2nd trip, bad again, but laughing at the end.
Well this was odd..
i had about 25 WET columbian P.cubensis on friday night, me and a friend had planned to do them together, just a small dosage like 12.5 WET each..
well we started off together eating probably around 6 grams each, and everything was good..
the party was set funny visuals every now and then, and well then i started freaking...
i kept walking off, thinking that everyone thought i was fucked, thinking they all knew i was on something, thinking i was a total ass, and started to regret takening them..
i then wondered into the woods, randomly, to get away from every one....
we must have had taken them around 12, and by 1:30 i had lost most of my contact with reality, i was in some bushes a fair way away, liing of the ground scared out of my head, gripping onto life, this is worse than when i drink to much...
i started taken photos to see where i needed to go, but i was scared some one would see me, so slowly but surely i started finding my way around..
every minute felt like an hour, i could see all sorts of crazy swiriling fractals, and mad colours everywhere, i had also drank a little and smoked A LITTLE..
at around 2/2:30 i started to make my way back, when i saw my mates i started asking if i looked allright and if i was making sense, it was then i realised how to control the shrooms and have a laugh - the peak had subsided, and i was having a right old laugh..
it was weird tho, because even though i had been lieing down, i was not dirty at all, or wet, infact i was perfectly clean, my head was confused, but things started to be funny because i was more saine!
i think what happend in both my trips was i had no trip sitter, the first time me and my mate just gave it ago, and had similar frightful epxerience, this time the same happend, except i comfronted ppl who didnt know i was on them who had on idea, even though i thought they must...
well this experience was fully blown, off 6 wet grams, in other words .6 dried..
the odd thing is its both level 2 and 4 combined at the same time.
Level 2
Bright colors, and visuals (i.e. things start to move and breathe), some 2 dimensional patterns become apparent upon shutting eyes. Confused or reminiscent thoughts. Change of short term memory leads to continual distractive thought patterns. Vast increase in creativity becomes apparent as the natural brain filter is bypassed.
Level 3
Very obvious visuals, everything looking curved and/or warped patterns and kaleidoscopes seen on walls, faces etc. Some mild hallucinations such as rivers flowing in wood grained or "mother of pearl" surfaces. Closed eye hallucinations become 3 dimensional. There is some confusion of the senses (i.e. seeing sounds as colors, etcetera). Time distortions and "moments of eternity".
Level 4
Strong hallucinations, i.e. objects morphing into other objects. Destruction or multiple splitting of the ego. (Things start talking to you, or you find that you are feeling contradictory things simultaneously). Some loss of reality. Time becomes meaningless. Out of body experiences and e.s.p. type phenomena. Blending of the senses.
i had very obvious visuals, confused, distractive patterns, splitting of ego, some loss of reality, time was meaningless..
level 3 doesnt really sound like what i had, but 2 does sort of and so does 4, so its like inbetween these, but not 3..
its strange, but so is mushroom land, i hope to return there one day, because that amazing glow, and joy i felt when i was confident, made it special...
So whats the whole point? well i would like some comments? but .6grams, giving me a level 2/4?? how odd is that, could i be hyper sensitive to shrooms?
Thanks
Well this was odd..
i had about 25 WET columbian P.cubensis on friday night, me and a friend had planned to do them together, just a small dosage like 12.5 WET each..
well we started off together eating probably around 6 grams each, and everything was good..
the party was set funny visuals every now and then, and well then i started freaking...
i kept walking off, thinking that everyone thought i was fucked, thinking they all knew i was on something, thinking i was a total ass, and started to regret takening them..
i then wondered into the woods, randomly, to get away from every one....
we must have had taken them around 12, and by 1:30 i had lost most of my contact with reality, i was in some bushes a fair way away, liing of the ground scared out of my head, gripping onto life, this is worse than when i drink to much...
i started taken photos to see where i needed to go, but i was scared some one would see me, so slowly but surely i started finding my way around..
every minute felt like an hour, i could see all sorts of crazy swiriling fractals, and mad colours everywhere, i had also drank a little and smoked A LITTLE..
at around 2/2:30 i started to make my way back, when i saw my mates i started asking if i looked allright and if i was making sense, it was then i realised how to control the shrooms and have a laugh - the peak had subsided, and i was having a right old laugh..
it was weird tho, because even though i had been lieing down, i was not dirty at all, or wet, infact i was perfectly clean, my head was confused, but things started to be funny because i was more saine!
i think what happend in both my trips was i had no trip sitter, the first time me and my mate just gave it ago, and had similar frightful epxerience, this time the same happend, except i comfronted ppl who didnt know i was on them who had on idea, even though i thought they must...
well this experience was fully blown, off 6 wet grams, in other words .6 dried..
the odd thing is its both level 2 and 4 combined at the same time.
Level 2
Bright colors, and visuals (i.e. things start to move and breathe), some 2 dimensional patterns become apparent upon shutting eyes. Confused or reminiscent thoughts. Change of short term memory leads to continual distractive thought patterns. Vast increase in creativity becomes apparent as the natural brain filter is bypassed.
Level 3
Very obvious visuals, everything looking curved and/or warped patterns and kaleidoscopes seen on walls, faces etc. Some mild hallucinations such as rivers flowing in wood grained or "mother of pearl" surfaces. Closed eye hallucinations become 3 dimensional. There is some confusion of the senses (i.e. seeing sounds as colors, etcetera). Time distortions and "moments of eternity".
Level 4
Strong hallucinations, i.e. objects morphing into other objects. Destruction or multiple splitting of the ego. (Things start talking to you, or you find that you are feeling contradictory things simultaneously). Some loss of reality. Time becomes meaningless. Out of body experiences and e.s.p. type phenomena. Blending of the senses.
i had very obvious visuals, confused, distractive patterns, splitting of ego, some loss of reality, time was meaningless..
level 3 doesnt really sound like what i had, but 2 does sort of and so does 4, so its like inbetween these, but not 3..
its strange, but so is mushroom land, i hope to return there one day, because that amazing glow, and joy i felt when i was confident, made it special...
So whats the whole point? well i would like some comments? but .6grams, giving me a level 2/4?? how odd is that, could i be hyper sensitive to shrooms?
Thanks