this is quit lengthy & i apologize in advance.
last night was my first time to take shrooms. three other (experienced) friends and i took 1/16 each as we were told these were strong. we chewed them and swallowed with some iced tea at 11:15 pm.
around 11:30 i went outside to smoke, and i saw a little rainbow outlining the moon. i wasn’t sure if the shrooms were kicking in, and i thought i was making myself see it because i was anticipating the effects. when i was done smoking, the body load kicked in. we were in my room with dj sammy’s “sunshine” playing on repeat, and i lied down in my bed because i didn’t want to move. just then i started laughing at everything! i felt very giggly and could not stop laughing. after getting a little nauseas, i had to smoke again.
the walk outside seemed much longer than it was before. while outside, i leaned on a window and stared at the sky. i could hear the music from my room, and my eyes began to shut. the closed eye visuals were so beautiful. there were multitudes of stars exploding like fireworks. i felt more and more beautiful with each toke of my cigarette. i went back to my room, where a friend was chillin on my bed. i had to use the restroom, but just thinking of going seemed like such a journey (i live in a dorm and the bathroom is down a short hall). but i had to go, so i walked the long distance and made my way to the bathroom. the tile on the floor was breathing and it was very interesting to look at. then, while i was washing my hands, still feeling pretty from my smoke before, i looked into the mirror. that’s when i learned, do not look into the mirror! little red lines started crawling around my face. i shut my eyes and ran back to my room.
now, i have already lost all concept of time. i closed my eyes, listened to the music and just enjoyed the visuals going through my mind. eyes seemed to be a big visual for me. evil eyes, closed eyes, pink eyes, purple eyes, etc. floated around my mind. it was interesting how the evil eyes didn’t scare me at all. i was very fascinated with them.
the song we were listening to kept saying sunlight and i was able to feel the sunlight on my face as the lights in my room seemed to get brighter. i felt as though i was seeing the world as it should be….beautiful! as the song says “i’m drifting away somehow, by the presence of the morning sun….. sunlight, there’s nothing like your warm embrace. it feels so right shining on your sculptured(?) face.” i could feel the warmth and happiness of the world… i wanted to share that moment with everyone!
throughout the “trip,” i kept thinking of how i would right a trip report because i wanted everyone to feel the way i was feeling. at this point i realized that once my mind had a thought, i was fixated on that thought. i wanted another cigarette because i was still a little nauseas, but i was enjoying the visuals so much (hearts and eyes and rainbow patterns) but a lil cigarette beautifully lit, kept flashing in my mind. my mind was thinking a mile a minute. around 1-ish, i finally went outside for another cigarette and stared at the sky. the stars were dancing in the glow of the moon. it was very enchanting. they all became shooting stars with various colored trails. again, it was another realization that the world and everything in it was beautiful.
i went inside because it was so cold. i was sitting on my bed again, eyes closed, when i started envisioning what a beautiful thing sex was. i kept seeing colorful outlines of a couple merging into one another while they were making love. they were surrounded by various patterns and there was a certain glow around them. they would merge into each other and turn into other patterns like hearts.
then my phone rang. it was one of the other friends who had eaten the shrooms, but had gone into another room to watch a movie. she wanted me the friend that was with me to watch the movie with them. so we decided to go. as i was opening my door, i felt very much like alice in alice in wonderland because i felt so small compared to the door and the walls. then, i had to make a trip to the dreaded bathroom. i sincerely disliked the bathroom, like i developed a fear of the bathroom. my friend waited as she became amazed at the tiled floor. the other two ended up walking in my hall, still very giggly. we went outside to smoke, laughing at the fact that whatever movie they were watching confused them beyond belief. and how we were all a little confused by anything =)
my friend amazed at the floor had gone back to my room. and the other two went back to their movie. i went to get the friend in my room because i wanted all four of us to be together. she decided, however, to go back to her room. when she left, i just wanted to experience my room and being alone before the “trip” ended. then i really lost all track of time. i laid in my bed, and every position i was in was more comfortable than the one before. i felt like my body was twisting and flowing. at one point, my face was nestled in my arm and i was amazed at wow wonderful my skin felt. every now and then i had to open my eyes to make sure i was still awake. i stared and the walls breathing and patterns on the ceiling. i also became fascinated with my feet (i have a thing with feet and i don’t like them very much)
anyway, my room became my comfort zone and i didn’t want to leave. any trip to the bathroom, i had to convince myself to go. but i came back to my room as fast as i could, i wrapped myself in my down comforter because it made me feel secure. cev’s still very pleasant.
now i am aware of the time. it is 4am and i’m coming down. i become slightly agitated with little things. i turn off two star lamps i have hanging from my ceiling. i changed pj’s like 3 times. two bracelets i haven’t taken off in a long time become extremely annoying. like i said, i became fixated on things for quite some time. i took one off with ease. the other was very difficult. it was tight so i pulled it with as much force as possible. i was using my nails, when i felt one of them tear. i unbent that nail, and continued to pull off the bracelet. when it finally came off, i decided to cut my nail, but it when i looked at it again, it was never even broken. i finally went to bed at around 4:45-5 am.
||edit- i just wanted to add that at this point, all thoughts took on the voice of seth green's character james st. james from party monster...||
again i apologize for this being long.
