Lovestospoon
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This is my first time writing a trip report so go easy on me. My experience with drugs include weed, E, mollys (pure MDMA almost same as E but better) and now mushrooms. This is all happened two days ago on a friday at my house with my two best friends, J and C. Well here it goes..
So after months of looking for mushrooms and them not being in season i almost was about to give up looking until a casual friend at school called me up and asked if i wanted to buy home grown shrooms. I didnt care where they were grown i just wanted to try them. I barely let him finish before i said hell ya. He laughed and we met up 3 hours later to get them from him. I bought around 6.5 grams of dried mushrooms. They didnt look at all what i thought they would look like but i didnt care i wanted to try them.
C and I head back over to my house to wait for J to come over as he was hanging with his girlfriend. Being in high school still my parents were home so when we do things we need to keep quiet so we dont wake them. At around 9 p.m C and I smoke a couple of bowls while we wait for J. We put the mushrooms on a piece of paper and divide it into three equal piles. At around 10.30 p.m. J finally arrives. We run upstairs and grab some orange juice from my mini fridge. We sit down and turn on a show called Weeds while we eat the mushrooms. They didnt taste to bad but knowing what they were and being high made me gag a couple of times. C and J ate them all at once so they had a 10 min head start on their way to beautiful chaos as we later called it.
About 15 mins after eating them we could feel the body high so we turned off Weeds and put some music on. We had the music going through my xbox so we could put the visualization on, if you dont know what that is look it up and buy an xbox it is amazing when you trip or roll. I went to my couch and C and J were laying at the foot of the couch on a sleeping bag. They both started laughing as hard as they could. I laughed and they told me to wait and see what they were laughing about. I got up and turned off the lights and when i turned around to go back on the couch i felt it. It hit me like a ton of bricks, i even blinked and flinched because of it. I started laughing and walked back to the couch to lay down.
30 mins later things started getting crazy. I looked up at the ceiling and started seeing patterns and strobe lights from the xbox visualization appear around my whole room. I picked up my phone to see what time it was and was shocked to see tracers. I would move my fingers and it was like i had 3 hands over lapping each other and they all moved one after another. I told C and J about it and we stared at our hands for a good 15 min before we got bored and forgot what we were doing. This is when things got chaotic.
My mind was going crazy i couldnt control it, people who have done this know what im talking about. I couldnt stop thinking. I got extremely confused and decided to stand up. I looked around my room to see the walls and floor moving around like if you swirl a stick in a lake. It was awesome so i stood there and looked around for 10 mins. My mind was still going crazy i couldnt decide what i wanted to do. I wanted to do everything but couldnt decide what to do first. This is when i got stuck in a thought loop. I kept asking myself what do i do when im tripping. Do i stand up, walk around, sit, lay down, talk. I had no idea what to do and this is scared me because i was so confused. I went to my bed to lay down but got distracted by the way i was walking. I wouldnt just move my legs to walk i would move my entire body like i was dance walking. After walk dancing around my room for 15 mins i finally decided i needed to lay down. I got on my bed and looked back at C and J who were laying face down not talking or moving. I asked if they were ok and they both said ya.
Talking on mushrooms is a trip itself. You dont make words you just say random stuff and somehow the person your talking to understands it. This only works if that person is tripping to, to sober people you just look confused and cant think what to say.
I laid back down on my bed and looked up at the ceiling and watched the walls move and breathe with me. I kept thinking about everything as you cant stop it. This is when i got very confused and afraid. I was thinking but i could physically hear the words, i didnt know if i was talking outloud or not. I sat up and asked if i was talking but again i didnt know if i just thought it or actually said it. No one replied so i just laid down confused as hell.
I had to go to the bathroom so i walked out of my door. After looking at everything on the way to the bathroom i finally made it. Taking a piss is absolutely amazing because it looks awesome. You can almost make it stop like watch it in slow motion. After i pissed i turned around and looked at the mirror, i know its not good to and i didnt mean to it just happened. I tried to stop looking but i couldnt. My face was twisting and distorting but it would never stay that way. It would twist and distort for like 4 secs then go back to normal for a second and twist and distort again. I got addicted to the mirror and couldnt stop looking into it, it was beautiful. I hear a knock at the door and i open it and J has to piss. I try talking to him to ask how he was doing but i couldnt speak for some reason. I opened my mouth but nothing would come out. I got mad and walked back to my room to lay down on my bed.
