riichiee
Bluelighter
I tripped on mushies for the first time last night (actually the second.. but I REALLY TRIPPED last night) and it basically went like this:
Friday night: At good friends house... relaxed atmosphere...
5:20: Drank two cups of mushie tea.. Approx 40 dried grams in cup...
5:40 Trippin hard...
5:41 Feeling sick / terror like i've never felt before.. I open my eyes and it's just too intense.. I close them and it's even worse..
6:00 Insanity... hell.... bad.. bad... very bad.... Cart me off to the ayslum I'm not going to be the same again.. (while constantly telling myself... it's just the drugs.. it'll wear off)... Look over to friend whose in the fetal position on the couch..
~ 7:30 Not as scared.. still tripping fairly hard though
8:00 PURE BLISS. HEAVEN.. WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE.. UNBELIEVABLE FEELING OF COMPLETENESS.. CLARITY OF THOUGHT UNLIKE THAT EVER FELT BEFORE.. WORLDS/DIMENSIONS OPENING AND CLOSING... MIND TRAVELLING WHERE EVER IT WANTS TO...
... and then on to a nice and easy comedown.. touching down at 11pm...
Basically my question is this: Can you reach that state of bliss without going through the TEST (that's what we called it.. it was a mental/physical battle)... Did we just have too much... Does anyone else have to go through this hell to get to heaven.... because basically.. as good as heaven was... i don't think i could walk through hell again to get there...
Any help/thoughts on the matter would be greatly appreciated...
Friday night: At good friends house... relaxed atmosphere...
5:20: Drank two cups of mushie tea.. Approx 40 dried grams in cup...
5:40 Trippin hard...
5:41 Feeling sick / terror like i've never felt before.. I open my eyes and it's just too intense.. I close them and it's even worse..
6:00 Insanity... hell.... bad.. bad... very bad.... Cart me off to the ayslum I'm not going to be the same again.. (while constantly telling myself... it's just the drugs.. it'll wear off)... Look over to friend whose in the fetal position on the couch..
~ 7:30 Not as scared.. still tripping fairly hard though
8:00 PURE BLISS. HEAVEN.. WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE.. UNBELIEVABLE FEELING OF COMPLETENESS.. CLARITY OF THOUGHT UNLIKE THAT EVER FELT BEFORE.. WORLDS/DIMENSIONS OPENING AND CLOSING... MIND TRAVELLING WHERE EVER IT WANTS TO...
... and then on to a nice and easy comedown.. touching down at 11pm...
Basically my question is this: Can you reach that state of bliss without going through the TEST (that's what we called it.. it was a mental/physical battle)... Did we just have too much... Does anyone else have to go through this hell to get to heaven.... because basically.. as good as heaven was... i don't think i could walk through hell again to get there...
Any help/thoughts on the matter would be greatly appreciated...
