highonlife40
Bluelighter
So I find myself getting quite a lift from the thinflex nicotine patches which are rated to deliver 21mg/24hr containing over 100mg so that hourly figure may be higher.
I feel my mood is far too neutral and flat normally, I feel an almost uncomforatble contentness with life that often makes it hard for me to find excitement or motivation,
SO I put a patch or part of on when I feel my mood would be better lifted for socialising etc....
Is there alternatives I should consider?
I like nicotine patches because the short acting nature means I never have a sleepless night, and it has a rather decent track record compared to many other drugs...
I also have access to unlimited dexies, they just don't do it for me as smoothly
I have heard good things about buphrenorphine(tried and liked once) and tramadol and am not concerned about addiction as opiate withdrawal after 5+ times no longer worries me.
I was on morphine for a few months on and off however that was for depression and lack of meaning in life, however left me feeling too numb after the depression and meaning of life issues got solved and with ongoing stomach upsets so I am trying to never touch anything quite like that again
as every time I do I get a week of stomach upsets.
Antidepressants I know little about although did try a zoloft once and just felt edgy and sleepless in a bad way, however I am open to suggestion but really don't like the idea of going on a course of anything for any extended period of time
I also don't like chems that screw my blood pressure heart rate too much anymore, please help me BL
I feel my mood is far too neutral and flat normally, I feel an almost uncomforatble contentness with life that often makes it hard for me to find excitement or motivation,
SO I put a patch or part of on when I feel my mood would be better lifted for socialising etc....
Is there alternatives I should consider?
I like nicotine patches because the short acting nature means I never have a sleepless night, and it has a rather decent track record compared to many other drugs...
I also have access to unlimited dexies, they just don't do it for me as smoothly
I have heard good things about buphrenorphine(tried and liked once) and tramadol and am not concerned about addiction as opiate withdrawal after 5+ times no longer worries me.
I was on morphine for a few months on and off however that was for depression and lack of meaning in life, however left me feeling too numb after the depression and meaning of life issues got solved and with ongoing stomach upsets so I am trying to never touch anything quite like that again
as every time I do I get a week of stomach upsets.
Antidepressants I know little about although did try a zoloft once and just felt edgy and sleepless in a bad way, however I am open to suggestion but really don't like the idea of going on a course of anything for any extended period of time
I also don't like chems that screw my blood pressure heart rate too much anymore, please help me BL
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