morals out the window, this is a new low

[amber ::]

another one night stand
cause you're all i ever wanted,
and we'll never have this chance again
tonight youre looking at me, not through me
whispering sweet nothings
putting a voice to the words i've been needing to hear
i've kept myself believing
i've kept myself drinking
i found a new low and dug down a little deeper
drowning in your drink, i see you havent seen straight in weeks
and you know of these lows
where you cant face yourself
but everyone knows your face
for being a fuck up
a fucking joke.
i tell myself i can economize time
we dont have to get to know eachother,
i can pretend, its better that way
youre not going to be around when i awake.
we'll keep drinking, talking about meeting your mother
and going out for dinner
we'll let ourselves believe that this is what we need
someone to hold onto, to be close to,
to solidify our needs.
call me crazy, call me trashed
but you embody my shortcomings
and ive never seen that before
ive never felt this good before
so come morning, when youre ready to leave,
make sure im fast asleep
im tired of watching my dreams leave me

 

[up all night]

 

[SkiNLaB]

i like, i like.

 

[neverwas]

ive never felt this good before
so come morning, when youre ready to leave,
make sure im fast asleep
im tired of watching my dreams leave me

 

[onlysweetpea]

^^^ agree. I know too well. Nice job!

 

[amber ::]

hahah this makes me sound like such a slut.. im a selective slut.