hell, we might be making plans for your conference at Little Rock by now. That'd be just so enlightening & uplifting for me. i've already had a brief cry today. This week's gonna suck. crying's gonna no way bring you back to me nor any closer. i'm sorry if my behavior drove you to it. surely not. i hope you can reach 1 of their hearts to let me know how it's goin. i miss you and love you no less than ever.