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Mushrooms (2g dried) - first time - a rollercoster ride you just gotta let take you
2 nights ago i had 2 dried grams of psyilosibe suberiginosa (a very strong mushroom) in peppermint tea. The shrooms were basically powdered and i only drank the tea but did not actually eat all the dregs down the bottom. I am relatively experienced with psycedelics and are becoming more comfortable on them each trip.
I put on a real chill mix i made and meditated to it, i felt a bit funny and at the same time felt like i wasted the mushies as i only steeped them and thought i probably wouldn't get a strong trip, how wrong i was. The come-on was quite quick and the music was sounding better and better, i opened my eyes after about half an hour and was getting some very nice visuals looking around the room.
I suddenly got a feeling that i should be outside with nature so went out and watch the trees swirl and the moon glare down on me. It was really amazing being outside but at the same time i felt more comfortable in my room (my room was set up with candles, insense, dimmed lights, music, cusions etc.)
After listening to some more music the trip was getting very heavy and all of a sudden felt VERY dmt like, i basically felt like i was on a small dose of dmt (which is still a strong dose of mushrooms). I closed my eyes and actually called on the dmt world to come on and to my suprise it did, right there and there i had a dmt breakthrough!!!!! i think i actually set of the chemicals in my brain however it only lasted for a few minutes, but it was definiatly like the dmt trips i have had before (not as strong as some though)
I felt like it was getting too late and decided i should be in bed.... i turned the music off and whenever i closed my eyes the trip became quite uncomfortable. After a little bit of this i was in quite an uncomfortable state, it was like i wasn't in control of my actions, however at the same time i knew i had the power to get into a better mindstate.
I decided it would be a good idea to dive into my philosophy assignment, i went downstairs to make some tea to have while i did it and Igot stuck in some VERYweird loops. I found myself walking back and forward, forgetting what i was doing, and at points i even stoped functioning! i was standing there unable to move (i'm sure i could but it was like there was no motivation for my neurons to fire off). My assignment was ironically on free will and determinism and all this time i felt like i wasn't in control of my actions whatsoever, which was quite frustrating and created anxiety. I did realise that any weird and irrational thoughts were coming from inside me (my unconcious was definiatly at the surface) although i did realise it was probably good because i think i overcame some things swimming around my unconcious.
I took this all as a sign that i was meant to be doing something else and instead of doing my assignment i turned the computer off and put on infected mushrooms new cd (disk 2). I followed my intuition and just had fun instead of thinking about my assignment, i had a fat boogie and then lay down on the bed and this is where the trip became so positive it was just fucking amazing. Infected's music was doing wonders for me and i felt like I was under a waterfall of positive energy, i remember thinking that if there was a heaven then this is what it would be like, being bathed in the love of the universe...... WOW! what an experience. I actually could feel positive energy being washed over me, i have never in my entire life experienced anything this strong and spiritual.
These feelings of empathy and beauty were washed over me for around half an hour and it's amazing how good things got once i had simply stopped trying to fight the trip and followed my intuition as to what i should be doing. I started thinking about a close friend and my girlfriend and actually felt love building up inside of me, the chemical in my brain must have been peaking and peaking until i fucking exploded. I then had a fucking orgasm! It was not a sexual one as such (no sexual thoughts) but i knew that the chemical in my brain that was going off to the fucking max was the one that would when you would orgasm. Because of the mushrooms i think i experienced it on a completely hightened level and it was way better then sex! (i'm a guy by the way and no i'm not doing it wrong
).
I came to a realisation that all spirituality has to actually be tied into science, and realised that our bodies were designed (or have evolved) to have chemicals which can result in the most amazing feelings ever. It's like the mushrooms were not only releasing all the good ones but peaking them to such an extent it is undescribable in english At one stage i was in so much pleasure i actually wanted it to stop, it was seriously just to much of a good thing and starting to bug me a bit.
For the next hour or two i was drunk on the mushrooms, just lying there slopped out on my bed with the biggest grin, feeling better than ever, and perfectly comfortable with how i was feeling. It was all the empathy and love from a pill (but about 50 times stronger) and also i didn't need anyone around and there was none of the uncomfortablness i experience with pills.
I had many great ideas (poems, quotes etc) except i wasn't really in the mood to write them down, just being in that mindstate was enough, although i do kind of regret this now cos i had some amazing creative ideas. It took me a while to get to sleep but it did not matter cos i loved every minute of it, still sitting there feeling full of a great energy!
All in all it was the best trip i have ever had and it was the first solo psyhedelic experience i have had (been meaning to for a looooooooooong time). If i had have followed the advice of people who have valium or whatever to kill the trip then i would have missed out on the most pleasurable experience of my life. In the one trip i expereinced emotions and feelings stronger than most humans could even imagine and would experience in their entire lives. I have so much respect for this drug and definiatly do not want to over do it, i want to keep them sacred
There's a lot more i could have wrote however i don't want to make this to long and unreadable. I'm sure i've left a lot of great stuff out but you all get the general idea Wow what an experience! approach this drug with respect and you will get so much back! In the words of the comic book guy "best drug ever!"