however, i’m glad i got the chance to see the world as beautiful as everyone should see it. =)
last night was my first time to take shrooms. three other (experienced) friends and i took 1/16 each as we were told these were strong. we chewed them and swallowed with some iced tea at 11:15 pm.
around 11:30 i went outside to smoke, and i saw a little rainbow outlining the moon. i wasn’t sure if the shrooms were kicking in, and i thought i was making myself see it because i was anticipating the effects. when i was done smoking, the body load kicked in. we were in my room with dj sammy’s “sunshine” playing on repeat, and i lied down in my bed because i didn’t want to move. just then i started laughing at everything! i felt very giggly and could not stop laughing. after getting a little nauseas, i had to smoke again.
the walk outside seemed much longer than it was before. while outside, i leaned on a window and stared at the sky. i could hear the music from my room, and my eyes began to shut. the closed eye visuals were so beautiful. there were multitudes of stars exploding like fireworks. i felt more and more beautiful with each toke of my cigarette. i went back to my room, where a friend was chillin on my bed. i had to use the restroom, but just thinking of going seemed like such a journey (i live in a dorm and the bathroom is down a short hall). but i had to go, so i walked the long distance and made my way to the bathroom. the tile on the floor was breathing and it was very interesting to look at. then, while i was washing my hands, still feeling pretty from my smoke before, i looked into the mirror. that’s when i learned, do not look into the mirror! little red lines started crawling around my face. i shut my eyes and ran back to my room.
now, i have already lost all concept of time. i closed my eyes, listened to the music and just enjoyed the visuals going through my mind. eyes seemed to be a big visual for me. evil eyes, closed eyes, pink eyes, purple eyes, etc. floated around my mind. it was interesting how the evil eyes didn’t scare me at all. i was very fascinated with them.
the song we were listening to kept saying sunlight and i was able to feel the sunlight on my face as the lights in my room seemed to get brighter. i felt as though i was seeing the world as it should be….beautiful! as the song says “i’m drifting away somehow, by the presence of the morning sun….. sunlight, there’s nothing like your warm embrace. it feels so right shining on your sculptured(?) face.” i could feel the warmth and happiness of the world… i wanted to share that moment with everyone!
throughout the “trip,” i kept thinking of how i would right a trip report because i wanted everyone to feel the way i was feeling. at this point i realized that once my mind had a thought, i was fixated on that thought. i wanted another cigarette because i was still a little nauseas, but i was enjoying the visuals so much (hearts and eyes and rainbow patterns) but a lil cigarette beautifully lit, kept flashing in my mind. my mind was thinking a mile a minute. around 1-ish, i finally went outside for another cigarette and stared at the sky. the stars were dancing in the glow of the moon. it was very enchanting. they all became shooting stars with various colored trails. again, it was another realization that the world and everything in it was beautiful.
i went inside because it was so cold. i was sitting on my bed again, eyes closed, when i started envisioning what a beautiful thing sex was. i kept seeing colorful outlines of a couple merging into one another while they were making love. they were surrounded by various patterns and there was a certain glow around them. they would merge into each other and turn into other patterns like hearts.
then my phone rang. it was one of the other friends who had eaten the shrooms, but had gone into another room to watch a movie. she wanted me the friend that was with me to watch the movie with them. so we decided to go. as i was opening my door, i felt very much like alice in alice in wonderland because i felt so small compared to the door and the walls. then, i had to make a trip to the dreaded bathroom. i sincerely disliked the bathroom, like i developed a fear of the bathroom. my friend waited as she became amazed at the tiled floor. the other two ended up walking in my hall, still very giggly. we went outside to smoke, laughing at the fact that whatever movie they were watching confused them beyond belief. and how we were all a little confused by anything =)
my friend amazed at the floor had gone back to my room. and the other two went back to their movie. i went to get the friend in my room because i wanted all four of us to be together. she decided, however, to go back to her room. when she left, i just wanted to experience my room and being alone before the “trip” ended. then i really lost all track of time. i laid in my bed, and every position i was in was more comfortable than the one before. i felt like my body was twisting and flowing. at one point, my face was nestled in my arm and i was amazed at wow wonderful my skin felt. every now and then i had to open my eyes to make sure i was still awake. i stared and the walls breathing and patterns on the ceiling. i also became fascinated with my feet (i have a thing with feet and i don’t like them very much)
anyway, my room became my comfort zone and i didn’t want to leave. any trip to the bathroom, i had to convince myself to go. but i came back to my room as fast as i could, i wrapped myself in my down comforter because it made me feel secure. cev’s still very pleasant.
now i am aware of the time. it is 4am and i’m coming down. i become slightly agitated with little things. i turn off two star lamps i have hanging from my ceiling. i changed pj’s like 3 times. two bracelets i haven’t taken off in a long time become extremely annoying. like i said, i became fixated on things for quite some time. i took one off with ease. the other was very difficult. it was tight so i pulled it with as much force as possible. i was using my nails, when i felt one of them tear. i unbent that nail, and continued to pull off the bracelet. when it finally came off, i decided to cut my nail, but it when i looked at it again, it was never even broken. i finally went to bed at around 4:45-5 am.
||edit- i just wanted to add that at this point, all thoughts took on the voice of seth green's character james st. james from party monster...||
again i apologize for this being long.
however, i’m glad i got the chance to see the world as beautiful as everyone should see it. =)
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