StAy HiGh
Bluelighter
Mushrooms- 1st time- Strangest day of my life
My friend Ali have both wanted to try shrooms for a while. We both made sure to do some research on it to make sure we knew what we were getting ourselves into. When we found someone who had them we both bought an 1/8th each. We woke up at around 7:30 A.M and took the mushrooms about 30 minutes later. I ate the entire eighth of my bag and my friend ate almost all of hers too. We ate them plain and tasted discusting but I was really excited so I didn't really care. At first while we were waiting for it to kick in, I didn't really feel it and doubted that it would even work 8) . Then a few people came over and we just hung out. I started to feel the mushrooms kick in- the music sounded so intense and I realized that I had been staring at the red lights on the radio for awhile. It was a good feeling though. We smoked a few bowls. I started to feel the mushrooms alot more- it was still a good feeling though.
Then a little later everything went wrong. I forgot my name, I was trying so hard to think of it but the harder I tried the more I wondered. I then honestly forgot WHO I was. Everything just completely vanished from my memory- I couldn't remember anything that happened in the past, who my family was- did I have a family? Where did I live? Do I live here? I then looked around and wondered where the hell I was. I saw other people in the room and had no clue who they were. I started getting scared but was trying not to freak out- but I just couldn't calm my mind down.
I've never been so confused. Everyone was telling me their name again but I just couldn't remember who they were. I kept looking in the mirror because I couldn't remember what I looked like. I was sitting on the bed which doesn't have a bed frame and I guess since I was expecting there to be something holding up the matress I got confused. I felt really tall since I was sitting on the bed but my legs were on the floor lol. I look around and still can't figure out where the hell I am. I was so confused- what the fuck are we doing?! Who is everyone- who the fuck am I ?! So many questions that I couldn't anserw kept racing through my head. I started to freak out.
We went into the garage and everyone smoked a little more. I don't think I did, but I can't really remember. Everyone's legs looked really short while the rest of their bodies looked long. The floor was green. Someone said they felt cold but I couldn't feel anything- I just felt numb. I was trying soo hard just not to think at all- jus to relax and calm down but I couldn't. I wanted the trip to be over soo bad- what if I was one of those rare cases and I stay like this forever? I wanted to go home but I didn't know where home was. I thought maybe if I got to my home I could remember something- anything. Luckily, no one would let me go home because if I got caught trippin I would have been screwed.
The rest Is all just a big blur. I think we went downstairs-I saw a spider on the curtain over the couch- I don't think that was a hallucination though? We left alis house and it was raining outside. I fell into a puddle of mud outside lol. All I remember is we were driving around and I was so confused. I had no idea where we were or who anyone was still. I kept staring at the rain drops on the window- how did they stay on the car without falling off?? We got out of the car and started walking inside. Somehow I managed to fall into another puddle lol. I don't think we were inside long but I can't remember.
The shrooms started to wear off. We were in the car back to alis house near a main road and I remembered being there before. Suddenly things just kept comming back to me and I started to remember more. Eventually, it was clear and I just felt high which is a pretty normal feeling for me lol. My mom called my cell and asked what I was doing today. Looking at the clock I realized it was only the early afternoon. I started laughing- I still had the whole day ahead of me. It seemed like I was tripping for forever!
I feel soo bad because I must have been annoying everyone the whole time I was freaking out. Mushrooms are definately a crazy drug. I don't know why I tripped so hard? I wasn't expecting that. But then again I would have never expected to ever loose all sense of identity and not know who I was, who anyone else was, or even who people were in general. I felt like I was just some lost creature who didn't know where the hell it was and why it was there. It was by far one of the strangest experiences of my life.
My friend Ali have both wanted to try shrooms for a while. We both made sure to do some research on it to make sure we knew what we were getting ourselves into. When we found someone who had them we both bought an 1/8th each. We woke up at around 7:30 A.M and took the mushrooms about 30 minutes later. I ate the entire eighth of my bag and my friend ate almost all of hers too. We ate them plain and tasted discusting but I was really excited so I didn't really care. At first while we were waiting for it to kick in, I didn't really feel it and doubted that it would even work 8) . Then a few people came over and we just hung out. I started to feel the mushrooms kick in- the music sounded so intense and I realized that I had been staring at the red lights on the radio for awhile. It was a good feeling though. We smoked a few bowls. I started to feel the mushrooms alot more- it was still a good feeling though.
Then a little later everything went wrong. I forgot my name, I was trying so hard to think of it but the harder I tried the more I wondered. I then honestly forgot WHO I was. Everything just completely vanished from my memory- I couldn't remember anything that happened in the past, who my family was- did I have a family? Where did I live? Do I live here? I then looked around and wondered where the hell I was. I saw other people in the room and had no clue who they were. I started getting scared but was trying not to freak out- but I just couldn't calm my mind down.
I've never been so confused. Everyone was telling me their name again but I just couldn't remember who they were. I kept looking in the mirror because I couldn't remember what I looked like. I was sitting on the bed which doesn't have a bed frame and I guess since I was expecting there to be something holding up the matress I got confused. I felt really tall since I was sitting on the bed but my legs were on the floor lol. I look around and still can't figure out where the hell I am. I was so confused- what the fuck are we doing?! Who is everyone- who the fuck am I ?! So many questions that I couldn't anserw kept racing through my head. I started to freak out.
We went into the garage and everyone smoked a little more. I don't think I did, but I can't really remember. Everyone's legs looked really short while the rest of their bodies looked long. The floor was green. Someone said they felt cold but I couldn't feel anything- I just felt numb. I was trying soo hard just not to think at all- jus to relax and calm down but I couldn't. I wanted the trip to be over soo bad- what if I was one of those rare cases and I stay like this forever? I wanted to go home but I didn't know where home was. I thought maybe if I got to my home I could remember something- anything. Luckily, no one would let me go home because if I got caught trippin I would have been screwed.
The rest Is all just a big blur. I think we went downstairs-I saw a spider on the curtain over the couch- I don't think that was a hallucination though? We left alis house and it was raining outside. I fell into a puddle of mud outside lol. All I remember is we were driving around and I was so confused. I had no idea where we were or who anyone was still. I kept staring at the rain drops on the window- how did they stay on the car without falling off?? We got out of the car and started walking inside. Somehow I managed to fall into another puddle lol. I don't think we were inside long but I can't remember.
The shrooms started to wear off. We were in the car back to alis house near a main road and I remembered being there before. Suddenly things just kept comming back to me and I started to remember more. Eventually, it was clear and I just felt high which is a pretty normal feeling for me lol. My mom called my cell and asked what I was doing today. Looking at the clock I realized it was only the early afternoon. I started laughing- I still had the whole day ahead of me. It seemed like I was tripping for forever!
I feel soo bad because I must have been annoying everyone the whole time I was freaking out. Mushrooms are definately a crazy drug. I don't know why I tripped so hard? I wasn't expecting that. But then again I would have never expected to ever loose all sense of identity and not know who I was, who anyone else was, or even who people were in general. I felt like I was just some lost creature who didn't know where the hell it was and why it was there. It was by far one of the strangest experiences of my life.
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