jackie jones
Bluelight Crew
[I am an avid user of morphine. It is my opiate of choice. My reason for writing this report is this is my highest dose to date.]
Dose: MS Contin - 390mg, orally. I finely crushed thirteen tiny generic crimson colored 30mg pills to help avoid the time release mechanism, and consumed with a glass of water.
The oral BA of morphine is low (thirty percent), and with a bit of effort, can be prepared for IV administration. My reasons for always dosing orally instead of IV are many -
Foremost, I use morphine and other opiates fairly regularly, and do not want any track marks. I am secretive of my use of chemicals. I cannot have potential lovers seeing tracks on my arms.
Also, even if one is to micron filter pills (which is an excellent Harm Reduction procedure if you IV) , it does not remove all the dangers associated with injecting pills - they are just not intended for that route of administration.
Furthermore, morphine is the most natural of opiates (alongside codeine). For some reason, as close to natural administration of this chemical as possible seems right.
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Set and Setting - Yesterday, I walked a few miles in the woods, and split and stacked wood for my Father. My muscles are feeling good strong (pre-dose). I slept late today. I am relaxing in bed, on my satin comforter and pillow shams. Candles are lit for the right ambiance. Sipping on a glass of white Bordeaux.
I began feeling the effects within 30 to 45 minutes of dosing - my natural worries and anxiety dissipate and are replaced by subtle, yet ever-increasing feelings of euphoria and peace. I decided to close my laptop and nod out in bed for a while. I am not a wealthy person, yet I feel quite fortunate lately, and find myself having conversations with God as to how I can help improve the lives of others, specifically those in 'third-world countries'. I will be contacting World Vision tomorrow (for the amount we pay for one dose of a random chemical, we can make a significant difference in a young person's life. Real joy - that is where it is at). Feeling well. This is a difficult high to argue with, indeed,
I am currently nearing the plateau. I will be nodding out for some time after the finalization of this report.
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In conclusion, after years of experimenting I can say with confidence that morphine is a safe recreational chemical, both physically and emotionally when not injected or insufflated (ROA's which I have minimal experience with). That said, morphine sulfate is an addictive substance which will produce withdrawal symptoms within one week of continuous use via oral administration. Use this chemical with respect.
Dose: MS Contin - 390mg, orally. I finely crushed thirteen tiny generic crimson colored 30mg pills to help avoid the time release mechanism, and consumed with a glass of water.
The oral BA of morphine is low (thirty percent), and with a bit of effort, can be prepared for IV administration. My reasons for always dosing orally instead of IV are many -
Foremost, I use morphine and other opiates fairly regularly, and do not want any track marks. I am secretive of my use of chemicals. I cannot have potential lovers seeing tracks on my arms.
Also, even if one is to micron filter pills (which is an excellent Harm Reduction procedure if you IV) , it does not remove all the dangers associated with injecting pills - they are just not intended for that route of administration.
Furthermore, morphine is the most natural of opiates (alongside codeine). For some reason, as close to natural administration of this chemical as possible seems right.
______________________________
Set and Setting - Yesterday, I walked a few miles in the woods, and split and stacked wood for my Father. My muscles are feeling good strong (pre-dose). I slept late today. I am relaxing in bed, on my satin comforter and pillow shams. Candles are lit for the right ambiance. Sipping on a glass of white Bordeaux.
I began feeling the effects within 30 to 45 minutes of dosing - my natural worries and anxiety dissipate and are replaced by subtle, yet ever-increasing feelings of euphoria and peace. I decided to close my laptop and nod out in bed for a while. I am not a wealthy person, yet I feel quite fortunate lately, and find myself having conversations with God as to how I can help improve the lives of others, specifically those in 'third-world countries'. I will be contacting World Vision tomorrow (for the amount we pay for one dose of a random chemical, we can make a significant difference in a young person's life. Real joy - that is where it is at). Feeling well. This is a difficult high to argue with, indeed,
I am currently nearing the plateau. I will be nodding out for some time after the finalization of this report.
______________________________
In conclusion, after years of experimenting I can say with confidence that morphine is a safe recreational chemical, both physically and emotionally when not injected or insufflated (ROA's which I have minimal experience with). That said, morphine sulfate is an addictive substance which will produce withdrawal symptoms within one week of continuous use via oral administration. Use this chemical with respect.
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