Benzos Mixing clonazolam with gabapentin with phenibut

[Cudi]

I know it’s incredibly frowned upon to take a substance and then ask for advice on here whether or not it was a good idea to take it. But at this point I’m kinda suicidal and don’t care, so I took a about 6-7 B707 pressed bars with 1mg clonazolam roughly, 800mg GABA, and like 500 mg of phenibut. I personally think I should be fine but if this needs to get moved to the shrine if I have no response by tomorrow then so be it. Already have my next suicide method in mind with more than 400mg etizolam and 100mg clonazolam. Maybe some oxy, alc, GABA, and phen just to ensure respiratory failure we’ll see

 

[BK38]

I know it’s incredibly frowned upon to take a substance and then ask for advice on here whether or not it was a good idea to take it. But at this point I’m kinda suicidal and don’t care, so I took a about 6-7 B707 pressed bars with 1mg clonazolam roughly, 800mg GABA, and like 500 mg of phenibut. I personally think I should be fine but if this needs to get moved to the shrine if I have no response by tomorrow then so be it. Already have my next suicide method in mind with more than 400mg etizolam and 100mg clonazolam. Maybe some oxy, alc, GABA, and phen just to ensure respiratory failure we’ll see

We try and focus on HR here and certainly not anything leaning towards offing yourself. It sounds like you're going through a hard time. Is there anyone you can reach out to? A helpline or perhaps a therapist? I've been there before with my Heroin addiction (8 years clean off that now) and know what it's like to feel hopeless and not care. I think hope is so very important. I personally don't think more drugs are going to help put you in a better frame of mind, but I am not a doctor. Suicidal ideation is a tough place to be in terms of mindset.

It sounds like you're using many Gabapentinoids at the same time and this increases your risks for adverse effects as well as rapidly increasing tolerance for that class of drug. Feel free to PM me if you need someone to talk to. You may also find many kind and understanding people here on BL, especially in:

"The Dark Side" https://www.bluelight.org/xf/forums/the-dark-side.47/

"Mental Health" https://www.bluelight.org/xf/forums/mental-health.270/

"Health and Recovery" https://www.bluelight.org/xf/forums/health-and-recovery.269/

Best of luck and do take care.

BK