angel_baby55
Bluelighter
dose: (about) 1.5g shrooms, eatin on an empty stomache with a peanut butter granola bar, washed down with juice
setting: a good friends college appartment, 1pm
i had been waiting to get shrooms for a very long time, about 2 months so i was very excited about the experiance when the day came to take them. the day of the experiance, i made salad to eat for later on, set up my friends appartment for tripping (with my ipod hooked onto the computer, cartoon-like movies picked out by the DVD player, trip toys like LED lights and coloring books, a pen and a paper.
1:55 - i ate the shrooms, my friend descides he will just watch over me and not eat any at all. after 10 mins after chewing the shrooms i start getting body rushes and noticing things moving in the corner of my eye.
2:30 - things get really intense. i came up on the shrooms before i even knew what hit me. i noticed things on the ceiling starting to move, felt like laughin at everything. my friend started to eat while i played a trippy video game about collecting objects (weird, i know) and started to notice the candy-like colors of the video game in the world all around me. the playstation remote was glowing and so was the whole room. i felt a little overwhelmed, and thoughts started rushing through my mind. the floor began to "breathe" and i started touching the carpet saying "it feels amazing!!" while watching the sofa patterns become 3-D.
3:30 - i see rainbows comming out of everything, mainly i see the colors purple and lime green surrounding the edges of everything in the room. even my friends face and clothes and the curtians all soaked with color... and still i felt myself going higher... at this point i get a little worried, because i did not want too strong a trip for my first time and it really seemed like i was in for it
?? - while talkin to my friend while he was washing dishes, the walls began to melt.. the ingrained texure of the walls were literally looking as though it was made of wax and someone turned up the heat of the whole place. we walked to his room and i saw his posters, the lamp, all waving from side to side then rippling and melting and becomming one with the walls and ground. i starred at his arms and told him to put a long sleeved shirt on cause i could see his veins. this freaked me out. i started to look at the rainbows and at the ceiling and for a whlie refused to look at his face or at my own hands.
?? - but oh... my hands. i waved them around and saw tracers like never before seen. it was like tracers on E times ten. my attention span became very fragmented at this point. i was thinking and feeling so much, and could utter a word about it. i started getting racing thoughts about why i was in this room, what was i doing on shrooms on a school day wasting my friends day like this? i wanted to explain everthing to no avail. my friend commented "youre blabbering about nothing at all every few seconds, chill and focus on my posters or on the sheets" and i was distracted yet again.. the sheets were amazing, each wrinkle revealed another dimension ready to be explored, kind of how my mind felt at that moment. but i couldnt shake the uneasy feeling of why i was there and started to worry if i was boring my friend.
?? - i wrote a note to my friend, who asked "hows shrooms feel, anyway?" the note i wrote said "everything is brighter in this new reality. ive always said i want to experiance what it feels like to see things melt and morph and i see it all now. its amazing, you have to visit me here some day" and now that i look back at it, it really did feel like i was in another plane of reality. i still felt trapped in my thoughts, my heart was racing and i felt like i was going to explode unless i could word what i was feeling, and still senseless words came out and ended in laughter, leading me to feel almost trapped in my own laughter because i was serious about what i was trying to say. it was an odd contrast of thoughts at this point.
?? - i started getting hyper and wanting to move around, all my trip toys looked so cool, but i didnt want to play with any of it. even the coloring book.. just looking at the cover was enough for me to feel content. i kept hallucinating that my friends pupils were as huge as mines, seeing patterns on his shirt, the walls, his face. i put lotion on my hands and got eye jitters like i get while on E. it felt good actually to get those.
?? - i ate some bread, since i hadnt had food all day and felt i was just going to get higher and higher unless i did. the bread looked weird. i saw swirls in the center of it and when i broke the bread apart it just looked like a sponge. i did not want to eat this toy-like sponge but did anyway with some gadorade. i tried to eat the salad i made but it looked like it was apart of nature and i did not want to eat something that was leafy-like with tomato peices in it. so i put it away to eat later on when i couldnt see a forest of things in my salad bowl.
?? - one of my friend roomates gets back home, and i was so lost in the moment i did not even know, i thought i hallucinated a person walking around the appartment. nothing was real anymore, just, fake like plastic. but i wasnt worried or frusterated, just confused about it all. after reading endless trip reports and shroom FAQ, i still felt unprepared for what i was feeling.
6:30 - yet suddenly i get a feeling of returning to earth. like my soul is being shoved back into my body. i lay on the sofa outside and start to feel connected to the sofa and the trees swaying outside, loosing feeling of my body every now and then. i played soul calibur (a fighting game) and won like 6 times in a row againt my friends sober roomate. funny when i stopped playing i said "hah, you just got beat by someone on drugs"
the colors in the game looked crazy bright though. i played a racing game later too but starred off into the background sky too much and crashed...alot. time starts moving normally.
7:30- i got very hungry. i eat the salad and 3 slices of pizza. i feel tired, and mainly confused, but still happy in general.
overall...this trip was interesting. not what i expected at ALL, but i still liked it. my friend said he is too scared off of what i said about things melting to ever try shrooms. hah.. oh well. for me, things felt very "unreal" while on shrooms, i felt disconnected and my thought process was too frusterating for me. all bright objects looked like something out of a cartoon, which was nice to see. but unlike being on weed or E i didnt feel open to talk or explain my thoughts (i dont even kno what they were even now... just alot of repetitve words in my head is all i can remember) i loved the rainbow and melting visuals, just not the thoughts that go with it. maybe ill mix shrooms with e next time, who knows. any suggestions to help with the thoughts would help.
oh and i think next time i will pick more things to do. i got bored sitting in the room looking at the walls after i while, thats when my mind kinda went too far off i guess?
anyway, thanks for reading this! =) happy tripping everybody!:D !
setting: a good friends college appartment, 1pm
i had been waiting to get shrooms for a very long time, about 2 months so i was very excited about the experiance when the day came to take them. the day of the experiance, i made salad to eat for later on, set up my friends appartment for tripping (with my ipod hooked onto the computer, cartoon-like movies picked out by the DVD player, trip toys like LED lights and coloring books, a pen and a paper.
