I have tried alot of different stuff, MXE, plenty of DXM, but I keep getting drawn back to the intensity of the deliriants
Something about the chaos. Note: my DPH Er visits were all due to recklesssssss overdosing on my part, something to the order of 1500mg, 2000mg, 2500mg doses. I got stupid and my tolerance seemed to be hit or miss while tripping (Never learned why???) sometimes, i'd take 20 dryl and trip nuts and others i'd take 80 and just stare at a wall and have conversations with my mind every half hour all night.
I had planned to order Datura Innoxia Seeds and start with a baseline test of 10 seeds, and work from there, one attempt a week. But potency is pretty variable I hear. The vigor with which you guys are warning me, is kinda shakin' me outta my fog, and causing me to rethink. I think I may just be missing the good ol' days when I'd take my 18, talk to my chair, rearrange some furniture and put my xbox in the washing machine, havin' a good ol' time, without the fuckery of a massive tolerance (I can function, minus speech and the occasional murmur to myself on 75+, I just shake my head or nod as replies).
I can say for sure, at least one aspect that I can't seem to find anywhere else is the frank hallucinations. I've never gotten any so real from anything else. Does anything else cause them, besides being delirious?