mommy and daddy

[Sparklesxtc]

Why do you make me feel like I do? I think it's because it helps you. It's hard being you? What about me? You don't listen. All you look at is what you wanna see. Well fuck you. Get away from my mind. Stop trying to make up for it by being kind. I'll take your tricks and turn them around. The only thing I will hear is that "what I wanna hear sound". You ask why I'm depressed, you ask why I'm sad. That doesn't help it just makes me more fucking mad. You interrupt me when there is something I want to say. You think you know what I think. But I really don't want you to see it that way. So just fuck you. Stay away from me. Leave me alone and just let me be me. What if I left? Where would you turn? Who would you blame? When will you try to learn.

 

[E-girl]

i find that my anger towards my parents doesn't really come from the way they treat me. all parents get annoying. all parents have too high expectations, and yell and put you down occasionally. but they always mean well. i find my anger towards them comes from guilt... things i have done behind their backs that i am not proud of, that i wish i could tell them about. things i know they would never understand, but would pretend to. i wish i had the kind of parents you could tell anything to... but i dont. and most of this, i will take to my grave.
but dont hate them. no matter what they did to you, dont hate them. friends will betray you, lovers will come and go.. but your family will always be there. you always have them to turn to, no matter what you've done to them, they have a way of forgiving.
best of luck.
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E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
"...there are 2 paths, you can go back, but in the long run... there's still time to change the road you're on..."