I couldnt get motivated for the longest time, as that damn tiny ass bedroom Ive been stuck in with no closet or drawer space and all packed with Ma s furniture to boot just got too discouraging, leaving me no choice but to live in a mess that shes always fighting with me about. Finally, she asked me to leave and I say sure. I did let her know she could of just let me leave long before 3 different times while I had a cheaper place close to work lined up, but whatever. I had been without my painkillers 3 days and unexpectedly got them today, and damn thats just what the doctor ordered. They put me in a good mood then gave me the energy and the gumption to put a big dent into the project at hand - that room. Even on speed it seemed hopeless, but the pills helped me break my paralysis and get a shitload of work done. So now Mom left me moving out as "pending." Works for me. I have a small income only and I know she wants to continue to get paid blah blah so Im not freaking out, just requested to be given 30 days notice.
I told her I dont see the point in fighting anyway, so thats that. Thank you, pills. Downers tend. to have the opposite effect on me in moderate to small quantities, probably because of my ADD. In any case I'm glad.
I told her I dont see the point in fighting anyway, so thats that. Thank you, pills. Downers tend. to have the opposite effect on me in moderate to small quantities, probably because of my ADD. In any case I'm glad.