Peace, and if you read this far thankyou, i do appricate it
Mick
2 nights ago i had 2 dried grams of psyilosibe suberiginosa (a very strong mushroom) in peppermint tea. The shrooms were basically powdered and i only drank the tea but did not actually eat all the dregs down the bottom. I am relatively experienced with psycedelics and are becoming more comfortable on them each trip.
I put on a real chill mix i made and meditated to it, i felt a bit funny and at the same time felt like i wasted the mushies as i only steeped them and thought i probably wouldn't get a strong trip, how wrong i was. The come-on was quite quick and the music was sounding better and better, i opened my eyes after about half an hour and was getting some very nice visuals looking around the room.
I suddenly got a feeling that i should be outside with nature so went out and watch the trees swirl and the moon glare down on me. It was really amazing being outside but at the same time i felt more comfortable in my room (my room was set up with candles, insense, dimmed lights, music, cusions etc.)
After listening to some more music the trip was getting very heavy and all of a sudden felt VERY dmt like, i basically felt like i was on a small dose of dmt (which is still a strong dose of mushrooms). I closed my eyes and actually called on the dmt world to come on and to my suprise it did, right there and there i had a dmt breakthrough!!!!! i think i actually set of the chemicals in my brain however it only lasted for a few minutes, but it was definiatly like the dmt trips i have had before (not as strong as some though)
I felt like it was getting too late and decided i should be in bed.... i turned the music off and whenever i closed my eyes the trip became quite uncomfortable. After a little bit of this i was in quite an uncomfortable state, it was like i wasn't in control of my actions, however at the same time i knew i had the power to get into a better mindstate.
I decided it would be a good idea to dive into my philosophy assignment, i went downstairs to make some tea to have while i did it and Igot stuck in some VERYweird loops. I found myself walking back and forward, forgetting what i was doing, and at points i even stoped functioning! i was standing there unable to move (i'm sure i could but it was like there was no motivation for my neurons to fire off). My assignment was ironically on free will and determinism and all this time i felt like i wasn't in control of my actions whatsoever, which was quite frustrating and created anxiety. I did realise that any weird and irrational thoughts were coming from inside me (my unconcious was definiatly at the surface) although i did realise it was probably good because i think i overcame some things swimming around my unconcious.
I took this all as a sign that i was meant to be doing something else and instead of doing my assignment i turned the computer off and put on infected mushrooms new cd (disk 2). I followed my intuition and just had fun instead of thinking about my assignment, i had a fat boogie and then lay down on the bed and this is where the trip became so positive it was just fucking amazing. Infected's music was doing wonders for me and i felt like I was under a waterfall of positive energy, i remember thinking that if there was a heaven then this is what it would be like, being bathed in the love of the universe...... WOW! what an experience. I actually could feel positive energy being washed over me, i have never in my entire life experienced anything this strong and spiritual.
These feelings of empathy and beauty were washed over me for around half an hour and it's amazing how good things got once i had simply stopped trying to fight the trip and followed my intuition as to what i should be doing. I started thinking about a close friend and my girlfriend and actually felt love building up inside of me, the chemical in my brain must have been peaking and peaking until i fucking exploded. I then had a fucking orgasm! It was not a sexual one as such (no sexual thoughts) but i knew that the chemical in my brain that was going off to the fucking max was the one that would when you would orgasm. Because of the mushrooms i think i experienced it on a completely hightened level and it was way better then sex! (i'm a guy by the way and no i'm not doing it wrong
).I came to a realisation that all spirituality has to actually be tied into science, and realised that our bodies were designed (or have evolved) to have chemicals which can result in the most amazing feelings ever. It's like the mushrooms were not only releasing all the good ones but peaking them to such an extent it is undescribable in english At one stage i was in so much pleasure i actually wanted it to stop, it was seriously just to much of a good thing and starting to bug me a bit.
For the next hour or two i was drunk on the mushrooms, just lying there slopped out on my bed with the biggest grin, feeling better than ever, and perfectly comfortable with how i was feeling. It was all the empathy and love from a pill (but about 50 times stronger) and also i didn't need anyone around and there was none of the uncomfortablness i experience with pills.
I had many great ideas (poems, quotes etc) except i wasn't really in the mood to write them down, just being in that mindstate was enough, although i do kind of regret this now cos i had some amazing creative ideas. It took me a while to get to sleep but it did not matter cos i loved every minute of it, still sitting there feeling full of a great energy!
All in all it was the best trip i have ever had and it was the first solo psyhedelic experience i have had (been meaning to for a looooooooooong time). If i had have followed the advice of people who have valium or whatever to kill the trip then i would have missed out on the most pleasurable experience of my life. In the one trip i expereinced emotions and feelings stronger than most humans could even imagine and would experience in their entire lives. I have so much respect for this drug and definiatly do not want to over do it, i want to keep them sacred
There's a lot more i could have wrote however i don't want to make this to long and unreadable. I'm sure i've left a lot of great stuff out but you all get the general idea
Wow what an experience! approach this drug with respect and you will get so much back! In the words of the comic book guy "best drug ever!"Peace, and if you read this far thankyou, i do appricate it
Mick
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