Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
Right so on Thursday after college i walked past a headshop and decided to buy some shrooms. I bought 60 grams of fresh psilocybe cubensis' for £18 and stored them in my fridge.
Then last night (fri night) i decided to take them. I ate about 30 grams worth on some toast with peanut butter having eaten nothing else for hours.
I ate them at around 10pm and started watching 'Ricki Gervais - Animals'. I started feeling a little weird in my stomach after about 20 minutes, like stomach cramps. Those soon passed and from then on i had probably the best experience in my life.
I first started noticing them kicking in when i looked away from the T.V into my bedroom and noticed my wallpaper and carpets were so bright and sharp, so i got under the covers of my bed and waited. Aout an hour or so after swallowing i was gone. I remember laying my head down whilst watching 'Bulletproof' and just laughing and giggling...the ceiling looked all weird and the grains of wood on my bookshelf were swimming, that's the best way to describe it. That was great because it felt like everything had come alive, like i was now part of everything which is always moving and alive but can't be seen in the normal frame of mind.
Then i started having these re-curring thoughts about how nothing at all really mattered in the great scheme of things. I mean, at the end of the day we aren't anything really...but at the same time i was thinking no, you have to make absolutely everything matter. That's when i decided to write down some thoughts and reading them this morning they make no sense but seemed perfect at the time, like i was writing a new bible, explaining the meaning of life. My writing is alll fucked up and wobbly and i drew weird pictures but it seemed so fun at the time.
Then i started thinking that this must be the best feeling i could/would EVER feel and the only way i could top it was if i was in a club with loads of weird lighting and people and music. THAT would be brilliant and i almost got out of bed to head into town but i realised that i would probably die of sensory overload...even the T.V colours were about making me cum with excitment lol so i can't imagine what a club would feel like, i'd probably flip out so instead i turned the T.V and lights off and started listening to my MP3 player. That was great, like really really fun and felt so nice i just lay in bed sort of writhing around in a little ball smiling and thinking nothing and everything at the same time...very weird but fucking great.
I felt so good all i could do was curl up and mong around. Everything made sense yet nothing made sense. I know some drugs can make you feel extremely euphoric but this was the best i had ever felt, it wasn't like MDMA it was different, better in a way. I cant emphasise how fun and good i felt.
Then i stared out my window at the moon and began thinking of me personaly. Like why am i single? Why did my ex leave me? I didn't come up with any answer but i realised that it doesn't really matter so i stopped thinking about that and started thinking of how i wanted to meet all my friends and just get outside in daylight and LIVE. I wanted to go into town and just walk around talking and meeting people. Very weird. Then i sent a message to my friends phone saying 'Fucking yes'.
After anothing half our of crazy giggles and thoughts i could feel it wearing off and when it was wearing off that was the time i felt would be best to go out and get into a club. I didn't, i don't think i could have handled it but i REALLY want to experience it in that sort of an environment when the effects are wearing off and less powerfull.
Overall i had a FANTASTIC trip. Not life changing or sole searching but fantastic fun, feeling of ecstasy(it did feel that good) and i just felt like "wow, i've woken up finaly, unlocked a part of my brain and realised so much".
In the morning it was mostly a memory but i can't waite till i buy some more. It's too tempting just to walk into the shop and get another lot so i'll waite a good few weeks so i get the full effects. I do still have some left as i didn't eat the full 60 grams, only around 40g as i ate another 10 somewhere into the trip but the rest are all mushy and ruined so i'm throwing them out.
Fucking great i loved it, if you were reading this and were sitting on the "should i or should i not trip fence" then i hope you decide to go for it.
Cheers for reading cya.
Then last night (fri night) i decided to take them. I ate about 30 grams worth on some toast with peanut butter having eaten nothing else for hours.
I ate them at around 10pm and started watching 'Ricki Gervais - Animals'. I started feeling a little weird in my stomach after about 20 minutes, like stomach cramps. Those soon passed and from then on i had probably the best experience in my life.
I first started noticing them kicking in when i looked away from the T.V into my bedroom and noticed my wallpaper and carpets were so bright and sharp, so i got under the covers of my bed and waited. Aout an hour or so after swallowing i was gone. I remember laying my head down whilst watching 'Bulletproof' and just laughing and giggling...the ceiling looked all weird and the grains of wood on my bookshelf were swimming, that's the best way to describe it. That was great because it felt like everything had come alive, like i was now part of everything which is always moving and alive but can't be seen in the normal frame of mind.
Then i started having these re-curring thoughts about how nothing at all really mattered in the great scheme of things. I mean, at the end of the day we aren't anything really...but at the same time i was thinking no, you have to make absolutely everything matter. That's when i decided to write down some thoughts and reading them this morning they make no sense but seemed perfect at the time, like i was writing a new bible, explaining the meaning of life. My writing is alll fucked up and wobbly and i drew weird pictures but it seemed so fun at the time.
Then i started thinking that this must be the best feeling i could/would EVER feel and the only way i could top it was if i was in a club with loads of weird lighting and people and music. THAT would be brilliant and i almost got out of bed to head into town but i realised that i would probably die of sensory overload...even the T.V colours were about making me cum with excitment lol so i can't imagine what a club would feel like, i'd probably flip out so instead i turned the T.V and lights off and started listening to my MP3 player. That was great, like really really fun and felt so nice i just lay in bed sort of writhing around in a little ball smiling and thinking nothing and everything at the same time...very weird but fucking great.
I felt so good all i could do was curl up and mong around. Everything made sense yet nothing made sense. I know some drugs can make you feel extremely euphoric but this was the best i had ever felt, it wasn't like MDMA it was different, better in a way. I cant emphasise how fun and good i felt.
Then i stared out my window at the moon and began thinking of me personaly. Like why am i single? Why did my ex leave me? I didn't come up with any answer but i realised that it doesn't really matter so i stopped thinking about that and started thinking of how i wanted to meet all my friends and just get outside in daylight and LIVE. I wanted to go into town and just walk around talking and meeting people. Very weird. Then i sent a message to my friends phone saying 'Fucking yes'.
After anothing half our of crazy giggles and thoughts i could feel it wearing off and when it was wearing off that was the time i felt would be best to go out and get into a club. I didn't, i don't think i could have handled it but i REALLY want to experience it in that sort of an environment when the effects are wearing off and less powerfull.
Overall i had a FANTASTIC trip. Not life changing or sole searching but fantastic fun, feeling of ecstasy(it did feel that good) and i just felt like "wow, i've woken up finaly, unlocked a part of my brain and realised so much".
In the morning it was mostly a memory but i can't waite till i buy some more. It's too tempting just to walk into the shop and get another lot so i'll waite a good few weeks so i get the full effects. I do still have some left as i didn't eat the full 60 grams, only around 40g as i ate another 10 somewhere into the trip but the rest are all mushy and ruined so i'm throwing them out.
Fucking great i loved it, if you were reading this and were sitting on the "should i or should i not trip fence" then i hope you decide to go for it.
Cheers for reading cya.
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