i got up monday morning after no sleep at all in total agony. I recently had a very serious operation to fix a very life threatening problem. What was supposed to be a one and a half hour keyhole surgery turned into a six hour open surgery job. So, considering this, i've been doing quite well. But recently i started having some problems with the recovery, and it really fucking hurts! So i went to the doctor monday morning and, after trying to get me to just core with what i'm already on with some anti-biotics and...wait for this. . .a topical cream, she gave me some buprenorphine to try out. I'm hoping and praying that this will help. I've an appointment on friday to report back. I really need to get back to work, i need the money. And, although some of you will think i'm either lying or crazy, i genuinely enjoy being an escort!
