyes and hoped to go back to these awesome CEV that I had eariler of me travelling in spacecraft and in hope that it will calm me down and remind myself that its all only a trip/hallucations from the damned mushrooms that I ate eariler the morning! but that didnt seem to work, and I was sweating, feeling so confused and worned out as if I have been lost in forest without water for days and not knowing where I was going and I was seeking help.... and I decided.... to swallow my pride and rang few of my mates to come and rescue me from the demons that was attacking my thoughts!
Then I was way lost in a big world of confusion that everything no longer made sense and felt like if there was some guide spirit in my head trying to brain wash me with crazy evil thoughts and trying to make me believe them, and I was facing all these personal issues that I have been avioding in my head with few people, and suddenly all these people in my life I had problems in the past were coming back to me and screaming at me in my head and I was seeing so many faces and angry faces screaming at me, and I was so scared as fuck, and I just couldn't no longer handle it , and begged all my mates, but they they all just laughed at me on the phone said.... HAHAHA you are a blooldy idiot, just remember you are tripping mate, just fuck off and have a cold shower mate, and you will be right in few hours trust me. then I thought...cold shower.... mmm thats a good idea and then I finally felt better, but very confused, and finally managed to get my enegery back that I could walk, not crawling all over the breathing walls and floors, and arrived the bathroom, and have a cold shower.....sigh... thank fuck thank fuck .... that is a greatest FEELING!... cold showers are the best thing in the world! and I was seeing the shower droppets/water giving a rainbow effect and the water was moving in slow motion going down the drain. I have never expereinced a huge insane demonic HEADFUCK in my life. Nothing could prepare me for this mad roller coaster ride.
Finally..... looked at the clock....fuck.... its almost 11am, i ate the mushrooms at about 4-430am.... thank fuck, the instense peak and effects was starting to fade away, but I was feeling very very exhuasted , and tired as if I have been running thru a 40km trialthon thru the amazon jungles of hell and paradise.
I was no longer hallucationing, but the head fuck was going on repeatively in my head, I just wanted to go to bed and sleep for few days and forget that mad expereince. So I went to bathroom and consumed almost 120mg of oxazepams and hope it will just "knock me out" and sleep for hours to my recovery. Which in fact, took me almost 2-3 days to get over and get grips with the reality and the mad expereince I just been thru, and really shaken my soul to pieces. The comedown scattereness was pretty manageable, just I was in awe and shock at the powerful properties of mushrooms, they really taught me who is the BOSS and I argee mushrooms must be respected and they are the BOSS that you don't fuck around with, otherwise they will fuck around with your mind at the end.
introspective:
I really learnt a lot from that mushroom trip, it was really a profounded special "kick in the arse" expereince, at the time I was tripping, I hated it, especially the last few hours of the Headfuck expereince. But looking back... I am really glad that I went thru, and it really taught me a lot how to dealt with many personal issues that I have been avioding in my mind, but the mushrooms pushed those thoughts to my mind like a tonne of bricks and made me to get over it and get it delat and done with it , which I did and I got so many personal shit sorted out since that mushie trip.
Respect the Mushrooms, thats all I can say.... and don't eat mushrooms if if you don't know the weight or the potnecy like I did and learnt the hard way.
Any expereinced mushroom trippers could give me a rough idea what dose I ate? it was pretty profounded and intense, I mean it was only 3 big golden tops! I am inexpereinced in this feild of the fungi, so I have no idea.
I am in NO hurry to go on shroom trip again for while, I will just stick with my gnome's special cacti garden.
Sorry for the long report and hopefully it wasn't boring or made you sleep me being too over detailed, it's my first trip report on Bluelight.
Thanks for your time reading my report.
Cheers,
Urbie %)
