Missing You

[*SWeeT-e*]

Every little thing I do
makes me only think of you
reminds me of doing it with you
and makes me miss you.
I miss you when I'm washing the dishes because you are not there to dry them.
I miss you when I'm cooking dinner and my chicken is always overdone because you are not there to watch it while I'm cooking the rice.
I miss you when I do the laundry and as much as I used to complain, I actually miss folding your stupid boxers.
I miss you when I take a shower because you are not there to wash my back.
I miss you when I get dressed up and go out because you are not there to tell me I look beautiful and then proudly parade me around on your arm.
I miss you when I go grocery shopping because you are not there for me to surprise you with your favourite ice cream.
I miss you when I come home because you are not there with your beautiful eyes to light up when you see me, nor your lips to kiss me hello and ask how was my day.
I miss you when I watch TV because you are not there to cuddle with me and play with my hair.
I miss you when I wake up in the morning and when I go to sleep at night because you are not there with your arms holding me close, letting me know that I am safe.
I miss you in my daily walk through this hard life because you are not there holding my hand, letting me know that I am not alone and that I am loved.
I miss you everywhere I go
and in everything I do
because it's just not the same without you
I am not the same without you
I think you took a piece of me with you.
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For my baby who I left in Montreal...I pray that Fate brings us together again when the time is right.
~Kim.

 

[~*JungleFaerie*~]

:::::sob:::::
i know that these are hard words to swallow
but everything does happen for a reason
even though youre going through a bad time
keep your head up, and know that
when one door closes, another opens
maybe one day you'll come across that same door
that you wish you had never closed
but make the most of what you have now
and focus your energy on rebuilding the person inside
i know i dont know you
but i know that buzzy cares for you
and in turn i do as well
we both send our love*
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~*the former phillyjunglist*~
a young child stares at a glowing screen
transfixed by tales of violence
his teenage father tells him that that's life
not that Barney shit
a purple dinosaur that speaks of love,
a black man that speaks of blood
which one is keeping it real, son?
-saul williams

 

[E-girl]

*cries*
ya know, i read your poem, and every reason you gave for missing this person, those are all reasons i could never give. justin would never dry the dishes... just dirty them, and complain if i asked him to wash one or two. justin would never buy ice cream... he would just eat all of mine when i bought it. justin would never keep dinner from being burned... he's usually in another room while i cook it. justin would never tell me i look beautiful.. he would just assume that i know it.
and yet i miss him.
you made me realize today that i dont even know WHAT it is i miss about him.
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E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
*Choice, not chance, determines destiny*
"November is all I know."

 

[alykitty]

Missing someone is one of the hardest things to get over...I hope all goes well with your healing process, SWeet-e...
Egirl: sounds as if Justin was a lucky man and didn't realize it... and not at all good enough for you..Good riddance..

[This message has been edited by alykitty (edited 10 September 2001).]

 

[Goddess]

/me hugs *SWeeT-e*
just give yourself some time to forget...thats all.