Molly weirdness???

[ash89]

I enjoy taking molly on occasion usually when I attend edm concerts/festivals. I've rolled maybe 5-6 times now. The first time I took it my roll was amazing but I got a little sick towards the end and the come down was bad. I took it the next day since it wad a two day festival and I had an amazing roll best ever. I always take it around close friends/my boyfriend and I know who's giving it to me so I know it good stuff. I recently went to see my favorite dj play and I took some molly that didn't have any effect...I waited more than an hour. We ended up finding some that was brownish and more crystalized I was told that pure molly. Anyway once I started rolling it was great but soon after I got an overwhelming feeling. I couldn't stay in the crowd and the lights and people were too much. I had to sit down, I know it wad the stuff taking effect so I just talked myself out of it and just had to wait for it to wear off but it was pretty uncomfortable I was just wishing to not feel like that anymore. The month after I was afraid to take molly at another even due to my last expierence. I just slowly kept taking some so my roll was just ok but even then I felt like if I looked at a certain object I was getting that overwhelming feeling. I don't know what's wrong with me now. I don't want to stop taking it but now when I do take I worry before hand. I try to talk myself out of it but it sometimes doesn't help. I'm a worried person by nature and tend to over think things...I do have a little Ocd aswell and sometimes get worried for silly things. Can any experienced users give me some tips or advice on this???? Thanks guys!

 

[animalpee]

It's all in your head. The first time it happened you probably just had some good Molly and maybe werent used to it, and now you go into it thinking bad thoughts. Everytime I take ecstasy I have thay overwhelmed feeling when I'm coming up, and it fades within half an hour, if I get some really good rolls I'll hallucinate within that small time period. Sometimes everything turns purple and Orange. Anyways, its probably in your head, you just have to realize that its part of the experience, and that nothing bad will happen to you.

 

[blotterboy]

Like above, its probably in your head. and being at events and concerts can be overwhelming as is. Having a good mindset before rolling helps; no arguements that day etc.
Maybe roll in a more comfortable, familiar environment such as your own home, friends or what ever.
A friend that isn't whacked on something is also good. they can help re-asure you if you start loosin it

 

[debaser]

Bdd > Ed

 

[Bearlove]

Sorry but if your boyfriend isn't testing then he honestly does not know what you are both taking (yes I know you trust him and he wouldn't hurt you etc but what happens if his connect has bunk stuff?). You use the word 'overwhelming' - would you care to explain? I know that when I'm on MDMA that looking at the simplest of things can screw me up, but in a nice / funny way [OMG the toaster is so white / OMG I need to clean my fridge etc]. MDMA / EDM concert - then it should feel overwhelming, you should feel like your being warped into another reality. You should become part of the crowd, you should feel part of the music, you should just be feeling the rushes through your body. Fk the 9 - 5, fk the laundry, your chores, the buy one get one free at the local supermarket, there is you, the music, your friends!

 

[ash89]

My boyfriend is not the one who gets me the molly, I get it from a friend. Like I said the time that I had the overwhelming feeling I ended up taking the more brownish crystalized stuff from a person I didn't know too well. I wasn't the only one who took it and everyone else was fine when they were rolling, all though they did say it was really strong. The overwhelming feeling is hard to describe, I mean at first I was fine but I stepped away from the crowd to get water and when I went back in I just didn't like being in the crowd anymore I felt really weird and just sat down the whole show and if I would look at the lasers for too long my head became all loopy, It was basically like that feeling when you first start rolling that peak, I just constantly felt like that. They other times I rolled I never had that problem. After that I rolled again but staggered it so I didn't roll too hard but while I was rolling I kept thinking I was going to feel like that again. What everyone has said about it being all in my mind is probably correct, I think I'm thinking about it too much, or I just don't know who to control the feeling when it first hits you...

 

[JWills20]

My boyfriend is not the one who gets me the molly, I get it from a friend. Like I said the time that I had the overwhelming feeling I ended up taking the more brownish crystalized stuff from a person I didn't know too well. I wasn't the only one who took it and everyone else was fine when they were rolling, all though they did say it was really strong. The overwhelming feeling is hard to describe, I mean at first I was fine but I stepped away from the crowd to get water and when I went back in I just didn't like being in the crowd anymore I felt really weird and just sat down the whole show and if I would look at the lasers for too long my head became all loopy, It was basically like that feeling when you first start rolling that peak, I just constantly felt like that. They other times I rolled I never had that problem. After that I rolled again but staggered it so I didn't roll too hard but while I was rolling I kept thinking I was going to feel like that again. What everyone has said about it being all in my mind is probably correct, I think I'm thinking about it too much, or I just don't know who to control the feeling when it first hits you...

You could simply be floored from too much MDMA. I find the 'floored' feeling somewhat overwhelming and less enjoyable, i'm just a zombie on the dancefloor.
Best thing to do is test it, weigh a suitable dose and then relax and enjoy it in whatever setting suits you most.

 

[yanker]

Haha this makes me think bout my first time rolling. I remember I dropped 2 pills then nutin happened after 45 min so I dropped a 3rd and then started thinking omg I'm gona have a heart attack cause I always thought ecstasy speeds up ur heart. Make a long story short they all kicked in and I was in heaven. Anyway why I'm saying is its really all in ur head. Sometimes the anxiety becomes to much for u. Like jwillis said it was prob just really strong stuff and u were overwhelmed.

 

[thizzlemonster86]

^^^^i think it was quit the opposite actually. you say you had the 'weird' feeling like right before it really hits you good right? i would bet you just didnt take enough. my last roll was just like this. i was on the verg of rollin HARD but i needed just a bit more.

also you say you have rolled 6 times already? in what amount of time? your suppose to space out your rolls by 30 days at least. so if your rollin days in a row, your wrecking your serotonin system. you will need to start taking more and more and more as time goes on. i HIGHLY suggest you think about taking a break. also you should be weighing out your dosages. 150mg to 200mg works for most people. some need a bit more like myself.

i keep hearing people saying it in your head, but i think its all in your brain chem.

 

[clarkey1984]

You could simply be floored from too much MDMA. I find the 'floored' feeling somewhat overwhelming and less enjoyable, i'm just a zombie on the dancefloor.
Best thing to do is test it, weigh a suitable dose and then relax and enjoy it in whatever setting suits you most.

^^^ This!

precisely what happened to me a few weekends ago, it all hit me at once and boom, the biggest most over the top intense rushing sensation you can imagine, overwhelming does some it up quite well in fact, it only lasted half an hour if that but was hella scary at the time, i soon discovered on here that this was because of a combination of good molly, my body being prepared for it (i had eaten well and had vitamin supplements all week) but more importantly, too higher dosage, banging too much stuff too quickly.