Mr. friend

[LILJo]

Dear Mr. friend
I dont know what to say
The pain I felt as I read in dismay
The torment
the pain
and broken heart
I can see that it had done its part
I know the lonliness that you feel
the familiar longing you struggle to deal
Tears can be shed
Its ok to cry
Its so much better not to run and hide
Memories seems to haunt
Never ending nightmares that play and taunts
I know the blood
I know the tears
I know how it feel to cradle up with fear
Hush now, heres my shoulder
its ok to cry
the tears will flow
and the pain will subside.

 

[Samadhi]

hey lil,
i just read your words and for some reason, i have tears in my eyes...i was reading a journal that i kept from mid 98 to mid 99, and as i read it i found that i was reliving the hell i went through...then i read your poem, and it made total sense to me...i guess because i didn't have anyone in my life that offered me the sentiments that you typed, i fond myself wishing i had known your last year...even though i don't know you...
all i can say is...damned memories...sometimes you find yourself looking in the mirror completely blank, yet you feel like you are screaming and crying, yet the tears just won't come...maybe i cried them all...don't know.
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when your fun becomes your reality...what do you do for fun???

 

[LILJo]

hey samadhi, im glad you enjoyed my poem. it was to a real good friend of mine who let me read some of his poems and they really touched me. So I wrote this poem for him to let him know ill always be there for him. but if you ever need to talk to me my AIM is lyljojo im on alot at night so you can usually catch me.lotsa love-jo