Celery Stick
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Feb 17, 2016
- Messages
- 15
Dear all,
I am a new fellow greenlighter on Bluelight (eheh logic plz ?).
I am 19 year old, and I'm going threw a difficult time with medications such as Lisdexamphetamine for ADHD, and having a hard time coping with stress at work. During these last two years I have been kind of going threw a depression. And have unfortunately tried many drugs, such as : A bunch of times MDMA and Cocaine, maybe a couple of time Crack and DXM. I'm the occasional pot smoker only the with friends kind of thing. Oh and I self medicate with Xanax to help sleeping at night when amphetamine keeps me from sleeping.,
Last summer I bought a gram of heroin and tried smoking it on tinfoil after a few attempts I got light headed and was starting to feel good and finally decided it was a bad idea and I threw it in the toilet. Fast forward half a year at new Eve, I got 0.25G of good brown Afghan gear, I used tin foil. At first, snorted a bump then smoked a bit (maybe 10-15mg total), not managing to make the Heroin travel a whole lot on the foil, but getting a good amount of smoke. Once again feeling light headed but not that much, went to bed. Next day, smoke everything that was left in one evening determined to achieve nodding. I remember wobbling a bit to my bed and definitely feeling dizzy and very light headed, but once again no nod or geat feeling.
Okay so my question is simple, is that IT ? Is that all the hype behind heroin ? Should I try snorting rather than smoking ? Or should I take that as granted and never touch the stuff again. Please be honest on wether Heroin REALLY feels that way. i'm most definitely will follow your advices but need some honesty there.
Thank you all and have a great day !
Cheers
I am a new fellow greenlighter on Bluelight (eheh logic plz ?).
I am 19 year old, and I'm going threw a difficult time with medications such as Lisdexamphetamine for ADHD, and having a hard time coping with stress at work. During these last two years I have been kind of going threw a depression. And have unfortunately tried many drugs, such as : A bunch of times MDMA and Cocaine, maybe a couple of time Crack and DXM. I'm the occasional pot smoker only the with friends kind of thing. Oh and I self medicate with Xanax to help sleeping at night when amphetamine keeps me from sleeping.,
Last summer I bought a gram of heroin and tried smoking it on tinfoil after a few attempts I got light headed and was starting to feel good and finally decided it was a bad idea and I threw it in the toilet. Fast forward half a year at new Eve, I got 0.25G of good brown Afghan gear, I used tin foil. At first, snorted a bump then smoked a bit (maybe 10-15mg total), not managing to make the Heroin travel a whole lot on the foil, but getting a good amount of smoke. Once again feeling light headed but not that much, went to bed. Next day, smoke everything that was left in one evening determined to achieve nodding. I remember wobbling a bit to my bed and definitely feeling dizzy and very light headed, but once again no nod or geat feeling.
Okay so my question is simple, is that IT ? Is that all the hype behind heroin ? Should I try snorting rather than smoking ? Or should I take that as granted and never touch the stuff again. Please be honest on wether Heroin REALLY feels that way. i'm most definitely will follow your advices but need some honesty there.
Thank you all and have a great day !
Cheers