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Opioids MS Contin addiction , long term damage? (pulmonary embolism) help please!

Speedhack

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Hello!

First of all sorry for my not so good english

Well, I have a daily habit of IV morphine sulfate pills, mostly MS Continus pills, I use 100mg pills now, but in the past I've used 60mg pills too (I always used half of a 60mg pill and a quarter or a little bit more of the 100mg ones)

I used ''sterifilts'' in the past, but I stop having access to them and started shooting the pills only filtering with a cigarrette cotton, although the solution looks clear I know it has lots of insoluble particles like starch, wax and talc in there and I was damaging my body but I didn't care to much in my heay addiction moments... well I shoot pills approximately one-two shots a day for 2 months, first month I used the 60mg ones, meaning i needed more pill to get the same dose, this whole month I used only a quarter pill of 100mg per shot (60mg and 100mg pills are the same size). I also had a heavy IV coke habit in the past and because of that I have had two abscesses in the crook of my two elbows but they healed with treatment.

I' must say that I also snorted lots of oxycontin pills and morphine pills in the past

The thing is that now, i don't know if it's paranoia, anxiety, a pulmonary embolism or what but when I shoot a dose now I feel like a pressure in my upper back like in my lungs, it don't hurt, but its like a little pressure in one lung only, i can breath normal, but I'm very worried, of that weird pressure-little pain.

I have two old micron filters around my house I think tomorrow I'll buy a big syringe and filter my shots with that at least, although that filters have 2 o 3 uses.

I'm seeking help or experiences of people that shot pills without micron filtering them for some months like me. And what to do if I have insoluble particles in my blood, will they disappear wiith time or is there any treatment to eliminate them (besides lung transplant), i'm only 19 thats why I'm worried, I'm very young and did stupid shit.

Oh, and I feel that pressure a lot more when I shot coke, it's a very weir sensation, I must say i'm sort of an hypochondriac and started smoking more weed and hash to stop a little my craving for opiates or coke.

Best regards! :)
 
If you only have a few micron filters you may want to look into prepping larger amounts to store in bacteriostatic water for future use. As long as you are careful with your math you should be alright once you work out how many mg/ml you have.

As for the damage you may have done from inadequate filtering in the past, well I believe that what's done is done, so hopefully nothing has been done. I've felt something similar in my lungs, but I think it was just the rush.
 
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