mother fucker

:D

have you ever been so angry, so irritated that it felt good?

and im not talking about over something serious like a friend dying or totaling your car, just petty shit that fucks with you the whole day. shit that is so petty that being pissed off about the petty shit makes you even more pissed off. shit that gets under your skin like making it to work late and getting bitched out for it, being late because all the people on the fucking road decide that driving in front of you 5 miles under the speed limit is a good idea, spilling your coffee all over yourself while telling the people a head of you how stupid they are, youre at work and getting a lot of stuff done but the clock says you've only been there 30 minutes.
then everything and anything seems to piss you the fuck off like a friend telling you about their dream they had last night...i dont give a fuck what you dreamed about last night you fucking idiot, get the fuck out of my way im too busy raging about tiny shit!!! or a customer is asking for something and for some reason their voice is the most annoying, shittiest voice that has ever raped your ear.

but some where in that day you find the humor in it. the humor in being so angry about things that dont really matter that you cant help yourself. it's funny when the only words you want to say all day are mother fucker.

 

Usually I wind up being embarrassed after days like that. I can see the humour in it, sure, but usually I'm worried about who I've offended.

YMMV of course

 

yeah....some days i DO say motherfucker all day and people are lucky if they don't talk to me.

 

lulz i just found out my license is suspended and was taken away by a very nice foreign lady cop. and it's just to fit the day. nothing too serious at all, unpaid fine, but still enough to make the eye twitch. i'll have it back by monday at the latest.

"Usually I wind up being embarrassed after days like that. I can see the humour in it, sure, but usually I'm worried about who I've offended."

i try to make light of my bad moods. even to other people, the people i dont know i just smear on the fake smile...like to old ladies and such and think the rest in my head.

anger is something that cant be controlled, it's gunna happen regardless if it's now or later. so why not express it and still find the humor in it? not being ridiculously dick-headed like calling someone an asshole and meaning it, but saying the cash register is an asshole for not cooperating.