Monkey on My Back...

I feel stupid right now. I hate that I have no life and pretty much a loner and the friends I do have even my gf who knows no one here, has more of a life. I feel so clingy to people at times because of the fact I have no life. I spend so much time alone at home doing nothing really that when i do hang out with people I dont want to let them go. I feel like I will lose them somehow. I know rationally its my BPD and not reality but ...blah@!

I hate feeling so clingy but I hate being alone but I dont want people feeling obligated to hang out with me.

I feel a little depressed right now.


Monkey on my back, go away, go away.

 

yeah, that monkey is a real jerkoff.

this will pass, hun. It just sucks in the meantime

 

SO been there. Keep you head up! you will meet people for sure. The key is to not be clingy.