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Bluelighter
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- Apr 23, 2006
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Well I had finally gotten ahold of some wonderful fungus after some time. So I was at a very close friend of mines' home, we'll call her M. Well M was leaving for work and wouldn't get off for several hours and I was going to chill at her house until she got back. So I was alone, everybody was out of school because of winter break, and I was completely dry of any marijuana. I had some shrooms (it was eyeballed so I don't know the exact weight but there were about 6 caps and stems) with me but didn't plan to take it for a couple of days. So the idea comes to me that I should try a low dose for my first time just to get a sense of what shrooms had to offer. I grab 2 caps and stems and added them to some ravioli (sp?) smothered in ragu sauce to hide any disgusting tatse, coincidently the sauce I used was the mushroom sauce being that was the only kind in the house hahaha. I throw in the shrooms and proceed to chow down. To kill some time I watched a movie figuring that by the end of the movie it should kick in, well it didn't. I thought about taking some more but I gave it the benefit of the doubt and waited a little more. I put in another movie and about 30 minutes into it I decide to take a shower. While in the shower I felt something strange but didn't think anything of it. It had been raining for the whole week, but when I looked outside while in the shower it was real sunny day and everything just stood out more looking beautiful I started smiling....a lot! and I was so happy. I took that as a sign of a good trip ahead of me.
As I was showering I felt as though the shampoo bottles were watching me as they were on the window sill. Two bottles especially stood out to me they were both the same brand and color, a blue cap and yellow and white bottle. I felt so intimidated by them for some reason, seemed like they were guards or something from some cartoon world. Being in the shower I felt confined and trapped so I decided to get out and as I open the curtain I was blown away at how everything outside of the shower seemed so new so different like I have never been there before. Right when I stepped out the shower I had a sudden urge to take a shit and during my shit I kept thinking I needed to get out of the house so when I was done I went into the room and it was real messy. I cleaned a bit because for some reason I felt the need to but I didn't finish cleaning because I couldn't stand being around so much mess and clutter. So I left to take a walk. As I stepped outside I felt a sense of calmness and well-being. The colors on the buliding were so bright and vibrant it was like a video game. Trees, bushes all of nature felt alive just watching me like they knew I was shrooming. But none of this scared me, it made me happy. Like nature was on my side taking care of me.
Walking, I pass by two ladies but it was hard to distinguish their faces it seemed distorted and evil. I couldn't look at them so I turn my head away. Then as I arrive at my house a car passes by me and it looked like the same two ladies from before but that was impossible because they went the opposite way that lived and I lived on the other side of the neighboorhood this scared yet made me laugh a bit. I go inside grab a couple of things talked to my roommate for a little bit ( which felt uncomfortable for some reason) then left back to M's house. I go inside and was like fuck I can't be in here. So I go take a walk on campus which was empty because of break and theres tons of trees and gardens. Walking on campus there are two skaters and passing by I saw this look on their faces that scared me so I immediately left and walked past this beautiful garden which lifted my mood greatly. Then I decided to go to the top of this building that overlooks the whole campus. I sat up there and just watching the trees and everything seemed so surreal, the movements of the trees in the wind just amazed the hell out of me. One tree looked like it had arms waving in the wind. Sitting up there I decided to meditate but it was difficult because my mind was racing with so many thoughts.
After some time I decided it was time to head back to M's house. I get there lay down watching a movie waiting for the trip to end. It felt like an eternity. And while watching the movie I started laughing at parts that weren't funny. During the movie I tried to sleep wanting the trip to end but I couldn't sleep. At this point I really wanted to smoke something weed was out of the question so I wanted a ciggarette but none was available I looked all around didn't find any. But there was tobacco from a gutted swisher (a blunt) in the ash tray so I grabbed some papers and rolled up a cigg out of the tobacco hahaha smoked that and eventually the trip ended.
It was a nice mellow trip. The whole time I could feel that theres so much more to mushrooms, like I could feel the potential of how powerful shrooms could be. During most of the trip I had my ipod with me but didnt pay attention to the music because it was so hard to listen to any music with lyrics. I could also see how easily a trip could go bad in an instance.
For this being my first and only psychedelic trip I'd like to think that I was shown the door to a fantastic world but have yet to step through.
p.s. sorry if its long i tried keeping it as short as possible
p.p.s this was about a month ago so thats about most of what i remembered
As I was showering I felt as though the shampoo bottles were watching me as they were on the window sill. Two bottles especially stood out to me they were both the same brand and color, a blue cap and yellow and white bottle. I felt so intimidated by them for some reason, seemed like they were guards or something from some cartoon world. Being in the shower I felt confined and trapped so I decided to get out and as I open the curtain I was blown away at how everything outside of the shower seemed so new so different like I have never been there before. Right when I stepped out the shower I had a sudden urge to take a shit and during my shit I kept thinking I needed to get out of the house so when I was done I went into the room and it was real messy. I cleaned a bit because for some reason I felt the need to but I didn't finish cleaning because I couldn't stand being around so much mess and clutter. So I left to take a walk. As I stepped outside I felt a sense of calmness and well-being. The colors on the buliding were so bright and vibrant it was like a video game. Trees, bushes all of nature felt alive just watching me like they knew I was shrooming. But none of this scared me, it made me happy. Like nature was on my side taking care of me.
Walking, I pass by two ladies but it was hard to distinguish their faces it seemed distorted and evil. I couldn't look at them so I turn my head away. Then as I arrive at my house a car passes by me and it looked like the same two ladies from before but that was impossible because they went the opposite way that lived and I lived on the other side of the neighboorhood this scared yet made me laugh a bit. I go inside grab a couple of things talked to my roommate for a little bit ( which felt uncomfortable for some reason) then left back to M's house. I go inside and was like fuck I can't be in here. So I go take a walk on campus which was empty because of break and theres tons of trees and gardens. Walking on campus there are two skaters and passing by I saw this look on their faces that scared me so I immediately left and walked past this beautiful garden which lifted my mood greatly. Then I decided to go to the top of this building that overlooks the whole campus. I sat up there and just watching the trees and everything seemed so surreal, the movements of the trees in the wind just amazed the hell out of me. One tree looked like it had arms waving in the wind. Sitting up there I decided to meditate but it was difficult because my mind was racing with so many thoughts.
After some time I decided it was time to head back to M's house. I get there lay down watching a movie waiting for the trip to end. It felt like an eternity. And while watching the movie I started laughing at parts that weren't funny. During the movie I tried to sleep wanting the trip to end but I couldn't sleep. At this point I really wanted to smoke something weed was out of the question so I wanted a ciggarette but none was available I looked all around didn't find any. But there was tobacco from a gutted swisher (a blunt) in the ash tray so I grabbed some papers and rolled up a cigg out of the tobacco hahaha smoked that and eventually the trip ended.
It was a nice mellow trip. The whole time I could feel that theres so much more to mushrooms, like I could feel the potential of how powerful shrooms could be. During most of the trip I had my ipod with me but didnt pay attention to the music because it was so hard to listen to any music with lyrics. I could also see how easily a trip could go bad in an instance.
For this being my first and only psychedelic trip I'd like to think that I was shown the door to a fantastic world but have yet to step through.
p.s. sorry if its long i tried keeping it as short as possible
p.p.s this was about a month ago so thats about most of what i remembered