Coming into the room was nice because we had soothing techno going and it was a very comfortable place to be in. I looked at C who was in the corner by the couch face down rolling around. I wanted to ask if he was ok but again nothing would come out. So i just looked at him. Then out of no where he yelled PAIN!. He rolled over and looked at me and laughed. He tried to talk but all he would say it I just....Uhhh...I just....Ya. So he rolled over and started mumbling things like James Franco and random stuff. J walked back into the room and laid on the floor, Im going to die now he said. C and I laughed our asses off, we knew what he meant and i could feel it to.
I laid down and this is when i was so scared but i understood at the same time. My mind was going insane and i knew i was going to die so i tried to fight it. After ten min of fighting i just let it take me over. I could feel my spirit being ripped out of my body but in a gentle way. I couldnt move or do anything i just laid there like a dead corpse watching my life. I walked around my room but when i looked at my bed i could still see myself laying there eyes wide open staring and not moving. I didnt care i understood what happened i knew i was going through ego death. I went and laid back on myself and i went back into my own body still unable to speak or move. Then out of no where it was like a movie of my life appeared in front of my eyes. I could see myself in the future at college, then with a family, then seeing my own kids graduate. It was so real, i could feel the touch when someone touched me. I could feel when my kid hugged me. It was so beautiful...then i watched myself sitting on a chair as an old man with my wife watching baseball on tv. This is when i watched the way i would die in real life, i had a heart attack on the chair while watching baseball, my favorite sport. It was so beautiful to watch in a weird way, I died watching my favorite thing and lived a full life. This is when i snapped back to reality and looked around my room still seeing the walls move and carpet breathe.
I looked over and C and J were on my couch staring at Halo 3, they wanted to play it but coudlnt get past watching it. I joined them and we talked about what happened and what we saw in our minds. C was going through a bad week so he was in a bad mood when he took them and had a horrible trip. This is the first and last time he will do mushrooms as it scared himself so much because he said he died for 4 hours and just saw a white light while a red flame was pulling him away from it and he fought it the whole time. J had a mellow and nice trip and found peace with the world. Kids at school we cant stand J had peace with in his own head and accepted them for who they are. I explained mine and we all laughed and played halo together.
The whole trip lasted about 7 hours, 3 hours was the peak and the rest was a severe body high. It taught me alot of things, like to cherish life and accept people for who they are. Overall i think mushrooms made me a better person as it did with my friends. I would suggest trying mushrooms if you havnt already. Just be safe with them and be with people you are comfortable with and in a area you are comfortable in. Thanks for reading and sorry it was so long
Peace and Love, Lovestospoon
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So after months of looking for mushrooms and them not being in season i almost was about to give up looking until a casual friend at school called me up and asked if i wanted to buy home grown shrooms. I didnt care where they were grown i just wanted to try them. I barely let him finish before i said hell ya. He laughed and we met up 3 hours later to get them from him. I bought around 6.5 grams of dried mushrooms. They didnt look at all what i thought they would look like but i didnt care i wanted to try them.
C and I head back over to my house to wait for J to come over as he was hanging with his girlfriend. Being in high school still my parents were home so when we do things we need to keep quiet so we dont wake them. At around 9 p.m C and I smoke a couple of bowls while we wait for J. We put the mushrooms on a piece of paper and divide it into three equal piles. At around 10.30 p.m. J finally arrives. We run upstairs and grab some orange juice from my mini fridge. We sit down and turn on a show called Weeds while we eat the mushrooms. They didnt taste to bad but knowing what they were and being high made me gag a couple of times. C and J ate them all at once so they had a 10 min head start on their way to beautiful chaos as we later called it.
About 15 mins after eating them we could feel the body high so we turned off Weeds and put some music on. We had the music going through my xbox so we could put the visualization on, if you dont know what that is look it up and buy an xbox it is amazing when you trip or roll. I went to my couch and C and J were laying at the foot of the couch on a sleeping bag. They both started laughing as hard as they could. I laughed and they told me to wait and see what they were laughing about. I got up and turned off the lights and when i turned around to go back on the couch i felt it. It hit me like a ton of bricks, i even blinked and flinched because of it. I started laughing and walked back to the couch to lay down.
30 mins later things started getting crazy. I looked up at the ceiling and started seeing patterns and strobe lights from the xbox visualization appear around my whole room. I picked up my phone to see what time it was and was shocked to see tracers. I would move my fingers and it was like i had 3 hands over lapping each other and they all moved one after another. I told C and J about it and we stared at our hands for a good 15 min before we got bored and forgot what we were doing. This is when things got chaotic.
