Gn4rly
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Feb 17, 2017
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I've been taking Mdma that's methy almost every night for a month now. I don't get any good feeling from it besides a stimulating feeling, and a fast heart beat. Mdma is still very addicting to me.
I get very bad anxiety as soon as I start feeling a "comedown" I have a very hard time with just feeling calm when I'm not on it, which drives me to get high off of it again.
I usually binge a couple nights in a row with no sleep and hardly any food, but I do take vitamin C and Multi-vitamins.
I also know I've ruined my serotonin and dopamine levels very badly.
How long could it take to recover, and how much brain damage could I have possibly done from binging this long, will I ever feel okay without it?
I get very bad anxiety as soon as I start feeling a "comedown" I have a very hard time with just feeling calm when I'm not on it, which drives me to get high off of it again.
I usually binge a couple nights in a row with no sleep and hardly any food, but I do take vitamin C and Multi-vitamins.
I also know I've ruined my serotonin and dopamine levels very badly.
How long could it take to recover, and how much brain damage could I have possibly done from binging this long, will I ever feel okay without it?