MMT ruined Dexedrine and my libido

[THE_REAL_OBLIVION]

Aight, since I bit the goddamn bullet and maybe foolishly checked myself in to get into MMT to stop shooting dilaudid...(I really should have done it one more time by myself...I did it before..goddamn, I just wanna bang my head against a wall, its mostly caused me problems ever since). First they tried to cut me off diazepam. My pdoc said no way he has a lot of tolerance he takes it since 2005. Scratch this problem away.

I hadn't touched much of my dexedrine in months because I didn't have work anymore and I also didn't have anymore fuckathons with my friend with benefits lets call her karyna.

It seems now that since I am on methadone, Dexedrine feels good for 2 hours, then I get cold, irritable, sad, nauseous and I puke. Almost everytime I take the dose I am supposed to take too..20mg in the morning as spansules, 10mg IR at 4 pm. Sometimes I played around with the dosages but rarely ever took more than 45mg. I did when I had 2 days fuckfests with her but it was just 90mg in 2 days without sleep. Nothing alarming.

Could it be a serotonin overload causing the nausea from both methadone and speed ? It literally feels like when I was in high school/beginning of college and puking my liver out from too much alcohol for hours at time, i dont puke as much but the feeling is the same. I also have zero no fucking libido. You might not want to know that part so

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when I had nothing to I liked to beat off to porn a lot, I was a major pervert, not anymore, well, the first 2 hours are nice but...that doesn't last

. I feel empty inside, it's like a huge comedown off methbombs but 2 hours after eating a mere 30mg of dex spansules (what I did today). My liver feels like it's being beaten up.

So fml indeed, I can't shoot up anymore, something that felt awesome. I cannot enjoy sex or porn/beating off anymore. I do not have any interest in the video games I used to play.I feel jaded like if i was 90 years old and had seen and done everything. And inb4 lay off the dex, I think it's not dexedrine that's at fault here, it's the methadone. Since I am on it all I want to do is lay in bed listen to radio and sleep, sleep a lot.

And the prospects of starting to taper down the 'done just as I feel stabilized at 60mg (been there since only 2 weeks) are scary. Any help? ANY help? Any suggestions ? Somebody who has been on either methadone and stimulants at once would help a lot. Would taking magnesium supplements like last year when I was scripted the adderall xr then dexedrine help with tolerance, nausea etc.? L-Arginine? I remember it made the dex better and helped circulation in my cold body a lot too.

Right now the heating is at 30 celcius in the room, I feel cold, empty and my liver hurts. Goddamnit...I thought methadone would solve everything.

 

[meme923]

When I was is Mexico recently I bought some Tramadol OTC. I was on 30 Mg Adderall at the time and as soon as I took my first Tram, I felt very sick, nauseas and "unhappy" feeling. I chalked it up to serotonin syndrome too, and spent the rest of my vacay on Tram alone and felt fine... let's just say these "opiod-agonist" type meds do not work well with anything else that's gonna increase certain "feel good" transmitters in your brain. I'm not sure if it SS, but if I were you I would get off the Dexys until your methadone therapy is completed.

 

[prophetsam]

Of all the opioids I've done, Methadone and Tramadol cause, BY FAR, the worst nausea of any of them, and no, they don't react well to my Adderall, either, so you guys aren't alone. I'm not sure if it's Serotonin Syndrome (honestly, never even considered it before, done things that have a more direct effect on Serotonin, with my Adderall, and not gotten any of the nausea I've gotten from Methadone/Tramadol,) or if it's just the fact that amphetamines are rough on the stomach anyway, so combined with an opioid my stomach doesn't like to begin with. In my case, oral doses of 100-200mg of Tramadol or 10-20mg of Methadone(acute) start me feeling pretty nauseous, where as 60+mg of IV Morphine (or the comparable dose of Dilaudid or Oxy) doesn't make me sick, at all - and for me it happens even without my Adderall in my system, just feel more nauseous, and at lower doses of the Tramadol/Methadone, when I've taken my Adderall. Another reason why I've always felt it was more just my digestive system, rather than Serotonin Syndrome, with those combos, is that after smoking a few bowls of green my nausea starts getting better - and that only makes sense, for me, if it's just my stomach, rather than Serotonin overload, because it's definitely how much I smoke and not how long I take to smoke it. ...but, then again, that's just me, so be careful! Totally feel you, though - have a sister who's been on methadone for over 15yrs, so I know how big of an impact it can have on one's life/health/well-being and how hard it can be to get out from under! I wish you all the best, and lots of luck!!