1:55 - i ate the shrooms, my friend descides he will just watch over me and not eat any at all. after 10 mins after chewing the shrooms i start getting body rushes and noticing things moving in the corner of my eye.
2:30 - things get really intense. i came up on the shrooms before i even knew what hit me. i noticed things on the ceiling starting to move, felt like laughin at everything. my friend started to eat while i played a trippy video game about collecting objects (weird, i know) and started to notice the candy-like colors of the video game in the world all around me. the playstation remote was glowing and so was the whole room. i felt a little overwhelmed, and thoughts started rushing through my mind. the floor began to "breathe" and i started touching the carpet saying "it feels amazing!!" while watching the sofa patterns become 3-D.
3:30 - i see rainbows comming out of everything, mainly i see the colors purple and lime green surrounding the edges of everything in the room. even my friends face and clothes and the curtians all soaked with color... and still i felt myself going higher... at this point i get a little worried, because i did not want too strong a trip for my first time and it really seemed like i was in for it
?? - while talkin to my friend while he was washing dishes, the walls began to melt.. the ingrained texure of the walls were literally looking as though it was made of wax and someone turned up the heat of the whole place. we walked to his room and i saw his posters, the lamp, all waving from side to side then rippling and melting and becomming one with the walls and ground. i starred at his arms and told him to put a long sleeved shirt on cause i could see his veins. this freaked me out. i started to look at the rainbows and at the ceiling and for a whlie refused to look at his face or at my own hands.
?? - but oh... my hands. i waved them around and saw tracers like never before seen. it was like tracers on E times ten. my attention span became very fragmented at this point. i was thinking and feeling so much, and could utter a word about it. i started getting racing thoughts about why i was in this room, what was i doing on shrooms on a school day wasting my friends day like this? i wanted to explain everthing to no avail. my friend commented "youre blabbering about nothing at all every few seconds, chill and focus on my posters or on the sheets" and i was distracted yet again.. the sheets were amazing, each wrinkle revealed another dimension ready to be explored, kind of how my mind felt at that moment. but i couldnt shake the uneasy feeling of why i was there and started to worry if i was boring my friend.
?? - i wrote a note to my friend, who asked "hows shrooms feel, anyway?" the note i wrote said "everything is brighter in this new reality. ive always said i want to experiance what it feels like to see things melt and morph and i see it all now. its amazing, you have to visit me here some day" and now that i look back at it, it really did feel like i was in another plane of reality. i still felt trapped in my thoughts, my heart was racing and i felt like i was going to explode unless i could word what i was feeling, and still senseless words came out and ended in laughter, leading me to feel almost trapped in my own laughter because i was serious about what i was trying to say. it was an odd contrast of thoughts at this point.
?? - i started getting hyper and wanting to move around, all my trip toys looked so cool, but i didnt want to play with any of it. even the coloring book.. just looking at the cover was enough for me to feel content. i kept hallucinating that my friends pupils were as huge as mines, seeing patterns on his shirt, the walls, his face. i put lotion on my hands and got eye jitters like i get while on E. it felt good actually to get those.
?? - i ate some bread, since i hadnt had food all day and felt i was just going to get higher and higher unless i did. the bread looked weird. i saw swirls in the center of it and when i broke the bread apart it just looked like a sponge. i did not want to eat this toy-like sponge but did anyway with some gadorade. i tried to eat the salad i made but it looked like it was apart of nature and i did not want to eat something that was leafy-like with tomato peices in it. so i put it away to eat later on when i couldnt see a forest of things in my salad bowl.
?? - one of my friend roomates gets back home, and i was so lost in the moment i did not even know, i thought i hallucinated a person walking around the appartment. nothing was real anymore, just, fake like plastic. but i wasnt worried or frusterated, just confused about it all. after reading endless trip reports and shroom FAQ, i still felt unprepared for what i was feeling.
6:30 - yet suddenly i get a feeling of returning to earth. like my soul is being shoved back into my body. i lay on the sofa outside and start to feel connected to the sofa and the trees swaying outside, loosing feeling of my body every now and then. i played soul calibur (a fighting game) and won like 6 times in a row againt my friends sober roomate. funny when i stopped playing i said "hah, you just got beat by someone on drugs"
the colors in the game looked crazy bright though. i played a racing game later too but starred off into the background sky too much and crashed...alot. time starts moving normally.7:30- i got very hungry. i eat the salad and 3 slices of pizza. i feel tired, and mainly confused, but still happy in general.
overall...this trip was interesting. not what i expected at ALL, but i still liked it. my friend said he is too scared off of what i said about things melting to ever try shrooms. hah.. oh well. for me, things felt very "unreal" while on shrooms, i felt disconnected and my thought process was too frusterating for me. all bright objects looked like something out of a cartoon, which was nice to see. but unlike being on weed or E i didnt feel open to talk or explain my thoughts (i dont even kno what they were even now... just alot of repetitve words in my head is all i can remember) i loved the rainbow and melting visuals, just not the thoughts that go with it. maybe ill mix shrooms with e next time, who knows. any suggestions to help with the thoughts would help.
oh and i think next time i will pick more things to do. i got bored sitting in the room looking at the walls after i while, thats when my mind kinda went too far off i guess?
anyway, thanks for reading this! =) happy tripping everybody!:D !