My mind was going crazy i couldnt control it, people who have done this know what im talking about. I couldnt stop thinking. I got extremely confused and decided to stand up. I looked around my room to see the walls and floor moving around like if you swirl a stick in a lake. It was awesome so i stood there and looked around for 10 mins. My mind was still going crazy i couldnt decide what i wanted to do. I wanted to do everything but couldnt decide what to do first. This is when i got stuck in a thought loop. I kept asking myself what do i do when im tripping. Do i stand up, walk around, sit, lay down, talk. I had no idea what to do and this is scared me because i was so confused. I went to my bed to lay down but got distracted by the way i was walking. I wouldnt just move my legs to walk i would move my entire body like i was dance walking. After walk dancing around my room for 15 mins i finally decided i needed to lay down. I got on my bed and looked back at C and J who were laying face down not talking or moving. I asked if they were ok and they both said ya.
Talking on mushrooms is a trip itself. You dont make words you just say random stuff and somehow the person your talking to understands it. This only works if that person is tripping to, to sober people you just look confused and cant think what to say.
I laid back down on my bed and looked up at the ceiling and watched the walls move and breathe with me. I kept thinking about everything as you cant stop it. This is when i got very confused and afraid. I was thinking but i could physically hear the words, i didnt know if i was talking outloud or not. I sat up and asked if i was talking but again i didnt know if i just thought it or actually said it. No one replied so i just laid down confused as hell.
I had to go to the bathroom so i walked out of my door. After looking at everything on the way to the bathroom i finally made it. Taking a piss is absolutely amazing because it looks awesome. You can almost make it stop like watch it in slow motion. After i pissed i turned around and looked at the mirror, i know its not good to and i didnt mean to it just happened. I tried to stop looking but i couldnt. My face was twisting and distorting but it would never stay that way. It would twist and distort for like 4 secs then go back to normal for a second and twist and distort again. I got addicted to the mirror and couldnt stop looking into it, it was beautiful. I hear a knock at the door and i open it and J has to piss. I try talking to him to ask how he was doing but i couldnt speak for some reason. I opened my mouth but nothing would come out. I got mad and walked back to my room to lay down on my bed.
Coming into the room was nice because we had soothing techno going and it was a very comfortable place to be in. I looked at C who was in the corner by the couch face down rolling around. I wanted to ask if he was ok but again nothing would come out. So i just looked at him. Then out of no where he yelled PAIN!. He rolled over and looked at me and laughed. He tried to talk but all he would say it I just....Uhhh...I just....Ya. So he rolled over and started mumbling things like James Franco and random stuff. J walked back into the room and laid on the floor, Im going to die now he said. C and I laughed our asses off, we knew what he meant and i could feel it to.
I laid down and this is when i was so scared but i understood at the same time. My mind was going insane and i knew i was going to die so i tried to fight it. After ten min of fighting i just let it take me over. I could feel my spirit being ripped out of my body but in a gentle way. I couldnt move or do anything i just laid there like a dead corpse watching my life. I walked around my room but when i looked at my bed i could still see myself laying there eyes wide open staring and not moving. I didnt care i understood what happened i knew i was going through ego death. I went and laid back on myself and i went back into my own body still unable to speak or move. Then out of no where it was like a movie of my life appeared in front of my eyes. I could see myself in the future at college, then with a family, then seeing my own kids graduate. It was so real, i could feel the touch when someone touched me. I could feel when my kid hugged me. It was so beautiful...then i watched myself sitting on a chair as an old man with my wife watching baseball on tv. This is when i watched the way i would die in real life, i had a heart attack on the chair while watching baseball, my favorite sport. It was so beautiful to watch in a weird way, I died watching my favorite thing and lived a full life. This is when i snapped back to reality and looked around my room still seeing the walls move and carpet breathe.
I looked over and C and J were on my couch staring at Halo 3, they wanted to play it but coudlnt get past watching it. I joined them and we talked about what happened and what we saw in our minds. C was going through a bad week so he was in a bad mood when he took them and had a horrible trip. This is the first and last time he will do mushrooms as it scared himself so much because he said he died for 4 hours and just saw a white light while a red flame was pulling him away from it and he fought it the whole time. J had a mellow and nice trip and found peace with the world. Kids at school we cant stand J had peace with in his own head and accepted them for who they are. I explained mine and we all laughed and played halo together.
The whole trip lasted about 7 hours, 3 hours was the peak and the rest was a severe body high. It taught me alot of things, like to cherish life and accept people for who they are. Overall i think mushrooms made me a better person as it did with my friends. I would suggest trying mushrooms if you havnt already. Just be safe with them and be with people you are comfortable with and in a area you are comfortable in. Thanks for reading and sorry it was so long
Peace and Love, Lovestospoon
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