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Bluelighter
My third time taking mushrooms was the most intense trip i have ever had. Mushrooms are my only experience with psychedelics other than salvia which i did not like.
four friends and I decided to shroom at a friends house because of his awesome house layout and backyard. We took the mushrooms at 5:30 and started to watch alice in wonderland to get into a trippiing vibe. At 6:24 visuals started to kick in with aweome waves and color changes. we went outsside and played hackie sack and just checked stuff out. the waves moved very quickly and the color changes were dramatic and was like looking through stained glass that changes from red, blue, green, purple, yellow.... The confusion started to get to me and i realized i had to rediscover everything, only to forget about something else... the visuals start to get to me so i go inside and sink into the couch.
I start to listen to some music (pink floyd) which was insanely entertaining with the visuals and spinning and sinking... the room would grow and shrink and speed up and slow down very quickly and out of nowhere. listening to dark side of the moon, i made it to "Time" before i lost control of myself. The rest of my trip is very vauge, but i will try to describe it. and i did not realize what had happened untill i came to, and began to piece together the following.
I somehow get it into my head that we are somehow caught by the police. i now have to control over my visuals or focus on anything, and i cannot cmprehend anything... I become paralyed by my thoughts and sights. I then seperate from my body and i hear from far away in echoes, sound amplifies and distorts. christmas lights in the room start to look like sirens to cars and i start screaming " im going to be in so much trouble"... A friend pulls me out of it and tells me i will be okay and im not going to get in trouble for this.
I (of course) take this the wrong way and convince myself that he must have meant I am dying... I then start to shrink... everyone else grows... it becomes very bright and then becomes blue, everywhere. I feel as if I am a spirit trying to seperate from my thoughts. Everyone seems to be comforting me into death and telling me I dont need to go to the hospital (which i didn't need to) but i take this as "There is no use, your going to die"...Suddenly the blues change to a deep red and horrible thoughts of all my wrongdoing fill my head. I am consumed with guilt for my lifes actions and I figure that i am in my own hell. i hear my thoughts from other peoples lips and figure that my guilt is spilled for the world to see, and i am doomed in a hell of being forced to admit all guilt for everything i have ever done.
From there i convince myself that i am going to suffer of this fate for eternity and become very frightened and depressed... then i Completely snap out of it and come to... not realizing what happened until hours later, and only gradually.
In this trip i felt the worst I have every felt in my life, but because i didnt not fully comprehend the bad part of the trip until after it occured i felt the best i have ever felt in my life when I came to.
four friends and I decided to shroom at a friends house because of his awesome house layout and backyard. We took the mushrooms at 5:30 and started to watch alice in wonderland to get into a trippiing vibe. At 6:24 visuals started to kick in with aweome waves and color changes. we went outsside and played hackie sack and just checked stuff out. the waves moved very quickly and the color changes were dramatic and was like looking through stained glass that changes from red, blue, green, purple, yellow.... The confusion started to get to me and i realized i had to rediscover everything, only to forget about something else... the visuals start to get to me so i go inside and sink into the couch.
I start to listen to some music (pink floyd) which was insanely entertaining with the visuals and spinning and sinking... the room would grow and shrink and speed up and slow down very quickly and out of nowhere. listening to dark side of the moon, i made it to "Time" before i lost control of myself. The rest of my trip is very vauge, but i will try to describe it. and i did not realize what had happened untill i came to, and began to piece together the following.
I somehow get it into my head that we are somehow caught by the police. i now have to control over my visuals or focus on anything, and i cannot cmprehend anything... I become paralyed by my thoughts and sights. I then seperate from my body and i hear from far away in echoes, sound amplifies and distorts. christmas lights in the room start to look like sirens to cars and i start screaming " im going to be in so much trouble"... A friend pulls me out of it and tells me i will be okay and im not going to get in trouble for this.
I (of course) take this the wrong way and convince myself that he must have meant I am dying... I then start to shrink... everyone else grows... it becomes very bright and then becomes blue, everywhere. I feel as if I am a spirit trying to seperate from my thoughts. Everyone seems to be comforting me into death and telling me I dont need to go to the hospital (which i didn't need to) but i take this as "There is no use, your going to die"...Suddenly the blues change to a deep red and horrible thoughts of all my wrongdoing fill my head. I am consumed with guilt for my lifes actions and I figure that i am in my own hell. i hear my thoughts from other peoples lips and figure that my guilt is spilled for the world to see, and i am doomed in a hell of being forced to admit all guilt for everything i have ever done.
From there i convince myself that i am going to suffer of this fate for eternity and become very frightened and depressed... then i Completely snap out of it and come to... not realizing what happened until hours later, and only gradually.
In this trip i felt the worst I have every felt in my life, but because i didnt not fully comprehend the bad part of the trip until after it occured i felt the best i have ever felt in my life when I came to.
